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~ Chapter Twelve ~
JJ sat in the corner of the room, her arms wrapped around herself as she rocked back and forth. She stared blankly ahead of her, refusing to let any tears fall down her face as she looked at the blank wall in front of her.
She considered the thought that she was going mad, she constantly found herself thinking about it. She sighed as she thought about it, who could blame her for going crazy in this place?
She dug her nails into her arms and banged her head hard against the wall behind her, she didn't care about the pain anymore, she didn't care about anything other than the fact that she was still in here while the man she loved was out there. And worst of all the man she hated was upstairs.
She bit down on her lip, it had been five whole months since he had taken her, she looked at the newspaper he had left on the floor for her while glaring at her because she never loved him like he had planned.
She was dreading today, it was the fifth month anniversary and she knew that she had to do something, she had planned this for over three weeks now and she had only just managed to get the guts to do it but the truth was, she was scared but she had nothing else to lose, she had to do this.
She looked up at him as he walked down the stairs, standing up to look at him. She smiled at him, walking over to him when he put down the tray,
"Hey." He blushed as she put her hand on his chest and played a little with his tie,
"I think I love you." She whispers, trying to hide the trembling in her voice as she leans in closer to his face, feeling sick when she let her lips land on his. She stopped herself from crying when he slipped his tongue between her lips, slipping his hand up her top as he leaned in even closer, causing her to stumble back a little.
She could feel her body freezing as he went to slip her top off, she knew he felt it too.
"Do you think this is going to make me let you go?" He shouted at her, stepping back a little as he glared at the now shaking woman in front of him as she shook her head and bit down hard on her lip, tears now falling down her face.
"You stupid cow! Who do you think you are? Do you think you can just play with my feelings like this?" She screamed when he punched her hard in the face, knocking her down to the ground, causing her to whimper in pain when she heard a loud crack when her arm hit the floor.
"Did you think you would get away with this?" She shook her head, not knowing what else to do as he towered over her, kicking her hard in the ribs,
"Well? Did you!?"
"N-n-n..." She stuttered, tears running down her face as she tried to ignore the kicks and punches,
"S-s-s-sorry..."
"I am going to show you, I am going to have you." She looked up at him, knowing that she did have something to lose, she wished she could turn back time and never go through with the plan – she wondered if this was going to be the time she died. She decided then that it was the best option at the moment.
She cried loudly when he yanked her by her hair, over to her mattress. She shook her head when he pulled down this pants, realizing then what was going to happen to her. After five whole months the moment she had been dreading was coming and she had no idea what to do about it because she had brought this on herself.