When I awoke, there was a slight grey light coming from the window. I was shivering in my bed and thinking about what had happened in the last day.

'Owe' I whispered realizing I had two vampires in my house. Jumping out of my bed in my sweats and running down stairs.

I stopped at the top of the stairs because I heard Charlie, Rosalie and Alice talking.

When I realized what they were talking about my heart felt nothingness.

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When I heard his name I had to steady my self from falling down the stairs.

I suddenly felt really cold, like some one just put me in a bath full on ice cubes. I shivered at the thought, and tried my best to listen carefully. It didn't help that my mind was going hundred kilo meters an second.

'So is he coming back?' Charlie asked in a rude tone, it made me want to come down their tell him to shop because it didn't matter, it didn't matter because he was never coming back, he left me here to die, well not in that sense. But I knew that Victoria was coming for me and I knew that I wouldn't be able to convince Jake to just let her kill me and let him run for it. But I still didn't understand why she was coming! I wasn't Edward's mate anymore. Her theory was a 'Mate' or a 'Mate', wasn't it? Well that didn't apply to our relationship no more. It would be a waste of time for her to come looking for me when Edward wasn't here, but she would just have to kill me because of the trouble coming out. She would need to come back with the news that she has killed Bella Swan.

I shivered again and felt my heart ach in pain; it was like it craved for the moisture that came out of my eyes.

'Well I haven't really talked to him in awhile, he is in Italy on some … business' I noticed the pause, what business was that?

Hunting? Visiting more Vampires? Tracking?

God knows, and to be honest I didn't really care or wanted to know. After all the hurt he put me though, I don't know why I keep thinking of him, he didn't deserve my love. And wasn't really sure if I loved him.

Do I love him?

'Ohh, well I think he would already know that he isn't welcome here or any where near her' he said interrupting my thoughts. I imagined him pointing his figure in the direction to my bed room, with a grunt on his face.

I don't even know why they were talking about this!

Are the Cullen's coming back? If not then why is Charlie so interested?

'Don't get me wrong, you guys are welcome, but I don't want him any where near her, I couldn't stand to see the reaction on her face when he shows up at school or my front door' Charlie said and his voice broke. I imagined the scene at the beach with Jake.

Jake?

And that was when my heart shattered into a thousand pieces of ice.

Jake? A werewolf! What would happen when he arrives here to come pick me up? Would there be a war? I couldn't imagine all those werewolf's up against tiny Alice and beautiful Rosalie.

I winced at that thought and turned my head back and forth, some way trying to remove the image.

'Oh, that Charlie I know, plus even if we decide to come back he won't go any where near Bella unless she wants him to' Alice promised

Even if we decide to come back? What? Were they thinking of coming back? Are they just going to come back to Forks and act like every thing is normal and they hadn't broken my heart my heart and made me want to die? How could they even consider coming back? Did he think that he could just come into my life with open arms and expect me to just jump right in and act like everything is fine?

Well for one thing is sure I knew I wouldn't react like that. If he did come back I would have to find some way to put my self together and tell him to go. Tell him that I didn't love him anymore and that I hated, hated him for making me feel this way for so long.

But I knew I couldn't convince my self to do that, to say those horrible things.

'Wait, are you thinking of coming back?' Charlie said, answering my thoughts.

'Well for a while Esme was considering it, but we don't know if it will be the best thing for Bella' Alice's tone sounded almost like a plea.

'Damn right it won't' Charlie almost groaned.

It made me jump at the sudden tone of his voice and the direction the conversation was going.

' I'm sorry, Rosalie, Alice, I didn't mean to be rude, look I will talk to you girls later, I have work and I am already running late' Charlie said, whilst sliding out his chair. I heard a slight rumble and I imagined Charlie digging out his eyes from the bowl near the front door.

'Cya girls, give Bella my love.'

A few moments later I heard the front door shut and a few more I heard the cruiser roar to live.

'Bella you can come down now' Alice shouted from down stairs. I was a little embarrassed that they knew I was ears dropping on them. I felt almost rude.

' you know what they say about ears dropping' Rosalie added, I could see a slight smile on her lips.

I giggled and sat on one of the dinning chairs.

'So Bella, what's for breakfast?' Rosalie asked, sarcastically.

'Well you can have what ever you want, just no human, ok?' I said sarcastically, trying to match Rosalie's tone.

'Ha-ha Bella' Alice laughed weakly.

'Not funny' Rosalie said, almost looking offended.

'Aww well I want some toast'- I said getting off my chair.-'You want anything' I added, sarcastically. I think I was over doing it today.

'Just eat Bella' Rosalie and Alice both chimed in; they both eyed each other and started to laugh.

I couldn't help but join in. I signed.

'So…' I said seriously and they both realized the change of tone in my voice.

'Are you guys moving back to forks?'

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