Alright I guess I should warn that this part contains YAOI between Sasuke and Naru. I'ts my first time writing a yaoi scene all the way so I hope I did a good job... (please tell me what you think of it! Critics, or comments its all welcomed!)

Sasu: Why are you putting it between (). They will read it anyway.

Naru: Because she would whisper it... Duh.

Sasu: I don't see the point. You've written an entire part about us making out and yet can't say out loud what you'd like to hear...

Me: Oh just go fuckin in the next room already, I won't go into discussion whit you two.

Naro: Hey! what did I say!

Sasu: Now that sounds like a plan. *pulls Naru along*

Naru: And there I stuck out for you, had your back and then you tell me to fuck off?! Damn I'm gonna sue you just you wait! *slams the door*

Me:*grins* Alright, It's time for some 'research'. *grins evilly while collecting a spyglass*

Part 2.

"Here you go sir." A waitress says as she puts a bottle of sake and a cup on the table in front of the slightly depressed blond. Naruto nods and fills his cup as the waitress walks away. He takes three shots in a row, hoping that the alcohol will cloud his mind fast.

Ever since he had to kill someone for the first time, Naruto took the habit into drinking after each time. Whenever he was on a mission with others and they had killed too they would often end up drinking together. Most of the time it would be with Kiba or Shikamaru. But Naruto would rather drink on his own, taken that he never drinks too much with others so he will remember what was said and done. On his own he would often drink so much he would pass out.

After taking his fifth shot Naruto lays with his chin on the table that stands in a corner of the pub. For a moment I thought you were so close. I had hoped we would be reunited by now, but it seems that my desperate wish to find you has clouded my mind... Naruto sighs and takes another shot, already feeling the alcohol's effect.

After a hour Naruto stumbles on his way to the inn, where he had rented a room, having the sake bottle still in his hand. He mumbles in himself softly while walking through the halls and giggles a bit as he walks up against the wall. The numbers of the doors are clouded so in front of the door he thinks is his, Naruto leans his face closer to the number till it hits his nose. Naruto giggles as he leans back and wipes over his nose. Shrugging he opens the door, not finding it strange that he didn't have to use his key, and walks into the room. He drinks the last bit out of the sake bottle and lets himself fall on the bed where he immediately passes out.

Ten minutes later a door in the room, that leads to the bathroom, opens and a raven haired man at the age of twenty walks out with nothing but a towel around his hips. He doesn't even notice the blond on his bed as he dries his hair with another towel. He turns with his back to his bed as he picks out some clothes from the closet and starts to put them on.

"Sahasuke!"

Said raven staggers as he hears someone call his name. He quickly grabs a Kunai from a shelf of the closet and turns around with the Sharingan activated and anger in his eyes. The blush Sasuke had on his face deepens as he realizes he was afraid of being seen naked by the blond who is just sleep talking on his bed. Sasuke holds his hand over his face for a moment and then continues dressing himself. He puts on a long sleeved black shirt with a V-neck and a black pants. He then takes a look at the blond and sighs irritated when he sees the empty bottle of sake. He picks it up and throws it in the trash, picking up some beer from the fridge on his way back to the bedroom. He sits down at the low table not far from his bed and drinks half of the bottle in one go.

When I wake up that blond I'd better not be completely sober. He will be far from sober as well, taken how much he had to drink. Sasuke looks over to the bed where Naruto softly mumbles in his sleep and smiles a little.

After some time of drinking some more, Sasuke starts to slightly feel the effect of the alcohol. He stands up and makes his way to his bed where he hears Naruto mumbling his name again.

Dobe... Sasuke thinks as he looks at the sleeping face of his former best friend and rival. Sasuke silently observes him as he sits down on the bed next to the blond. He takes in all the changes in his appearance and recognizes the things that haven't changed in all those years.

