Author note:
Ok, so I'm debating whether or not to continue with my story because no one reviews or reads I think, lol but it's kind of making me up set to be honest with you! But anyways tell me if I should continue, if I don't get any reviews I will understand and delete it. Anyways read my new story, I and jaggirl-katie are writing it, it's our first together, hope you enjoy it,
The link;
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The summary is:
Ness and Jacob have been separated after the voulter came now they are fighting fate for what they think is true love? Written by TeamJakedian & jaggirl-katie ; First one together hope you enjoy! U be the judge to see if u wants more!
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Chapter nine (9);
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Once I swung the door open I instantly regretted it, but a part of me didn't, a part of me was glad.
There he was! My personal sun, thank- god I saw him today. But when I looked at him clearer I realized he wasn't his natural self. He had purple bruises under his eyes that made him look like he had a black eye but I knew he didn't because werewolves heal quick, I leant that the hard way. He also looked pale, if that was possible under his tanned brown skin. He literally looked like he just had a punch on and was the one on the floor getting punched in the face and ribs.
He had his face in his hands and it looked like he was sobbing! My Jake sobbing? No! I wanted to make him stop, I wanted to walk over their and put my arms around him and tell him that it was all right, that I was alright. I didn't want him to go through any pain; I felt like a helpless child lost their favorite blanket, I wanted to do any thing in my power to make it better again. I hated seeing him in pain; it hurt me more than it hurt him.
I wanted to move forward but my brain wasn't connected with my feet. I tried to move forward but I felt like I was paralyzed, my feet weren't moving and I wanted so bad just to walk over to him but I couldn't.
I then realizing the people around me looking at me and Jake. Sam was protectively in between us with his back to me, Jared was sitting in the opposite corner from Jake staring at him, it looked like he was going jump any second now. Emily was sitting in one of the stools in the far back trying not to be rude to look at me, and Paul was ramming the refrigerator.
'Bella' Sam began probably trying to talk me out of being her, once he said my name Jake's head snapped up and his eyes sparkled.
I let out a sign, relief rushed through me and I knew Jake was back to his old self.
'Jake-' I began but before I knew it he was on his feet and Sam and Jared were standing in between us, Paul snapped out of his food rampage and decided to join them.
What? Why were they holding him back from me? He wasn't dangerous for me. Ok he got a little carried away back their but it was my fault.
'What the hell? What are you doing?' I sprat at them, they just stared at Jacob and ignored me.
'Bella- 'Emily's mouth was suddenly at my ear, he hand on the small of my back smoothing me.
' It's ok, we are not going to hurt him, he just needs to stay and think about some thing for a while, if you want I can take you to Billy's because I knew your farther will expecting you their in about half an hour' she said, rejoining my memory.
'Umm, ok' I said feeling a bit stupid; I just realized I had interrupted some thing that was important. I felt guilty and wrong for interrupting some thing so virtual. But then I realized that Jake was supposed to be there to with Charlie and Billy tonight. So he had to be their, what could he do? Say he had school or an 'Erin' to run. That wouldn't work, Charlie would never believe it. So he had to show up. 'OK, see you tonight Jake, at Billy's' I said reminding him.
'Aww Bella I don't think Jake will be able to make it their' Sam said, not wanting to demanding me or Jake.
I just nodded not trusting my voice. Trying to hide my tears, I had to get out of here before I break down. I caught a quick look at Jakes face when I escaped their. He looked upset and afraid. I didn't know why but I knew that I couldn't live with out him.
I jumped in to the truck with tears drying on my face, I roared the truck to life and got out of their as fast as I could. I roared around the corner and stopped at the side walk, I couldn't drive with my eyes blurred.
I cut the ignition and laid my head on the seat just resting. I closed my eyes and thought about the emotional hurt I went through today. I don't know how I will survive if I can't see Jake again. Every one is so dangerous for me. I guess it's their excuse, I guess I'm just not lovable and I'm not wanted. If I am then why do people keep leaving me? I'm I that bad to be around? I know I'm not the most interesting person in the world but that shouldn't really matter if you are in love with some one.
If Jacob left me today, and said that he would never come back I would move away and hopefully never return. I don't know how I will take it but I would properly end up in a mental institution.
Suddenly I heard vibrating and realized my phone was beeping. I quickly looked at the caller ID and saw it was Charlie.
Woops I thought, right dinner.
'Hello?' I answered
'Hey Bella, were are you? We are all waiting for you to eat!' Charlie said, worry in his voice.
'Everyone?' I asked.
'Yea, Billy, Jake and I' Charlie said, I could almost hear his stomach rumbling.
'Jake?' I asked I a little confused, I just saw him and now he was their. That couldn't be right. I looked at my dash board and realized I had been sitting here for a little over two hours.
' Yea bells, he does live here, so hw long are you going to be?' he asked impatient now.
'Bout 5 minutes, see you soon' I hung up before I could even get an reply. Jacob was going to be there at the house eating pizza with me and Charlie. I signed and turned the ignition on. I would see him, it will be ok.
But what if I turn up and it the day he has to tell me his leaving? What if he says its not you its me? How will I react in front of Charlie?
I would properly kill me self!
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