Deadly Obsession

by aBeautifulLiar

What happens when obsession turns deadly for one of the team? And when the stalker finally claims his prize, will the team be able to find her in time? Will they ever see her again? Or will she end up like all his other victims?

19. Pretend

Disclaimer: See last chapter

I look around the room I find myself in when I wake up.

Am I dead?

Is he gone?

Am I alone?

I shake my head and carry on looking around the bright white room, trying to find a way out. Tears run down my pale cheeks when I give up, there is no way out of this place – I could be stuck here forever.

I sink down to the floor and curl up in a tight ball, sobbing as I try to think of how I can get out of here. I want Hotch to hold me in his strong arms and tell me that I am going to be okay, I want him to take me in his arms and kiss me gently and tell me that he never gave up and then I could lie to him and told him I never gave up either.

I would cling into to him and cry into his chest and try and make out like that man have never hurt me, he never raped me. I would try and pretend like I was okay because I don't want to be a victim anymore.

I have been a victim for nine whole months now, I don't want to do it anymore.

I can smile in front of everyone and cry when I am alone.

I can laugh in front of my friends and then sob when I am on my own.

I can pretend.

But here I am alone anyway, there is no point in pretending.

I want to die.

Why can't I just die?

A/N: Short but meh, it's all I could come up with at the moment. Review anyway, even though there is probably no point because you're all sitting there like, mehh I waited for that?! Basically running out of inspiration for this story, but I am tired so that could be why.

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