When the war had neared its end, Sasuke knew he couldn't stay, taken that he was still distrusted by others and seen as a criminal.
Of course he could have explained his actions and confront Konoha with the truth but Sasuke knew that anger and hatred were still the most overwhelming feelings in him towards Konoha and that it would take a long time to get over all the trauma's he's gotten over the years. Sasuke feared he would emotionally break down if he told them about such painful experiences or that he would discover even more painful truth's. In order to deal with his unstable emotion's, trauma's and the past he yearns to leave behind, Sasuke knew he had to leave. He had to get away from the places, the people, who reminded him of all the painful things he's been through. All Sasuke ever wanted, ever since the night he lost everything he cared about, was to get over it and move on. He knew though that that wouldn't be possible if Itachi, and later Danzo and Konoha, were still alive. They were the ones who would keep the confronting him with his past, keeping the nightmares alive, and would most certainly pose a threat to his future. Each time Sasuke finally managed to complete his revenge he would think that it's finally over. But each time he would discover something even worse.
The decision to leave wasn't difficult to make since he didn't have a home to return to anymore anyway. These past four years Sasuke had been traveling around the world. He would go to places he's never been before and met all kinds of new people. He never stayed at one place for longer than a couple of weeks or months. Sasuke has learned a lot from the people he had met on his journey, but the most important thing is that he has learned to let go of his past and how to move forward. As time had passed Sasuke has managed to get close to his original character again.

Naruto starts to softly moan in his sleep which catches Sasuke's attention again. The blond starts to squirm a little as he keeps moaning with a frown on his face.

I wonder what he is dreaming about. Sasuke thinks as he suddenly feels attracted to his former best friend. He leans in closer to him as he puts one hand next to Naruto's slightly blushing face.

"Saha... Ngh...Hmmhmm..." Naruto moans, causing butterfly's in the raven's stomach. Sasuke can't take his eyes of him. Naruto's face is cutely flustered. His bright blond hair sticking to his slightly sweating forehead. His tanned skin and his soft slightly parted lips that lets short breath's out so erotically. Sasuke licks his lips and leans in to Naruto's face unconsciously. Sasuke closes his eyes as their lips are only a short breath apart.

"I won!" Naruto yells suddenly, knocking Sasuke of the bed to the ground before their lips could have touched. Sasuke scowls as he wipes over his bruised cheek while Naruto turns on his side and continues to giggle and mumble in his sleep. Flustered and pissed off, Sasuke stands up and hits Naruto not so gently on his head to wake him up.

"Itetetete. Wrhat t'hell was tha for?!" Naruto shouts and turns to face Sasuke with a scowl as he tries to get his vision sharp.

"That is for knocking me over, you usuratonkachi. What the hell do you think you're doing in my bed?!" Sasuke says as he folds his arms in front of his chest and looks at the blond sternly. Naruto wipes his eyes a few times to clear his blurry vision and tries to think straight.

"S-Sasuke..." He says softly as he looks at the raven stunned.

"Oi, you awake yet, dobe?" Sasuke pokes Naruto's forehead as he sits next to him again. He's surprised when Naruto doesn't answer. Naruto's eyes are now filled with tears and he quickly wraps his arms around Sasuke's neck, ignoring the questions of his unconscious. Even if this is a dream. Even if it is his drunken mind playing tricks on him. He would enjoy every moment of holding his precious friend close.

"S-Sasuke...*sniff* Sahasuke, Sasuke...*sniff*" Naruto sobs while letting his tears fall. Sasuke wraps his arms around the devastated blond as Naruto's shoulders shock with each sob. Naruto starts to cry harder and louder while holding Sasuke tighter. Sasuke strokes his back and shushes to him softly, trying to calm him down. They sit like that for some time till it seems that Naruto starts to calm down a bit. Sasuke softly kisses Naruto's forehead and leans against it with his own. Blue eyes look into black ones as Sasuke gently wipes away Naruto's tears. He smiles softly at Naruto to reassure him that everything will be alright. Naruto's heart skips a beat and he feels the butterfly's in his stomach going crazy. Due to the alcohol he acts on impulse and kisses Sasuke on his lips with passion. Before Sasuke knows it he kisses Naruto back, ignoring the voice in the back of his mind. Sasuke softly bites Naruto's lower lip, asking for entrance which he is quickly granted as Naruto opens his mouth for him. Whit his tongue, Sasuke explores every corner of Naruto's mouth. Naruto moves his head a little so Sasuke can slide his tongue in even further and moans softly. They keep their eyes closed as their tongues move around each other, cherishing each moment, movement, touch as they exchange saliva. Naruto leans back a little and pulls Sasuke with him so he lays on his back with Sasuke on top of him. They have to break the kiss in order to get fresh air and both of them are panting from having kissed so passionately for so long. Naruto lays his hands on Sasuke's cheeks and his eyes fill with tears as he feels Sasuke so close. Making it all seem to real.

