[A/N] YOOOO this is literally JUST sexually toned frustration between them and kind of soft graphic stuff as I plow through this story. I'm just updating it and I hope you're not too upset. I just kinda kept going until I had no more words to put in. Sorry I took a long break before; school started and you know just how scatter brained I can be! I'm going on a break anyhow. Enjoy this fluffy little chapter. ((It'll probably be a little while longer until I actually update it with a legitimately important story chunk.))

THIS REALLY ISN'T NECESSARY TO READ. IT'S ONLY FOR PLEASURE.

-lonelybutlovely

"Is that who I think it is?"

I turned with surprise, finding him stealing a kiss seconds after. I jumped and pulled away. "What-?"

He kissed me again, pulling me to him then kissing my forehead. "I wanted to see you."

"Don't you have other things to do?" I asked interlacing my fingers into his. I tugged him along anyway.

"I just want you," he murmured behind me.

My heart fluttered at his words. I didn't hear that often. We traversed outside as the fun set. He pulled me into him and held me tight. I blinked with confusion. "Ikuto...?"

"I...I love you."

"Can you loosen up a little bit? I can't understand what you're saying."

He released me, but kept his hands around my backside. He closed his eyes for a moment and stood as still as a statue. I stole this moment to capture his features in my memory. His chiseled cheeks that were like pale stone were smooth and soft to my touch. The lips I kissed were gentle when they met mine and curved into a small frown. His hair was dark and hung down his face in thin strands, each one like silky string when I ran my fingers through it.

He opened his eyes. I was almost startled by their ruby tinge. He studied me with his eyes, putting me in a trancelike state. I wasn't struck with fear oddly enough; this was just something he was and I was fine with that. I accepted it as easy as I would with someone that had blue eyes. I'm really crazy.

He locked my gaze and blinked so blue eyes stared back at me. He tentatively reached up and brushed my hair away from my face.

"I feel like this is all just some crazy ass dream," he whispered quietly. "That if I do too much you'll just disappear. You're just so beautiful I feel like I'll be punished if I touch you. But you're here before me and I haven't been struck down by lightening...I can scarcely believe it."

"Ikuto..." my stomach flipped in knots. He was really romantic when he wasn't acting like a teenage boy. It was breathtaking when he said things like this.

"But I feel as if..." He frowned. "As if this is just the calm before the storm."

"Why?" I whispered leaning into his chest. It was silent until he spoke. His voice reverberated through his empty chest.

"You're too good for me," he wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his head on my shoulder. "This happiness...I don't deserve it. I'm a monster. And I love you."

I pulled back and looked at him through furious eyes. "Everyone deserves to be happy. You're no different."

"You are just being naive," he pulled away with a sigh, turning away from me. "I want you so much it screws up my thinking, I just want to be with you all the time; I don't want anyone else being you. I can even imagine being without you. I feel like you complete me. Just everything about you...it makes me fall in love with you over and over again. I don't want anything to ever happen to you."

"What are you trying to say?" I stuffed my hands in my pockets.

He looked at me from the corner of his eye. "As much as I want to, I won't always be here to protect you."

"Yeah? And?"

"I don't want to get you hurt," he exhaled sharply. "You're human, vulnerable. There are others of my kind that would attack you to get to me."

I fidgeted uncertainly. What was he saying now?

"I'm old Amu," he laughed mirthlessly. "I've made enemies. Powerful enemies. And even though I can easily defeat them, if they got their hands on you and hurt you..." He trailed off and ran his hand through his hair with a frustrated sigh. "I don't know what I would do. And i-if they...if they..."

He began to shake. I put a hand on his arm. "Ikuto - "

"I don't think I'd be able to live if you died!" He exclaimed with exasperation. "This is pretty much my first time being so happy...it's not even real to me. Being with you is like some lucid dream I never want to wake up from. And if I lost you I don't think I could live - "

"You're such an idiot," I hit him. "We don't have to be a stupid story; why can you just think we'll just be happy? Like, not everything has to be like some stupid drama."

'Look, I'm immortal. You're mortal. You're going to grow old and when...when you're dead I don't think I could cope being without you.' His thoughts swam in my head with unspoken emotions flowing before my eyes. He wiped away a tear from my face and sighed. I felt a part of his loneliness when he transferred his feelings to me, a small part of my heart hurting as if I were the one to be alone. His fear was deep and he knew he'd only despair when I wasn't here anymore.

