Here's the first fic of this series. It seems my first entry got deleted on AFFNet. Luckily, I noted the requests down. This first fic was requested by ImmuneSys. I hope it fits what you wanted.
It was wrong... wasn't it?
(Bakura x Ryou and mentions of Ryou x Anzu)
Ryou stood in front of the door, his hand grasping the handle. Maybe he should knock but he had the feeling Bakura had his earphones on and wouldn't hear him anyway. Still, Ryou hesitated.
It wasn't wrong for two roommates to have a friendly chat in the late evening. Right? So Ryou had nothing to be ashamed about. But...
His attraction for Bakura made it all wrong. Because Ryou already had a girlfriend. Of course, he wasn't doing anything bad. He and Bakura would just talk, though there were some gestures, but that was mainly because Bakura was very tactile, always playfully stroking Ryou's cheeks and hair. He probably didn't mean anything serious by that but... Ryou felt himself longing for more touches.
He felt more comfortable around Bakura than when he was with Anzu. But it had nothing to do with love, or sexual attraction, or anything. At least, Ryou preferred to think so.
He slowly cracked the door open and peered inside. Bakura, who hadn't been listening to music after all, smirked upon seeing him.
"Eh. Seems a curious little mouse mustered up enough courage to enter my territory." Bakura chuckled and mentioned Ryou to come closer.
Ryou obeyed, sitting on the bed next to Bakura and smiled warmly to him.
"So, why the tardy visit?" Bakura inquired, throwing an arm around Ryou's shoulder. The younger one felt his heart beat faster.
"Nothing. Just wanted to chat."
"Why don't you call your girlfriend then? Or better, spend the night with her?"
Ryou bit the inside of his cheek and blushed. "You're so fed up with me that you don't want to talk?" he asked, only half-faking a pout of disappointment. He hoped Bakura would let the subject of his 'nightly activities' drop.
No such chance. "You're a guy. Normal guys would rather fuck than chat."
True. I'd rather fuck you, yes. No wait. Wrong! Very wrong!
"I'm just... not really interested in... sex..." Ryou bit his lips.
"Not interested?" Bakura eyebrows raised skeptically. "Ryou, we've been living in the same apartment for two years, the walls are thin and I do know you masturbate regularly."
Ryou nudged him in the chest. "Idiot." He blushed some more and shook his head. "I'm just not comfortable talking about that."
Mostly because he didn't want to admit he had never done anything with Anzu. She was attractive, yes, but somehow, he didn't feel confident. He knew it was somehow bound to happen and that prospect scared him. Ryou wasn't sure he could do it with a woman. Of course, he couldn't tell Anzu that. She would be devastated. Ryou knew she loved him very much. And he liked her a lot too.
Just not as much as Bakura.
Ryou stole a glance at the other man. Bakura had his eyes closed and was humming a song. Ryou smiled. Everything seemed so simple when he was with Bakura. There wasn't any of the awkwardness he felt when around Anzu. Even though Bakura enjoyed teasing the hell out of him all the time.
Bakura opened his eyes, catching Ryou's gaze. He smirked and ruffled the younger one's hair who gave a small groan of disapproval, not really because of his hair being messed up – it was soon bed time after all, so it didn't matter – but mostly because of Bakura's behavior. Bakura was always acting in a brotherly sort of way with him. Ryou enjoyed it, of course but lately, he had started to feel frustrated. Because he wanted something else. Something he shouldn't even consider since he already was in a relationship.
"Bakura..." Ryou said, with a hint of confusion in his voice. Bakura's face turned serious.
"What's wrong?"
Eyes cast down, Ryou shivered. "I don't know. I don't know anymore..."
Bakura's hand began stroking his hair gently. Ryou felt he should leave. He was dangerously close to crossing the red line, where he wouldn't be able to stop himself from...
Kissing Bakura. But he already was. Eyes closed, he pressed his lips against Bakura's mouth. It felt just like a kiss should. Burning yet causing his body to shiver.
Bakura's lips moved against Ryou's. "What are doing ?" he whispered.
The younger one moved back and lowered his head in guilt, not daring to open his eyes. Much to his surprise, Bakura kissed him back, prying Ryou's lips open, his tongue sliding easily inside. It was wrong. Ryou knew he shouldn't be doing this. He was...