"Sasuke..." Naruto says and a single tear rolls down his face which is quickly wiped away by Sasuke's hand. "I... Miss you... so much. P-please be real.. Please don't disappear..." Before Sasuke can answer Naruto has pulled him into another kiss again.

"I won't." The raven reply's between their hot kiss. Sasuke knows he shouldn't take advantage of Naruto like this but he just can't help it. There is no way he could resist him, though the alcohol plays it's part in it, clouding his straight thinking mind. Both of them are turned on now.

"Prove it. Touch me. Let me feel you everywhere..." Sasuke smirks as he hears the demanding tune and desperation in his voice. He kisses Naruto shortly and pulls of his shirt while Naruto takes of his own. Soon they are completely naked with their clothes scattered around the room. Naruto lays on his back while leaning on his elbows and Sasuke sits in front of him. They look at each other's body and Naruto gulps as he sees how big Sasuke's cock is. Sasuke smirks as he makes his way over to the blond.

"No matter how many years pass, I guess I'll always be bigger then you." Naruto growls softly and looks away with crimson cheeks. Sasuke places a hand on one of those cheeks and makes Naruto face him. Instead of mock, what Naruto expected, he reads concern in Sasuke's eyes.

"Are you sure about this?" The raven asks unsure. The desperation, determination and lust return to Naruto's eyes.

"Yes." He says firmly, washing all doubt Sasuke had away. Sasuke kisses Naruto deeply and lays down between his legs. They both moan loudly as their members are being pushed together. Sasuke gently kisses Naruto's neck and starts to make his way down, leaving a trail of hickeys from Naruto's jaw to his left nipple. In the meanwhile Sasuke's hands explore Naruto's chest everywhere and Naruto encourages him by moving his hands over Sasuke's back and through his hair. He moans loudly when Sasuke takes his nipple in his mouth while he plays with Naruto's other one with his hand. The sound is like music to Sasuke's ears and he is rewarded with more as he sucks Naruto's nipple. He bites softly in it and turns circles around it with his tongue before going back to sucking it. The sensation drives Naruto crazy and he bucks his hips up to grind his member against Sasuke's. Sasuke moans softly and moves his head up to kiss his horny uke deeply again while grinding against him every now and then.

"Nhg... Ah.. Sasuke... Mmore... P-please... Fuck me!" Naruto moans before smacking his lips on Sasuke's again. Saliva flows down Naruto's chin as they kiss with more and more lust and passion. Sasuke suddenly breaks their hot kiss and moves his way down Naruto's body while leaving kisses, hickeys and bite marks. He gently kisses the top of Naruto's member and enjoys the sounds Naruto reacts with. From the lowest part of Naruto's shaft Sasuke licks up to the top causing Naruto to moan loudly and yearn for more, which Sasuke gives him. He takes Naruto's hard member in his hot mouth and Naruto cries it out of pleasure. Sasuke starts to bob his head up and down while gently stroking it with his teeth every now and then. "Ngh.. ah, ah... Sa-Sahsuke... I'm gonna..." Naruto moans as Sasuke moves faster. When Sasuke feels Naruto coming he takes in half of his sperm and swallows it, letting the other half flow over Naruto's stomach. Naruto breaths heavily from the treatment and having called Sasuke's name out at his climax. Sasuke wets three fingers with Naruto's sperm and holds one finger at Naruto's entrance. He wavers one last time as he looks over at Naruto's face for approval. Said blond, covered in sweat, his cheeks bright red and having nothing but lust in his eyes, nods determinedly. Sasuke slowly enters his finger into Naruto's tight hole and Naruto screams it out. Having his finger only half way in, Sasuke quickly moves to Naruto's chest to suck, bite and turn around his nipple again in order to distract him from the pain as he slides his finger in further. Naruto's moans slowly die out as Sasuke stops moving his finger, having it completely in. The raven leans up to Naruto's face and kisses him gently.

"I'm sorry if I hurted you. I...I have never done this before... A-are you still a virgin?" Sasuke looks at the blond questioningly with a slight bush on his face.

"Yes... I'm still a virgin... But it's okay, Sasuke. You don't have to go easy on me... I-I want it to hurt... Make it hurt so I'll know this isn't a dream... So I will remember..."

