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~ Chapter Seven ~

I wake up.

I look around the large room I find myself in and shake my head, where is she? Is she still alive? Is she okay? What happened? Do I still look perfect?

Questions run through my mind but the one keeps repeating itself over and over again, where is she?

I call her name as loud as I can and I run around to look for her, why can't I see her? Why can't I find her?

Tears run down my face as I sink to my knees, screaming her name loudly, collapsing and cuddling myself into a tight ball as I try to think about what happened.

We crashed.

I remember it so clearly, the truck had come out of nowhere, it was coming right towards us. I wasn't looking at the road, it was just for a second, I was admiring my girlfriend as she slept next to me. I moved a hair out of her face and then turned back, saw him coming and then the next thing I know I wake up and I am here.

But am I awake?

Nobody is here, shouldn't there be press asking me about the crash? Shouldn't there be fans to tell me that I am still gorgeous and how much they love me? Shouldn't there be doctors and nurses running around to get me whatever I wanted? Shouldn't there be my mum and dad to tell me that I was going to be okay?

Shouldn't there be Sonny holding my hand and smiling at me, trying to make me laugh as she tells me all about her day at 'So Random!' and how much her friends had made her laugh that day?

Shouldn't by ray of sunshine be sitting next to me, telling me how much she loves me and how scared I had made her?

I can't lose her.

I smile when I finally see her, running towards her and shaking my head when I see how pale she is, all that blood... so much blood. I scream out when she starts fading away, I scream her name over and over again as hot, burning tears run down my cheeks and fall into the ground below me.

"You promised." I can hear her say,

"Remember? You promised..."

I shake my head, she was the one breaking the promise, she was the one leaving me,

Wasn't she?

I reach out for her again only to fall onto the ground, not being able to move as I close my eyes and try to ignore the dull aching that feels like my heart is about to tear into two. I promised her, I promised that nothing would ever happen to us.

I promised that I would never leave her.

She promised that she would never leave me.

"You promised!" I screech back at her, not even bothering to hide the tears running down my face.

"You promised you would never leave me!" She shakes her head before fading away completely,

Maybe promises are just made to be broken.

Maybe that promise was too much to ask from either of us.

Maybe..