Jill Valentine
I walk through the halls catching looks from several boys. I liked all this attention, surprisingly. I wouldn't let this go to my head though, I wouldn't become Excella or Ashley. I walk to my locker, and who's in their locker next to me? "Excuse me," I call before unlocking my locker. Chris looks over, his expression still carries some remnants of sadness. "Jill," he asks. I roll my eyes and grab my books. "I'm so sorry," he says. "I'm not listening, Chris. I don't think we can fix this. And right now, I'm not sure I want to," I say before leaving, "Have a good day, Chris." His name rolls off my tongue as if it was a curse. The way I said it was as if I'd just cursed him out with that one word. I hoped it felt like that for him too.
Chris was an asshole. He was my first kiss, he took my virginity and he had the nerve to break up with me without even talking about it. Well, fuck him! Now he was onto the next virgin, Piers. Maybe he was just going around to say he was our first. I don't know, I don't care. I do, but I can't let them see that, I need to be strong... I need to be a bitch. Trig, oh this would be perfect. They both sit near me, this just made it too easy.
I take my seat, Piers was already there, Chris came in moments after me. As Ms. Chang begins teaching, Chris pokes my shoulder. "Need a pen," I ask. "Jill, just talk to me," he said. "Too late," I tell him. I won't even look back, I was playing this part really well. "Should've talked before you decided to break up with me." "Jill," he sighs. "Go fuck Piers," I say. I return to my notes. The junior in front of me looks behind me. "Hey," he smiles. "Hey," I return the smile. "Turn the fuck around," Chris says. "You aren't the boss of me anymore. I can do whatever I want to," I tell him and return to talking to the junior. "Jill, right," the guy asks. "Yeah," I continue smiling. "I never noticed how hot you were," he smiles. I shrug and laugh. I can feel the heat from Chris' blood boiling. "Daniel," Ms. Chang calls to the junior. He turns around. "Jill," Piers calls. I look over, him I can at least look at. "Piers," I ask. "I'm really sorry, Jill," he says. I laugh, "That doesn't fix anything. By the way." The rest of the period passes by.
The next few periods pass, each one with Piers. He tried to talk to me in all of them, even though we didn't sit near each other. I ignored him, I didn't want to hear it. Lunch was the most fun. Everyone was already inside eating, and Jessica waited for me at the doors to the cafeteria. "Okay, Chris is in there," she says. "Okay, and," I ask. "And, you're going to walk in there and walk slow and sexy. Flip your hair when you get like halfway to their table and then ask Helena for money. You still talk to her right," she asked. "Yeah, I'm good with Helena," I tell her. "Okay, just make sure to bend over the table," she says. "Okay." She looks at me again, "Why are you mad at Piers? You two were inseparable." "He sided with Chris after the break up," I lie. I wasn't going to tell her the two of them slept together. Even though I was mad at them, I did care about them. I wasn't going to embarrass them in front of the whole school; that's exactly what Jessica would've done. Just like when Piers was forced to come out.
I walk in like she said, kind of slow, but sexy. I find most of the guys in the cafeteria staring. I notice Forest, Richard and Chris staring. Piers was too, but probably for other reasons. I flip my hair like Jessica said, and I put my hands on the table. Chris was luckily sitting right next to Helena. "Hey, can I borrow some money," I ask her, "I left mine at home." Chris is looking right at me, I can see how upset he was and I wasn't going to make him feel any better. "Yeah, sure," Helena smiles and hands me two dollar bills. She was in on the plan, she knew about all of it. "Jill..." Chris says before I cut him off, "Save your breath. You'll need it when you're blowing Piers." Piers' face looks like a tomato before I walk off towards the food line. Some guys even let me skip them, probably to look at my ass but hey, I got food faster.
Piers Nivans
Why would she say that? Why was she being such a bitch today? I mean, I know why, but she could at least let us apologize. "She hates us so much," Chris sighs. Helena smirks, "It serves you right!" Chris looks down at his plate. "What happened," Richard asked. "Um... Well," I get really nervous. "Piers and I fucked Friday night," Chris says bluntly. "What," Forest asks, "You're gay too!" He sounded a little disappointed. "I was drunk, and helena here went and told Jill," Chris says angrily. Helena smiles, "I regret none of it. You two deserve everything you get." She gets up and heads over to Jill's table with Jessica. "So, are you two... Are you a couple," Forest asks awkwardly. I sigh because as much as I'd want to be, Chris wouldn't. He still loves Jill, he really does. She won't even look at him know, he is devastated. That wasn't hard to tell. And Jill was really pissed at us. I feel really bad about it though.