Sasuke nods and kisses Naruto deeply while moving his finger again. Naruto's cry's from pain soon turn into moans from pleasure. Whit his free hand Sasuke plays with Naruto's nipple while he attacks the other with his mouth again as he adds another finger. Sasuke complies when Naruto begs him to move his hand faster and is pulled into another sloppy kiss when he starts scissoring.

"Ah...Ah, ah... Sasuke... Fuck... Skip the last one... Enter m-me... I-I want-ah... You now!" Naruto moans loudly and wraps his legs around Sasuke's hips. Using the remaining sperm on Naruto's stomach, Sasuke wets his hard shaft and aims it at Naruto's widened entrance. Not wasting any more time, Sasuke slides his member into Naruto's tight hole. They both moan in unison as Sasuke enters Naruto all the way in. Naruto can feel the tears sting in his eyes while Sasuke enjoys the feeling of Naruto's soft, wet, hot wand surrounding his big throbbing cock, but has a hard time holding back so they can adjust.

"Move." Naruto whispers demandingly but Sasuke can see the tears in his eyes. He decides to ignore it and kisses Naruto deeply and gently as he slowly starts to move. After their first few slow thrusts Naruto already pleads Sasuke to move faster. Sasuke can no longer hold back and pulls Naruto's legs up higher as he starts to move faster and faster. Naruto shouts it out and begs for more each time Sasuke hits his hot spot. The room is now filled with moans from the both of them.

"Yes... Ah... Sasuke... I'm... Ahalmost... Ngha.." Naruto moans as he tries to hold himself back.

"M-me too... Ngh... Scream my name... When you do.. NhNaru, Naru, Naru..." Sasuke replies between his thrusts.

Naruto screams out Sasuke's name when he finally comes. Sasuke feels the wands around his member tighten and comes hard within the blond while moaning his name. Sasuke lays down on top of his uke and they both lay in each other's embrace, panting heavily while they enjoy the afterglow of their make-out session. Sasuke feels how he starts to get drowsy and intends to pull out of Naruto but is stopped by the blonds legs that embrace his hips tightly again.

"Don't go out. I want to feel you inside me more." Naruto says and kisses Sasuke's neck gently.

"Hmmm... I'm tired Naruto. Let's just sleep..." Sasuke softly says as he notices how Naruto keeps kissing him.

"No, I don't want tonight to end. I want to fuck with you all night long." Before Sasuke can answer Naruto has rolled them on their side. Pushing Sasuke over, Naruto intends to sit on top of him but they fall from the bed on their other side.

"Ugh... You usuratonkachi, that hurts!" Sasuke says growling.

"S-Sorry..." Naruto says with a apologetic grin.

He quickly pulls Sasuke over him to their other side and sits on top of him. Sasuke rolls with his eyes as Naruto grins at him. Naruto leans down to capture the others lips with his and moves his hands all over Sasuke's chest.

"You just relax and enjoy. Now It's my turn to move and make you feel really good." Naruto says as his hands explore Sasuke's chest. Sasuke's answer is stifled by a moan as Naruto starts to pinch his nipples. Using the same tactics Sasuke had used on him, Naruto feels how his seme gets turned on again. Naruto lets out short breaths and soft moans as he starts to move his hips. He takes a look at Sasuke who has his eyes closed, a slight blush on his cheeks and soft moans leave his slightly parted lips. Naruto starts to move faster and closes his eyes as well while one loud moan after the other leaves his lips.

It hurts but it feels so good at the same time. He's here... He really is here... I finally found him! And I won't let him go again. Naruto thinks as he starts to slam himself down on Sasuke harder and harder. Sasuke's moans increase in amount and volume. He quickly sits up and guides Naruto with his hands while kissing the blonds tears away, which he knows are out of joy. They scream out each other's names as they come together. Naruto treasures the feeling of Sasuke's hot liquid filling him up and knows that nothing ever felt so good before.

Naruto leans with his head on Sasuke's shoulder and intends to enjoy the afterglow but his seme isn't satisfied yet.

"Don't think you can get some sleep now that you've actually got me into the mood again." Sasuke says and quickly pushes Naruto up against the wall. Naruto wraps his legs around the ravens waist and screams it out as Sasuke starts to slam himself into Naruto mercilessly.