No, he wasn't really cheating. That was just a kiss. A mere kiss, to check if kissing another man would feel good. And it did.
Oh my God.
Bakura lowered their bodies into a lying position. Ryou felt slightly alarmed. This was going too far.
"W-Wait," he gasped. Bakura frowned, definitely not liking this interruption.
"What?"
"I-I can't do this," Ryou said. "I have a girlfriend..."
"You're the one who kissed me!" Bakura growled, frustrated.
"I know but..." Ryou didn't know what to say. It was obvious he was attracted to Bakura, he couldn't keep lying to himself any longer. And yet, he didn't want to hurt Anzu.
"Your girlfriend, huh?" Bakura figured. He moved off Ryou and lied beside him on his back, sighing.
Ryou felt his heart tightening in his chest. "Sorry..."
Bakura snorted. "Tell that to your bitch."
"Don't call her that!" Ryou cried out, upset that Bakura would say something this mean about Anzu. "She did nothing wrong." I did.
"Get out."
Ryou blinked. Most likely, he had heard wrong. "W-What?"
"You heard me. Get out," Bakura repeated coldly. Ryou grew pale. What was wrong with him? He'd never talk to Ryou like that. Sure there were times Bakura would get angry. But never had his voice sounded that deadly.
"B-Bakura..." Ryou stuttered.
Bakura turned his head to him. "What part of "get out" don't you understand?" If look could kill, Ryou would be dead. The younger one cringed, scared, but he caught something in Bakura's eyes. A glint of hurt. But why... Oh!
Ryou bit his lower lips. He had only been thinking about himself when kissing Bakura. He hadn't considered that Bakura could... well, have feelings for him.
"I'm sorry," Ryou said, moving closer to Bakura, a bit afraid the other might push him away. Bakura's body was tense. Ryou tentatively kissed him again. He gasped when Bakura nipped at his lip. The older one gave a low growl of warning, yet Ryou didn't let himself be intimidated by this and straddled Bakura, kissing him more forcefully. Bakura gave no more resistance, allowing Ryou's tongue to explore his mouth, groaning in satisfaction.
Ryou had never kissed anyone like that. It felt incredible. The way Bakura tasted, the sounds he made, the warmth of his mouth. It drove him mad with... lust. Ryou started to unbutton Bakura's shirt. He knew he shouldn't be doing this, but he couldn't deny he wanted Bakura. Badly.
Once the last button came undone, Ryou began caressing Bakura's chest, enjoying the feel of the hard muscles under his fingertips.
Bakura slipped his hands under Ryou's sweater. The younger one withdrew reluctantly from their kiss, sitting up and raising his arms so Bakura could remove the garment that was soon thrown on the floor.
Licking his lips like a predator, Bakura pinched Ryou's nipples, feeling them hardening.
"Aaah!" Ryou threw his head back. It hurt but it was arousing at the same time. Moaning, he slowly rocked his hips, rubbing his crotch against Bakura's stomach. He closed his eyes in bliss. Bakura's hands traveled along his sides, stopping at the rim of his jeans. Feeling suddenly apprehensive, Ryou grabbed Bakura's wrists. "Wait... I'm... not sure..."
Bakura groaned. "Don't tell me you're a fucking virgin..." Ryou blushed and slowly nodded his head. "You mean you never did it with your girl?" Ryou shook his head from right to left this time. Bakura smirked. "Let's rectify that..."
"Rectify what...? Ah!" Ryou gasped. Bakura had already undone Ryou's jeans' fly and was stroking his erection through his cotton boxers. "No... Bakura..."
"Don't 'no Bakura' to me. You want this just as much as I do."
Ryou couldn't deny it. He yelped as Bakura threw him off him. Ryou landed on his back and the other immediately began shedding him of his pants. Next went his socks. Ryou was left with just his underwear. Keeping his eyes closed, he listened as Bakura removed his own clothing. Soon, Ryou felt the older one's hair tickling his face. He opened his mouth slightly, allowing Bakura's to claim it as his own.
Bakura groaned in the kiss as he lied on top of the younger one. Ryou found it very nice, this kind of intimacy. It felt very comforting in a way. He trapped one of Bakura's legs between his own, rubbing himself against his thigh. Bakura snickered. "Naughty..." He pressed his thigh harder against Ryou's crotch, making the other young man squeal in delight.
"B-Bakura! So good...!"
"Look at me."