Jill Valentine
"Keep it up girl," Helena smiles as she sits down with Jessica and I, "Chris is going to break down soon." I smile, but I do care. I do love him, maybe one day I could forgive him, but right now I just want him to suffer. "I told you this would work," Jessica smiled. "Well, maybe I do owe you one," I half smile at her. For my worst enemy, she really was there for me (surprisingly). "Am I being too mean," I ask. "Well, you haven't told anyone about what happened, so I think you're in the right range of mean. If the school found out, they would be total outcasts," Helena says. "Yeah," I shrug. "You look really hot though," she smiles. "Thanks Helena," I smile back.
After school ends, I'm walking home because Jessica had something to do and couldn't drive me. I was fine with walking, the heels were annoying, but I could deal with it. I hear Chris' voice and look behind me to see Piers, Helena and Chris all walking this way. I hear running and hope to god it isn't one of the boys. Thankfully it was Helena. "Hey, I think we should swap roommates," she said. "Roommates," I ask. "Well yeah, I mean, you and Chris would be really awkward. So if I move in with you and Chris moves in with Piers, then problem solved," she explains. But did I want to give the two of them time together? I'm not even sure if they had decided to start dating or anything, but Piers would be happy. Maybe they'd even fuck behind my back again. "Yeah, I think that's the best solution. Otherwise I might kill Chris in his sleep." Helena laughs because she knows how serious I really am.
Hours later, it's just Helena and I in my room. "I can't believe them," I sigh. "Chris is a jerk, let's just leave it at that. You're too good for him," Helena says. "But... I miss him," I say. I didn't want to miss him, I wanted to want him gone but I couldn't bring myself around to hating him. "Jill, I know it's hard, but you'll move on. Maybe we can all be friends again one day," she smiles. I shake my head. "I don't know, Helena. I still love him, but he's with Piers... Are they... Are they together," I ask. "I'm not sure. I think Chris is still coming to terms with the fact he had sex with Piers. I think he's trying to figure out if he's gay or not," she laughs a little, "I don't think he is. Piers said that Chris might be bi, but I'm pretty sure he's still into you." I sigh, Chris is such a disaster right now.
Chris Redfield
I sat on Piers' bed, my head in my hands as he watched me. "What," I ask. "You miss her," Piers sighs. I shake my head. I did, I wanted Jill back more than anything. And the look on Piers' face showed more than just disappointment. He wanted us to be together, he'd asked me if I was his boyfriend now and I didn't really give him an answer. I wasn't gay, I knew that, but Piers so wanted me to be. He had since the start, but now that I took his fucking virginity I don't know. I could ditch him, but why would I? He was a cool kid, I mean... Am I really thinking about dating Piers? All the shit that would cause at school, all the shit it'd cause with Jill. I'm pretty sure she won't be talking to me ever, so what else could I fuck up with her. Piers takes a seat next to me. "Chris, I... I love you," he says. He's just making all of this so much harder. I shake my head and he looks crushed. I kiss him, screw everything, I did enjoy it. His face turned into a huge smile. "So are we...?" "Yeah Piers... We are," I smile.
I look over to the window and see Jill looking over. She smiles weakly and waves. I smile back and do the same. She then looks away and pulls the curtains over the window. "What about Dave," I ask Piers. "Well, we haven't done anything. We've only been texting, I think he's done with me," Piers sighs. "Done? You never let him do anything," I tell him. "I let you..." I shake my head, yeah... He did. He trusted me, I don't know why. I've been a mess these couple of days, but he's been there for me. I couldn't deny that. Did I really just commit to a relationship with Piers? What am I doing?
A month passes. June, a few days before school ends. I'm pretty sure everyone now knew about Piers and I, so we were doing things in public now. Maybe not kissing, but we'd walk holding hands and I'd put my arm around his neck as we walked. It was getting serious, not as serious as Jill and I were. No one would ever get the close again, I don't think that's possible she was just so... Amazing. Lunch rolled around, Piers was sitting next to me. Helena, Forest and Richard across from us. "This is weird," Forest said looking at Piers laying his head on my shoulder. "What," I ask. "I'm not being homophobic, or bi-phobic? Whatever, I'm just used to that being Jill," he sighs, "I miss Jill." He missed Jill? Forest doesn't miss anyone! And who was he to say he missed her, I'm sure I missed her twelve times more, but it wasn't a competition and I've moved on.
