Sometime in the night my senses became alive and I could smell him. Even though my head was throbbing that wasn't the only thing throbbing. I could feel his firm body beneath my hands and feel his warm breath on my hair. My hands began to wander even before I opened my eyes. They roamed down his body, past his flat stomach and to the button of his jeans. My fingers worked their magic and had the button open and the fly undone before he even knew what was happening. My hand made its way inside the fly and I felt his hardness grow beneath my fingers. I smiled to myself and then before I knew what was happening I was on my back and his body was pressing mine into the mattress. His lips were on mine and he ground himself into me. I wrapped my legs around his hips as best I could for my growing stomach and opened myself to him. We kissed feverishly and groped each other through our clothes, or what was left of them. My shirt was pushed up to my neck and his jeans were open. I could feel him peeking out of the top of his boxer briefs and this made me hotter than I already was. His hand traveled over my stomach and just under the top of my pants. As he was about to reach his mark he seemed to stiffen and then he raised his weight off of me.
He rolled quickly to the other side of the bed and threw his arm over his face and blew out in a huff. "Dammit I told Sammy I would keep my distance from you. What the hell have I done?" He lifted his arm and looked over at me. I knew my hair was a mess and I was uncovered to his eyes. He raked his eyes over me and then reached to pull my shirt down to cover my nakedness. When he rolled toward me to pull my shirt down this pushed his member farther out of the top of his boxer briefs and I squeezed my legs together in want. I wanted Dean worse than any man I believe I have ever wanted in my life. He must have noticed me eyeing him and biting my lip and he reached down to tuck himself back inside and zip his jeans. I had to try to make this better. "Dean we're both consenting adults. I know you have a healthy sex life so what's wrong with me?" I add a bit of a pout as I say this. "Nicole I want you. Please believe me when I say that but it's just not the right time. We've got to figure out what's messing with you and I can't get emotionally involved." "You said something about telling Sam you would keep your distance. Did he tell you to leave me alone?", I say accusingly.
Dean sat up and stood from the bed to get some distance from me I was sure. I saw how I affected him and I knew how he affected me. "Sam is just worried about you. He knows how I am and he want you hurt. Don't be mad at him.", he turns and looks at me and I want to throw myself from the bed and rush to him and throw myself into his arms. "Dean I've dreamt of you night after night, I feel some sort of connection to you and I need to find out why. I know you feel it too because you've also had dreams of me. Now let's be rational and figure this out or let's be irrational and let's jump back in this bed and finish what we started." My eyes flashed and I waited for Dean's response. I must have gotten louder than I thought I had because then there was a knock on the door and a soft, "Dean is everything ok in there?" It was Sam. Dean ran his hand through his hair and went to the door and threw it wide. Sam looked past Dean at me and blinked a few times. "Nicole I heard you yelling. Are you alright?" I looked at Sam's obvious puppy dog eyes and knew I couldn't be overly mad at him. "Sam I'm fine. I was discussing things with your hard headed brother over there and it got a little heated." Sam looked skeptical but he nodded none the less and stepped back out of the room after giving Dean a hard look.
When Sam went back to his room I got up from the bed and shut the door and locked it. "Dean Winchester I'm not taking no for an answer! I want you and you want me and I'm not taking no for an answer. We know what we're getting into and hey I can't get pregnant!" I walked toward Dean and as I was talking and when I reached him he tried to act tough and had his arms crossed over his chest. Little did he know this only served to cause me to be even hotter. It made his arms look so muscular and I wanted to run my hands over them. When I was standing in front of him I knew the best way to get him to open up was to shock him. I reached out and ran my hand over the front of his jeans and he immediately opened up. He threw his hands out and looked shocked. "Nicole what in the hell are you doing?" "I'm going for what I want Dean. Now come here and act right." I stepped into him and stood on the very tips of my toes to reach his mouth. His hands finally rested on my hips and his fingers pressed in on me. I moaned into his mouth and I could feel his resolve fading. Finally he reached his hands under my hips and lifted me up. I threw my legs around his hips and my arms around his shoulders. He kissed me deeply and everything felt so right.
He carried me wrapped around him to the bed and lay me back. He stood above me and removed his shirt and jeans and I threw my pants and shirt to the ground and scooted farther up on the bed. He crawled toward me on the bed and stopped as he came up between my thighs. "Are you really sure about this? I mean….the baby and all?" "It's fine Dean. This little one is protected. Now get your fine ass over here and make love to me." After that Dean didn't waste any time. He leaned over and gently kissed my stomach and then worked his way up. He spent a few minutes paying extra attention to my sensitive breasts but when I couldn't take much more I pulled him up and reached to remove his boxers. I took him in my hand and stroked him a few times. Sitting up I pushed Dean onto his back and kissed down his chest, down his stomach and then took him into my mouth. He threw his head back onto the pillow and moaned. I smiled as best I could and paid him a little extra attention.
Soon he looked down at me and reached to pull me up. I slid up his body and knelt above him for a few agonizing minutes before he reached to position himself at my opening. I slid down his shaft slowly letting him fill me completely. I watched his eyes darken from emerald green to a more forest green. His hands were on my hips and he started to move me up and down at the speed he liked. I didn't feel fat and pregnant but felt like a supermodel. I guess when you had a man that looks like that look at you with that kind of lust in his eyes that will do it! I rode him for a few minutes and then soon I felt the pressure building. I continued to move and Dean increased the speed. I threw back my head and almost screamed because the orgasm rocked me so. Dean soon followed and then I collapsed on top of Dean. We were both breathing hard and sweaty. We lay there and caught our breath and Dean began laughing quietly. "I'm sure Sam is ready to kill me right about now. Pretty sure everyone in the house heard you." I started laughing and said, "I'll take care of Sammy. A girl wants what she wants and I wanted you. Badly! Now let me know when you're ready to go again big boy!"