Author's note:

Sorry it has been a long time since I have published my chapters but right now I am really busy with school and I know I know I have two weeks of holidays and I am just being lazy but I got slammed with so much essays and projects that they are coming out of my ears ha-ha. But I promise (imagine me putting my hand to my chest) that I will at least get three chapters out this week… hopefully of course! Lol happy reading and please review!

Than -youh

~Team Jakedian~

P.s sorry if boring... lol it isn't my fault ha-ha :S lol anyways hope you enjoy and once again please R&R. thanks.. Ciao for now!

Irrevocably in love!

Chapter eight; The Ride.

Once I was done with my phone calls I grabbed my jacket and headed for the door, I grabbed the door handle to open it and suddenly I heard a roar, I imagined it was a car and didn't go into specifics- thank god because I always start to stress out when I think about things I guess I got that from Charlie as well, like everything else of course.

I started to open the door when I saw it; I fell on my back gasping for air.

And their it was.

My breath was ripped from my lungs and the air was thick as I tried my best to breath, that was when I saw it, a huge black shape eased in front of me, that creatures shadow was twice the size as its shape and four times the size of me. It stalked deliberately towards me.

My eyes stung with anguish as tears streamed my cheeks, I knew this was it, I knew this is when I would die, no one here to save me and no one here to get revenge because they don't know who it was that murdered me.

My stomach felt as though it was tied in knots and pangs of shuddering wracked my body, I was shaking unconditionally, and I couldn't stop. I could fell my teeth chattering and I was afraid they could shatter into a million pieces.

The creature moved one step in front of the sun and I could see it more clearly. It was enormous, as tall as a tree but taller! The creature had more muscle than any body builder I had seen.

It moved a step closer, and my heart sank, like titanic going down- and I could finally see it more clearly now.

A bear, only it wasn't your average size of a bear, it was much bigger. The gigantic monster leaned its long muzzle towards me, in some way of reinsurance, and lightly knocked my knee playfully.

My heart began to slow a slight margin when I realized the bear was just playing around, I imagined him lost in the woods and come across to my house because everyone knew I didn't have the best luck in the world.

My pulse started to ease up a little; I looked into his eyes for any sign of attack or hatred, and that was when I saw a light sparkle in his eyes. I now knew everything. I wasn't afraid anymore, but a part of me was just in case I was wrong and would end up getting murdered because of my nerviness for it to be all over.

I signed in relief.

Yes! Thank- you god, you have really out done your self now! I thought to my self. Thank god I wasn't going to die, I could now see Charlie and Renee and Jake and Mike and Angela again. A sudden wave of relief passed though me.

'Sam...'? I barely said, once I had found my voice.

The huge creature nodded its huge head up and down like saying yes!

The Sam-wolf leaned down on his knees and licked my face.

'Ewe' I giggled and wiped my face with my jacket.

The wolf turned his head to the side and let out a roar of laughter escape. He put his hand on his stomach and wiped his eyes; I was so amazed with on that humanly gesture, it was like he was just in a massive wolf suite.

He stopped laughing when he saw my stare. He flicked his head behind him like saying let's go!

How were we getting their? Can wolfs drive cars?

'But... How?' I shuttered, looking at the size of Sam and the car, I knew there was no way he could fit in their and some how fit me. He laughed his roar again and reacted for me. My heart reacted; even though he couldn't see my face I knew he knew I was nervous. My pulse gave it away. He proceeded to sling me onto his back, with very little effort. When I was on, I clamped my legs and arms so tightly around him and it made him laugh even more.

I tried to shake out how familiar this gesture was but I immediately took it out of my head, I didn't want to break down right here in front of the Sam- wolf.

'Ok...' I began. 'Let's go' he laughed one more time and took out the back door.

He streaked through the dark thick underbrush of the forest so graceful that I wondered if he had stopped yet, from experience I pulled my head under his shoulder bone and waited until he stopped. Suddenly there was no sound I wondered if we had stopped.

He leaned his hand over to touch my head, I looked up and I was right, we had stopped and now I was looking at Emily's tiny once been grey house.

'One second Bella, I need to ... um. 'He stuttered

'Ok, I will wait' I said, he nodding and ran into the bushes.

Wow I never would have expected Sam to be embarrassed about transforming. He has been a wolf for a long time, I would have thought he would be use to it by now, but I guess there is a first thing for everything. But I was still amazed that he could talk in his wolf form, before he wasn't talking, maybe he only does it when necessary.

I waited their looking at my feet a little awkward.

Suddenly Sam reappeared in his ruined shorts and smile.

'Let's go' he told me.

'Ok 'I whispered.

I don't know why but I am a little nervous, I haven't seen Emily a in long time and I grew to miss her, I can't wait to smell her eggs and muffins cooking away at the oven, it was like it was her best friend.

We were about five meters away from the tiny house when Jared and Quill came out of the house, it looked impossible to fit them plus the furniture and Emily. Sam slaked in front of them and disappeared into the house.

'Hey Bella' Jared said waving, they both have huge smiles on their faces, it looked like there cheeks were about to shatter any moment now.

'Hi' I said shyly, I don't know why, they were like my big brothers now expectably the time I have spent with them.

'So...?' I asked, realized they were blocking the door so I couldn't go inside.

'So a little heads up Bella... ok? 'Jared asked still smiling.

'OK?' I asked confused.

'Well every one is a little shaken up about ... today, ok? So don't be surprised if you don't see Jake today or tomorrow? Alright Bella?' he told me.

A little bit shaken up? I was the one that nearly got my head ripped up! How was every one else a little shaken up? I wouldn't be able to see him! What!

I was breathing really fast, I had to take deep breaths and clench my teeth down so I didn't start to yell.

'Ok' I said though my teeth. They both nodded and let me though the door, before i could get in i heard some one talking.

'What! Why?' I heard Jacob's huskily voice raw.

'Because you put her in danger today Jake, you should of seen her face!' I heard Sam say quietly and professionally.

'But I can't! I won't! I love her.' Jake pleaded. I love him too.

I then opened the door and came in, I didn't care what I was interrupting and I didn't care who I was upsetting. I couldn't live with out my Jake. I wouldn't try.

AN: ok end of chapter! Hope you liked it, please review and hope you enjoy!