Speaking of Jill, she just walked into the cafeteria. She was beautiful, her hair was still blonde and teased. I liked it, but I liked the brunette better. She still looked fucking hot. She walks over to our table, something she hadn't done the whole month. "You guys... Think I could sit here," she asks nervously. "So, you're a bitch for the whole month and now you want to sit with us again," Forest asks. "Um, yeah," she sighs. "Come on in," Forest smiles. "Hi Chris," she waves. Piers sits up again. "Hey," I put on a friendly smile. "What made you come back," Piers asks smiling. "Well, I had some time to think and... I see you two are happy and honestly I miss you guys. And Jessica gets boring after awhile, she only wants to gossip." Piers laughs. "What," she tilts her head. "I'm glad you're back," he smiles. She laughs a little and smiles over toward me. "You look good," I smile. "You have a boyfriend," she teases. I roll my eyes and put my arm around Piers, resting my hand on his nub of a right arm. Jill smiles and winks at Piers. I look at him and he smiles back at her. And we were all friends again? Just like that? I'm surprised how easy that was.
I did miss her, having her back with us was great. Even if she was just a friend now, it was great hanging out with her. I missed her and her witty comments and constant judging of other people. She was my best friend, now that she was no longer my girlfriend.
Jill Valentine
I remember the first time I met Chris, we were so young. I was a freshman, he was a sophomore. I remember our first kiss, how could i forget it. I remember all the fun times we had together, and now they were gone. We never thought we'd split up, and then Carlos came along. He hadn't spoken to me since Chris beat the shit out of him. Chris just... He was everything and now, all that was gone. He was my first, being away from him it just hurt. I can't pretend to be cool around him and Piers, it was awkward and we all knew that, but I missed them. All of them. No matter how much I hated them, they all were my best friends and I just loved them all. I couldn't stay mad at them anymore. When they actually let me back to the table, I knew everything was okay. "Jill, do you wanna hang out after school," Chris asks. Piers looks at me. "Um, sure Chris," I says awkwardly. Piers looks a little nervous. He probably thought this meant Chris and I would be getting back together, but I wouldn't do that to him. He was happy, I had never seen him this happy.
Global was next, Piers sat next to me now. "Jill," he says awkwardly. "I'm not going to take Chris back. Don't worry," I smile. "What," he asks. he was surprised I knew what he was going to say. "I love you Piers. And you two are clearly happy together. I won't ruin that for you," I smile. "Wow," he says. I raise an eyebrow. "I was an asshole," he says, "I took advantage of Chris being drunk and... Well, I was an asshole Jill. You just forgive me like that?" I nod, "Yeah Piers. What's past is past. You and Chris are now, enjoy it." I rest my hand on his shoulder. "I'm a terrible friend," he sighs, "I can't believe after everything I did, you just forgive me." "You're my best friend, I can forgive you for most things," I wink. He looks like he's so guilty, and I wasn't even trying that anymore. "Don't worry about it Piers," I smile. He smiles back awkwardly, I think I broke him.
After school, Chris meets me out front. I give him a friendly hug and he smiles. "Jill, I just wanted to talk about everything," he says. "Okay, let's talk," I saw as I begin to walk towards my house. "I wanna start with I'm sorry," he sighs, "I should've talked to you first. I was just so angry, I wasn't thinking straight." "I understand, I've had some time to think about it too," I sigh. "Well, about Piers. I'm sorry too." "Don't be, you two are happy and that's all that matters," I smile. "No, it's not okay. I turned around and fucked your best friend right after we broke up," he says. "You were drunk," I say. "Yeah, but then we started actually dating. I just feel bad," he replies. "You moved on, it's a good thing," I tell him. He shakes his head. "No, I haven't moved on. I still care about you," he says. "I care about you too, but we're just friends again. You're not breaking up with Piers because I'll talk to you again. I'm not going to take you back just like that. I might be understanding now, but that doesn't mean I'm not angry about the whole Piers thing. I'll hang out with you guys, because I'm supportive and I'm happy that my two best friends are happy. That doesn't make it less awkward. I do love you, Chris. And maybe someday, we can be together again, but for now... We're friends and you're Piers' boyfriend. Don't break his heart." He looked at me, he observed my face and must've saw how serious I was. He smiled, "I'm glad we're friends." I smiled back and laughed.