It had been a 3 weeks since what happen in the cave, Inuyasha and Kagome had agreed to keep it a secret from the others, until they were ready. But something was different for Kagome the morning she woke up, she felt dizzy but once she smelled breakfast she ran into the bathroom and puke in the toilet. Mrs. Higurashi saw this and immediately ran by her daughter side to see what was the matter.
"Sweetie, are you okay?" Ai ask (name of kagome mom) Kagome look up with a look that said do-I-look-okay? Ai sigh as she help her stand up as she went to the sink to wash the taste out of her mouth. "Maybe you should stay in from school today" Ai said, Kagome thought about it but shook her head no.
"No, I need to go to school to catch up, and besides I feel better now" Kagome said, Ai look at her one more time, then nodded a approving okay as she then walk back down stairs to continue to finish her breakfast. After Kagome finish taking a shower, getting dress, ect. She came down stairs and stop as she smelled the delectable food that put her under a spell as she ran to the table and to every ones surprise began to shove the food into her mouth, making Inuyasha manors of eating fit for a queen. Once she was done Kagome realize she was late and left before any one could ask why or how she eaten so fast.
School was usual, except for the slightly more extra times she snap at people, even at a teacher and her sudden need to eat every thing that was editable. Kagome didn't notice her difference in personality but every one else did, especially her friends. After school the 4 all went to McDonalds Yuka, Arimi, and Eri all had 2 burgers but Kagome had 5 and finish 3 of them the time it took them all to finish their first burger. Yuka couldn't help but seem to remember some one who acted like this, but she couldn't remember the person or why she had similar symptoms like Kagome.
"So how is it going with you boyfriend?" Eri ask out of no where, all of the girls turn to Kagome expecting to see Kagome blushing or having a hurt look in her eyes from being ignored, but no she had a smile and a dreamy look in her eyes with a small blush.
"Well, something did happen" Kagome said, this caused all the girls around Kagome to move closer to her, desperate to know why she was so happy.
"What? What happen" the girls said all at the same time, Kagome blush more as she continue.
"We…ah…kind of did it" Kagome didn't get to finish as the girls squeal which cause a few un wanted heads turn, but lucky they didn't talk loud as they began to bomb her with questions.
"Was he good?" Yuka ask.
"How long was he?" Arimi ask.
"Was it romantic?" Eri ask, Kagome answered the questions as well as she could.
"He was very good enough to where I couldn't walk" jealous look from friends. "He was also at least 14 inches, and it was so romantic I thought I was dreaming." Kagome finish, the others look at her surprised and Yuka felt that annoying thing in her head telling her she knew something about Kagome but couldn't put her finger on it. Then she look down at then tray they carried their food on seeing some American food restaurants, and then she saw a burger place called 'Wendy's' and that's when realization bit her right on her nose.
"Oh my god Kagome you're pregnant!" Yuka said which caught every ones attention and cause Kagome to blush but shake her head no.
"What? No I'm not pregnant!" Kagome said, but Yuka wasn't convinced while the others were curious.
"Why do you say that?" Arimi ask, Yuka look at the same paper on the tray as she began to tell her story.
"Remember that student exchange girl, Wendy?" Yuka ask, every one nodded. "and remember she got knock up by some one at school who was never reveal, well I remember when she began to show signs of being pregnant, and Kagome you have the same symptoms." Yuka said, Kagome just stared at her as the other gasp, 5 minuets pass and Kagome continued to stare into nothing and it was creeping the others out.
"Kagome?" Eri ask, Kagome then shot up out of her seat and ran away while yelling over her shoulder saying she had to go now. So Kagome ran until she finally made it to the drug store, there she bought a pregnancy test and then ran home, like if the deviled was right behind her. Once home Kagome ran up the stairs without her family seeing her new package as she ran up stairs and into the bathroom. Once in there Kagome got out the pregnancy test and use it. 5 minuets later Kagome sat on her bed staring at the thing, waiting for the stick of her future to show what it would lead to. So she waited, and waited, and then finally it show….a pink plus sign. Kagome drop the stick as she just stared at her empty had not believing it…she was pregnant. Kagome then felt her emotions fly in every direction possible and even ones that no had every thought possible. She was Pregnant, she felt happiness in her but then fear, worry, and curiosity. What would her family think, what would her friends think…..what would Inuyasha think, since it was obvious no one could be the father but him. Then Kagome relax she knew he wouldn't leave her, he had shown so much love that night, so much happiness it was impossible to think he would leave her especially since she was now pregnant. Kagome thought what she should do, and then thought it would be wise to tell Inuyasha first, after all like said before he was the father. Kagome then jump up out of her bed, she through away the small stick and grab her yellow back pack. It was already full so Kagome ran down stairs and said her good byes as she then ran to the well, running with happiness as she saw the sun getting closer to sunset. She jumped down the well and once through the blue lights was on the other side of the well. Kagome smiled as she climbed up the latter they had installed not too long ago as she was soon out of the well. Once she was out, she began to walk to Keade hut until she ran into Sango who was going to pass by until she saw Kagome.