'I'm sorry,' I said lacing my fingers back between his. 'You're right; this won't work out, will it?' I laughed in my head,smiling sadly on the outside. 'I'm just being selfish. You probably regret - '

'I don't regret a single moment I've spent with you,' he cut me off. 'Don't ever think I regret falling in love with you because I want to share the rest of your life together by your side. No matter what. I don't care how you look, I just want to know you love me like I love you.'

"More than anything," I said aloud.

Ikuto brushed my hair down with his hand and pulled me into another hug. "Let's go inside, you're cold."

I nodded and we made our way back to the dorms. He tugged me to my room as the tense air between us dissipated. I smiled. Living in the moment was really how you should live. If you constantly worry about the future, how can you enjoy the present?

"Oh, wait," I slowed down. He turned to me with a pouting lip.

"I want you right now."

"D-don't be so whiny," I stuttered to his sudden confession.

"You're so cute, I want to ravish your insides and do so many dirty things to you - "

"O-oh my god, stop it!" I flushed red at the dirty (graphic) thoughts flowing into my head from his. "My roommate came today, jeez. We - you can't just come and go as you please anymore. She'll get suspicious and might report you."

"So?" He shrugged. "I'll come back every night and eat you right up!"

He licked my cheek zipping behind me and nibbling my earlobe. Unwillingly I shivered with pleasure as tingles ran up my spine. I caught my breath for a second knowing this perverted idiot wouldn't stop if I protested or not. His thoughts sent delicious and desirable feelings into my body while he nipped my shoulder. My breaths came in shallow pants as he breathed into my hair, puling my body against his. An involuntary gasp of bliss echoed down the empty hallway.

"I want you," he repeated into my ear. "Now."

In this state I was ready to do anything to release the heat building up in my groins. Unbelievably I pushed it down and reluctantly pulled away from him. I calmed the tremor of my fluttering heart and held my chilly hands to my burning cheeks. "I-I-I'm not having sex in the hallway for everyone to see for gods sake."

"Public sex turns some people on," he bit his bottom lip as he frowned. "I can't believe you resisted my charms."

"I can not believe you wanted t-to do it in the hallway," I retorted. "Literally anyone can come this way and if we were in the middle of - "

"So, you wanted to do it in the hallway?" He started to smirk.

"What? No!"

"Ahh~ seeing you all hot and bothered really makes it hard to not rip your clothes off and - "

"LA LA LA LA LA!" I stuck my fingers in my ears and sang loudly.

He pulled my hands down and pressed his face to mine. " - screw you until your head spins."

This flirting was really getting me hot and bothered. Which was probably his plan from the start.

Ikuto kissed me, biting my bottom lip and pressing me against the wall. He pulled my hands over my head as if I were trapped and kissed me all over. I blushed again as he came in for another kiss. This time he skillfully slipped his tongue into my mouth, gently playing with mine and letting my hands drop so he could put his hands around my neck. I pulled up for air and he dove for my neck, licking the hollow of my throat and slowly kissing it. He sucked on the side of my neck making me almost buckle my knees as a wave of pleasure swam over me. He pulled me back up and nibbled my throat, pulling the skin between his teeth and blowing his cool breath on the spot before moving onto another.

"Haah...heh..." I trembled as his hand found its way to my waist and trailed on my skin.

"God, Amu..." he purred my name after I accidentally bit his tongue when his hand slid up my skirt. "You like it rough, huh? Naughty girl."

"A-ahh..." I bucked up unexpectedly against his hand. "We can't...ah...be doing this, hnn, here."

"You're not exactly resisting," he whispered back.

Almost a full minute passed when I abruptly jerked forward, my knees giving way as legs turned to jelly. I panted hard against his chest when he caught me, still twitchy from my release. He chuckled and pulled out his hand shaking off droplets I looked away in embarrassment from. I burned all over my body, my skin must have been steaming!

I sighed with content and looked up to meet his eyes. He was grinning from ear to ear, an amused, but slightly puzzled look dazzling his eyes. I ignored my blissful expression reflected back at me from his eyes and hummed pleasantly.

"You're dirtier than I thought."

"Shut up, bakaneko."