"Sa-ha... Ha... Fast-sa-ah, ha..." Naruto's moans quickly become meaningless as Sasuke continues to abuse his prostate over and over again, causing the blond uke to see stars. Sasuke feels himself reaching his climax as he tries to hold himself back from coming. Ecstasy and adrenaline rush through his body as he concentrates on Naruto's unsteady moans and how good Naruto's insides feel especially when the wands tighten around his big member when his uke comes. With a few more harsh attacks at Naruto's insides Sasuke comes inside of the blond as well for the third time that night. While still breathing heavily he quickly carries Naruto to the bed where they lay down. Sasuke notices how Naruto is knocked out, knowing that he is the one responsible for it. Sasuke sighs deeply and pulls Naruto close, being still inside of him and not wanting to pull out. The raven regrets his actions already. The effect of the alcohol had already worn of somewhere around round two but having gone that far he'd thought that it didn't matter if they went a little further. Naruto was the one who didn't want to stop after all and he wanted Sasuke to show no mercy. Still, Sasuke couldn't shake of feeling guilty. He decides not to think about it anymore for now and starts to remember the make-out sessions of that night which he had enjoyed so much. He pulls Naruto closer, wanting to be deeper inside of him and falls into a sleep filled with dreams about his blond, horny uke.

It's still early in the morning when Sasuke wakes up. He looks at the blond in his arms and remembers what had happened last night. With a sigh he carefully slides out of Naruto and of the bed to his feet. He looks back at the blond, who is no longer a virgin, and takes some underwear as he makes his way to the bathroom.

How could I have been so stupid... Sasuke thinks as he lets hot water from the shower power on his face. I don't even like him like that. I shouldn't. He's the hero of Konoha. That same Konoha that betrayed me and turned a blind eye at me and that bastards actions. I'm a criminal to the world and would only drag that dobe down. This was a mistake! I should never have done this with him! Why is it always him? Why is it always Naruto with whom I'm getting in these kind of situations in?! Frustrated Sasuke hits the wall and then turns the hot water cold so he can cool of a little.

It's nearly midday when Naruto wakes up. He groans at the headache he's got and the pain in his body. He tries to sit up but whines at the harsh pain coming from his ass. He whimpers softly as he carefully lies down again. Naruto sighs deeply as he remembers what had happened last night. The alcohol has started to wear off half way their second round and he can remember the last one clearly. A smile spreads on his face now that he knows it all really did happen. He looks around the room and his smile soon falters when he doesn't see the raven, who is no longer a virgin, anywhere. His eyes then fall on the glass of water, the pills and the note standing on his nightstand. He picks up the note and starts to read it with a fast beating heart.

Oi dobe,

I don't know if you remember what had happened last night but taken the pain you probably feel, you can guess it.
We both had to much to drink and didn't think straight about what we were doing.
It was a mistake. I never should have done this with you. It's best that we both forget this ever happened and move on.
Reach for your own future, Naruto, for that is what I'm doing with mine.

Farewell,

Uchiha Sasuke

Tears roll down Naruto's cheeks as he starts to re-read the note, checking it on any hidden messages but finding no such thing. His shoulders shock as he buries his face in his hands which are soon soaked from his wet, salty tears. The pain in his chest is unbearable and he knows that those painkillers can't take it away. Even if he could get up, Naruto stayed in bed that day. In that bed where Sasuke had made him so incredibly good, Naruto gives in to his abused and broken heart. The tears keep flowing until his sobs eventually guide him to sleep.

Well? Was it any good? I hope so, cuss I'm not gonna redo this.

Naru: How depressing... Again! Onestly, It was so good and you had to end it like this?!

Sasu:You really love drama don't you? Or are you just that emo?

Me: First; Yes I love writing drama and there will be a lot of tears, though mainly from Naru. Second; I honestly don't want to hear this from you Sasu, You are ether a grumpy loner or a drama quin half of the time.

Sasu: Am not!

Naru: Are so! It's treu you know. You act upon your feelings instandly. Hatred becomes obsession, sadness becomes despair, anger becomes rage, desire becomes greed etc.

Sasu: I am so not talking to you anymore. Honestly, screw you Naruto.

Naru: Oi wait! You know I like that about you! Because love becomes obsession to! In a good way. Your overprotective is a reaction on fear and though it goes far sometimes, I like it! I love you for it!

Sasu: -.- ... *kisses Naru*

Me: O/O *sigh* How cute. ^/^ They just really belong together.