'So…' I said seriously and they both realized the change of tone in my voice.
'Are you guys moving back to forks?'I asked watching my hands on the table. Not wanting to look at their faces and see their expression.
Part of me dreaded the answer and then the other part was curious. Suddenly I felt two hands on mine and looked up and to my surprise, Rosalie was sitting their, looking down at our hands. I then moved my attention to our hands.
The light from the kitchen window was shining on our hands. And that was when I had enough. I started to sob. My heart finally got what it wanted.
Rosalie then put her arms around me and held me in her stone ice chest. It actually felt comforting.
I remember all the times I cried for hours in my room just wanting some one to comfort me, to be their and hold me.
And that was when I lost it.
I started to cry, my heart was dancing, well jumping out of my chest just wanting to escape and jump for he nearest whole and burry it self alive.
Rosalie then hugged me closer and it just made me cry more.
I then realized how stupid I sounded and lifted back up. I rubbed the tears off of my eyes and sniffed.
'Sorry' I laughed weakly.
'It's alright Bella, I can't imagine how you feel' Alice chimed in.
I then realized she was sitting next to me patting my back lightly. I sniffed more and repeated my self.
'So are you moving back to Forks?' I repeated, I almost sounded annoyed.
Rosalie and Alice both turned to eye my expression. Probably thinking I might break down again.
'I'm ok, I can handle it' I laughed faintly. Feeling my throat tighten. It felt like I had a golf ball in their and he more I swallowed the more it became worse.
'I can handle it' I repeated myself, whispering
Suddenly the phone rang and u nearly fell off the side of the chair, I was actually considering not picking it up. But who could it be?
Jessica? Mike? Jake?
Jake?
I almost nearly ran to the phone but of course I striped over my own feet. I didn't care that my feet hurt; I jumped tight back up and ran the meter to go to the phone; But instead looking at my feet this time.
'Hello?' I asked out of breath.
'Bella, are you alright?' his husky voice said. And that was when I lit up.
'Yes, I'm fine, I just striped trying to get the phone' I told him a little embarrassed.
'Ha-ha, that's my Bella, are you ok?' he said sarcastically.
'Sure, sure' I smiled at the response; Jake would always use it with me when we would work out in the garage with hot sodas and trashed dirt bikes.
'Ha-ha, so what are you doing today?' he asked almost excited.
I then realized I had two vampires in my house.
'Umm, well I am a little busy today Jake, I have studying to do' I lied.
'No you don't Bella, its summer holidays' he told me and I could hear the suspicion in his voice.
'Yeah I know I want to understand my subjects for next year' I told him, hopefully he believed that lie; Jake and I both knew I sucked at lying.
'Oh ok, would you like me to come over? Me and you both know that I need to do that as well' he said almost laughing.
'Sure, Sure Jake, see you in 30?' I asked. I gave in realized that I was holding Jake back, and I didn't want to do that. I didn't want to lose the person that loved me the amount that I loved him.
'Cool Bella, see you soon' Jake said now excited.
'Ok Jake bye.' I said but I realized he had hung up on me.
I then turned swiftly around and Alice and Rosalie were staring at me.
'Oh' I said realizing what I had done.
'It's ok Bella, we had to hunt anyway today'' they both told me.
'Oh, well sorry for kicking you out' I told them sincerely.
'Bella, it's your house, you're not kicking any one out' Alice said.
'Ok Bella, we are off, Cya in a couple of hours ok?' Rosalie told me.
'Try not to get into any trouble' Alice added with a grin.
They both came to kiss me on the check and walked out the back door in a second.
After a moment I signed and ran up stairs to get my books.
When I came down I placed them on the table and started to make some sand witches, realizing what time it was. I then filled two glasses of milk and placed them on the table with the sand witches. It looked more like a dininer than two people having lunch and doing home work. I then placed my books aside and grabbed two pens; knowing Jacob he would of forgotten one due to the fact of running around protecting La Push and forks. I am surprised he has a chance to call me then come and see me.
Suddenly I heard a light knock on the door. I got up and walked swiftly to the door, about a meter away I couldn't wait no more I ran to the door and opened it almost taking out the wall with it. For some reason I realized I was looking for some one else.
But their he was my personal son.
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