"Kagome!" Sango yelled, that caught Kagome attention as she turn her head and smiled as she ran to Sango and gave her a sisterly like hug. Once that was done Kagome then pulled back to ask her a question.
"Have you seen Inuyasha, I need to tell him something" Sango thought for a second before she answered.
"I think he's in the forest" Sango said while pointing towards the Inuyasha forest, Kagome nodded as she then began to run towards the forest to find her mate. Sango smiled at seeing how happy Kagome was, which Sango was glad to see, after all Kagome was like a sister to her.
"Well hello my dear" Said an all to familiar monk as he then appeared next to her and put his arm around her waist which cause a small giggle from Sango since he could hold her whole waist thanks to her belly. Yes Sango was 5 months pregnant and they of course had a wedding and all, and in 4 months would have children together.
Kagome ran into the forest, she couldn't wait to tell Inuyasha she could picture the shock face he would get once she told him she was pregnant. Kagome had such confidence that Inuyasha would be happy, like I mean come on he was so caring that night, so loving and happy to have her it would make sense that he would be excited for a baby. There was a small bit of fear he would be un happy but Kagome just push it away, soon Kagome began to feel tried from running all day she finally manage to slow to a walk from exhaustion. Then Kagome saw something that filled her with dread, she saw Kikyo soul collectors. Kagome then now felt the presents of Kikyo and couldn't help but frown. Kagome then notice that her spiritual power was low, so low it was like Kikyo was knock out or almost dead. In worry and the goodness in Kagome heart Kagome followed the feeling until Kagome felt she was close. Kagome was almost there and then she herd something move in the bushes in front of her, Kagome then walk quietly up to make sure she would be able to walk out without worry of being attack. But what she saw made her heart blow up in destruction as tears already began to fall, as well did her back pack. There was Inuyasha, her mate that she loved so dearly. He was on the ground sweating and naked with the fire rat coat barley covering him and the girl with him. (don't leave keep reading I swear it will get good) The girl however was recognizable as….Kikyo.
'No' Kagome thought 'No it just can't' but sadly the proved was in front of her as clear as day. He had made love to Kikyo, something that cause Kagome heart to break more. Kagome then pick up the back pack and ran as fast as she could, not looking back at what she saw. She kept running and running until finally she made it to the well. But just when she about 20 ft to it she had trip and fell right into the ground but she didn't bother to get up. Kagome then brought her legs up to her chest and cried to herself that was until she herded a familiar voice she was grateful to hear.
"Kagome!" Sango and Miroku yelled as they ran to her as fast as they could for they were originally just sitting and enjoying the sunset until Miroku had spotted Kagome on the ground crying.
"Kagome are you okay?" Sango ask as she bent down by Kagome with Miroku on the other side, for once not deciding to do anything lecherous. Kagome look up and Sango saw how horrible and sad and heart broken as Kagome then jump into Sango arms seeking comfort which Sango gave willingly. Miroku just watch as the 2 embrace willing to do anything if ask or needed. Once Kagome had calm down enough Sango then ask the question both she and Miroku wanted to ask.
"Kagome, what on earth happen?" She ask, Kagome sniff as she finally began to talk quietly.
"He….left me" Kagome said, causing confusion from both.
"Who left you?" Miroku ask, Kagome sigh as she continued.
"Inuyasha, I saw him in the forest, he was with Kikyo and they" then she began to cry again "He and her had sex's I saw them and…..and" then Kagome broke down again as she re embrace Sango arms.
"Kagome," Sango said in pure shock, it had never ever cross her mind that Inuyasha would sleep with Kikyo. But apparently she and Miroku were proven wrong. "It okay Kagome, you can get over him" Sango said even though she knew it was wrong, way wrong.
"No I can't" Kagome said "and I can't leave him" Kagome said again, this caused every one to look at her curiously, Kagome sigh and instead of explaining. She move her hair away from her shoulder and pulled her shoulder sleeve to the side to every one as they gasp when they saw the mate mark on Kagome shoulder, now knowing what she meant. Sango felt anger in her boil in her as she had resisted the urged to find Inuyasha and teach him a lesson.
"There something else too, your pregnant" Miroku said, which cause both women to look at him in surprised.
"How did you know?" Kagome ask, shock and this Sango to get shock even more now seeing that Kagome was pregnant.
"I notice the changes you had, and the same way you acted when Sango was pregnant." Miroku said as Kagome was shock and Sango just stared at him in surprise. Then Kagome began to cry some more as Sango continued to rub her back and hold her to comfort Kagome.
"When Inuyasha come back I will kill him in a way Naraku would even find cruel." Sango said as she was about to go and find Inuyasha but Kagome stop her.
"No, don't kill him" Kagome said, "and besides, it's no big deal" this caused Sango and Miroku eyes to widen to the size of saucers.
"How in any heaven or hell is this not a big deal?" Sango ask with Miroku looking at Kagome for an answer, Kagome sigh as she began to explain.
"I know I should hate him, but I can't. I love him and if this is the choice that will make him happy, then I will more than willingly let him go, even if it hurts me." Kagome said, Sango was still in shock but Miroku seem to get an understanding.