Ryou obeyed. What he saw left him breathless. There was so much animalistic lust and passion in Bakura's eyes he felt like he would be set ablaze any second.
"I'm going to be your first," Bakura said hotly. "I'm gonna fuck you. Hard."
Ryou nodded urgently, all inhibitions suddenly forgotten. "P-Please...!"
"I'm going to take your precious virgin body."
It was wrong, Ryou's mind screamed, but he wasn't paying attention. At that right moment, his only desire was to give himself entirely to the man above him.
Bakura began removing Ryou's last article of clothing, slowly slipping it off the long pale legs. Ryou shivered, finally naked. Bakura whistled at the sight of Ryou's length. "Nice." The younger one blushed. "No as his big as mine, mind you. But still very nice." A lone finger stroked the erection from the base to the tip. Ryou moaned.
"Don't tease..."
"Impatient?" Bakura asked, raising an eyebrow. Ryou nodded shyly. "Then..." Bakura stood. Ryou blinked, confused. Bakura just winked and opened a drawer of his dresser. When he sat back on the bed, he was holding a packed condom between his index and middle fingers. Ryou bit his lip. No turning back. Bakura opened the package and slipped the condom over his hard length.
Ryou spread his legs as wide as he could. Unable to resist, his hand moved to his cock and he began stroking himself shamelessly in front of Bakura. "Want you... please..."
Bakura was above Ryou once more, the tip of his cock prodding the younger man's entrance.
"Do you have any idea how beautiful you are, Ryou?" Bakura breathed out. Ryou blushed.
"Bakura..."
"You're mine." Bakura entered Ryou slowly. They both moaned loudly. Ryou tied his legs around Bakura's hips. It was a bit painful, but he could endure it. Bakura began moving. He locked his mouth with Ryou's. The younger one's right hand lost itself in Bakura's hair while the left one was still working on his erection.
They both knew it wouldn't last long. Excitement was just too big for them to hold out. Ryou moaned in Bakura's mouth as he reached orgasm, semen coating his hand and their stomachs. Bakura thrust into Ryou a few more times before he came with a strangled cry.
Ryou let out a sigh of satisfaction, deliciously spent, Bakura's strong body resting on his more vulnerable one. It was such a good feeling. Bakura's lips kissed his ear. Ryou shivered.
Bakura whispered something. "… love you..."
Ryou's breath caught in his throat. It was like he had been floating above the clouds and crashed, back into reality.
He... loves me.
But he couldn't! Ryou had a girlfriend... he had just cheated on... Oh, God... He had totally forgotten about Anzu at some point. Oh, what had he done...?
And now, he realized that Bakura had... somehow been in love with him all along. How could Ryou have been so blind to that? Bakura's gentleness, it wasn't just done because they were such close friends. Bakura wasn't like that with anybody else but him.
What was Ryou supposed to do now? Telling the truth to Anzu was probably the most reasonable thing to do. But he didn't want to hurt her. He could always lie, yet he got the feeling Bakura wouldn't be willing to share him with anyone.
Bakura kissed Ryou's neck gently before pushing himself out of him. Ryou closed his eyes, feeling guilt painfully weighing on him. Bakura moved so he was lying on his side, his head resting on Ryou's chest. The younger one nervously ran a hand through Bakura's hair.
Ryou bit his lip. The depth of Bakura's feelings scared him, because, he wasn't sure he could love him back just as much. Of course, he did like Bakura a lot but... was he really in love? Or was it just a matter of sexual preference?
I don't know anymore.
Maybe it would be best just not to think about for the moment. Right now, he only wanted to let sleep overcome him, relieving him of his guilt for a brief amount of time.
I'm sorry... Anzu... Bakura...
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I hope you liked this first fic. Here's the list of the requests:
Thief King x Ryou (Pharaoh Yamis Princess)
Bakura x Ryou (The Lazy Snake)
Thief King x Bakura x Ryou (Kutsu)
Thief King x Bakura x Ryou (Freai)
Marik x Bakura x Malik x Ryou (Fallin-Alone-Scared-Lost)
Malik x Ryou (xox Dark Fallen Angel xox)
Bakura x Jounouchi x Ryou (Strange Liou)
Atem x Ryou (Xie)
Marik x Bakura x Malik x Ryou (Yami Kuro Ookami Hatake)
If you would like to change your request, tell me so.