"But Kagome, you PREGNANT!" Sango yelled "You can't raise the child all on your own, not without a father." Sango said, then just before Sango continued on Miroku put up his hand to signal her to stop as he look at Kagome.
"Kagome would you prefer to stay home tonight?' Miroku ask, Kagome look up and gave him a thankful smile.
"Yes, I wouldn't mind that at all" Kagome then got her back pack tears still fell down her eyes. "Everything you need is in here…..I'll be back soon, and can you not tell anyone, please?" Kagome as desperate, the others nodded. Kagome then ran faster than thought possible to the well and then jump in before Sango or Miroku could blink. Then Sango turn towards Miroku with fire in her eyes, resisting the urge to slap him, which cause Miroku to shake in fear.
"Miroku, how could you allow Kagome to leave without trying to convince her to go to Inuyasha and force him to stay with her?" She yelled felling every vein in her body pop. "And why would you even agree with her that Inuyasha should stay with Kikyo if he wanted to?" Sango yelled, now waiting for an explanation, and he did.
"Sango, I understand what you're thinking, trust me, I'm just as mad at Inuyasha as I am as mad as you. But think about it, if we even did get Inuyasha to stay with Kagome for the sake of the child. Do you not think they'll fight, and with fake feelings for her, their fights could be more heated….more violent." This stop sango as she let what Miroku said sunk into her. "Do you not think the child won't be effect by the possible fights, and what if the feelings Inuyasha have for the child is also fake. Now tell me which life you would prefer for Kagome.
A life in our time filled with demons and with out no family with a man who only sees her as someone else as a fake love, and distant to the child. Or a life I her era with her family and friends who will love her deeply and the child, no matter what the appearance or type it is without having to know the father only use its mother?" Miroku ask calmly, he saw Sango stop to think, but then look down and saw a few tears in her eyes.
"But Miroku, what life would the child have without a father, that had the same strange features as itself, I just can't imagine a life without my father when I was young, it would just seem so strange and horrible." Sango whispered, Miroku sigh as he then offered her comfort which she took.
"I know Sango, but you must know no one gets everything, we just have to trust Kagome and let her decided what she will, but what we could do is help her and support her." Miroku said, Sango nodded as she held Miroku tighter.
"Come on," Miroku whispered again as he began to lead Sango to the village. "Lets get some rest" He said, Sango nodded but not before looking at the well before they lost sight of it and were gone.
Kagome had made it home, every one was already asleep and she wasn't hungry, so Kagome obviously went up stairs and after changing into her light blue pajamas jump into her bed. Kagome tried her best to cover herself with the blanket, she couldn't help but fell…..dirty, use, meaningless, and worst, a mistake. Why did she feel this way, but Kagome knew, it was from the fact that Inuyasha had use her, but yet despite what her brain beg her to think, her heart still love him. Even when she could feel it bleed from hurt and burning from the fires of rejection she still loved him, and would even now. Then Kagome felt surprise and slight fear as she felt some one move the covers and get into bed with her, faster than any human could do. She felt some one arms around her waist, and she also felt the small kisses on her neck from the person, it wasn't until the person spoke did Kagome relax for a minuet.
"Hey" Came Inuyasha smooth voice as he continued to hold her dear to him. To lightly run his hands up her slender body and to kiss her and even lick her mates mark.
Kagome shook from a familiar pleasure, but then memories from what she saw, the reason why she came back, and what the pregnancy test had revealed she shook like if dirt was all over her. Inuyasha continued to kiss her, not until pull away and turn around, her eyes down.
"Can we….not do it tonight, I have a head ache and school is tomorrow." Kagome whispered, hoping Inuyasha wouldn't question why, after a minuet of silent he nodded to Kagome relieve. She then turn back to facing the wall while Inuyasha held her from behind, giving her another small kiss on her neck before whispering.
"I love you mate, good night" Inuyasha whispered before one more kiss on her mates mark and then he laid his head down and then began to drift into a sleep with Kagome as always. Kagome felt her heart break and slight confusion consumed her. How was he able to be so loving and caring and yet, what she saw told her that he didn't love her, that he was using her as a…as a…tool.
'What am I going to do' was the last thing Kagome thought before she feel into a deep sleep filled with sadness and confusion, while a small tear fell from her eyes.
OKAY U PROBABLY WANT TO FIND ME, AND PURELY KILL ME FOR KIND OF MAKING A STORY WITH POTENCAL HAVE THIS CHAPTER, ALL I BEG IS READ THE NEXT CHAPTER AND I SWEAR THIS STORY WILL TURN OUT GOOD. PLEASE JUST WAIT AND HOLD YOU JUDGMENT BEFORE KILLING ME WITH YOUR WORDS LIKE ARROWS PERICE MY HEARTS….SORRY WATCH SOMETHING AND CAN'T STOP WRITING LIKE THAT BUT MIGHT WANT TO GET USE TO IT, VERY FUTURE HINT, HINT. WELL UNTIL THEN, DON'T KILL ME.
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