George
and Alanna decided to take a stroll through the village and along the
rocky beach for part of the day before their anniversary. In a light
summer dress the color of sunlit amethysts that matched her eyes, she
looked beautiful to him. His heart thrilled at seeing her in
something so womanly. Goddess knew he loved his Woman Who Rides Like
A Man, but he loved the rare treats of seeing his woman as a woman.
As they strolled down the cobbled streets, they paused to buy
trinkets and knick-knacks, a weakness of hers on occasion. Green
eardrops, a gold chain necklace, a bronze hoop for his ear, then a
kitten who was so adorable neither could resist. With the small furry
ball curled in the basket along with their prizes, they dined in soft
candlelight at a charming inn and walked along the beach hand in
hand, stopping every so often to kiss gently, or just to sit in the
sand and watch the gulls wing overhead. It was sunset when they came
across the small family, a mother and father strolling with a child
swinging between them. The red-headed toddler squealed as it was
lifted high and set down with the next step. When the father turned
and swept the babe up to toss it up and catching the squealing child,
the copper-locked mother came close and tickled their boy until his
giggles were breathless. Cradling him close, the father leaned in and
kissed the woman happily, lingering to nibble on her lips. Leaning
closer, the woman whispered something in his ear and his
blonde-streaked head came up sharply. The child raised his arms and
the mother picked him up and settled him close to their faces, saying
something. The boy squealed and the man's hand touched her belly,
green-hazel eyes filled with wonder and joy as he looked into glowing
purple ones.
As fast as the family had appeared, it dissolved,
leaving Alanna and George staring in wonder. They'd talked about
children, but now it seemed perfect. Smiling with eyes filled with
hope, Alanna lifted the charm for protection against pregnancy- and
dropped it into the sand. With a shout of joy, George wasted no time
in lowering her to the sand and creating his first child.
A
month later, Alanna leaned down after another round of heated
lovemaking and whispered something into his ear. George looked
shocked, thrilled, then completely filled with joy as his hands
rested on her belly and he kissed her, murmuring in between,
"IloveyouIloveyouIloveyou."
Alanna woke eight
months later to a strange wet feeling and a rippling pain in her
stomach. In less than three seconds knowledge kicked in and she shook
George. "George, George, wake up! My water's broke! Wake up!"
With a jolt he jumped out of bed and carried her from the room,
running towards the birthing room and shouting for the midwife, who
had stayed close at hand the past few weeks.
In what seemed like
a blur George was shoved out by a kind woman with a take-charge
attitude. Servants rushed in and out the door for hot water, fresh
towels, ice chips and such. They never let him know what how his wife
was fairing, just patted his shoulder.
An hour later his
panicked mind was in chaos, praying, bargaining, pleading for his
love to be okay. He heard a shout of pain and then a baby's wail and
his knees gave out, plunking him into a chair. The midwife came out
and he rushed inside, straight to his pale wife. "Lass," he
whispered achingly, stroking wet hair back from her face.
"Look,"
she whispered, pointing weakly towards the babe in the arms of the
midwife. Swallowing the lump that threatened to choke him, he
awkwardly cradled his newborn babe. A look at Alanna had her smiling.
"Thom. Thom Trebond Cooper." Worshipping eyes gazed down
at the tiny infant, now sleeping. George hadn't thought he could live
any more than he did already for her, it he felt his heart grow,
enclosing this tiny wonder and expand until he ached with bow much he
loved them. He kissed the downy head and set his son in the cradle
next to the bed, turning to her once more. His heart stopped.
Her
head had lolled to the side, eyes open and unseeing and blood covered
the sheets in a growing red stain. A hoarse shout broke out from his
core and he shook her shoulders, then clasped her tight against him
and rocked while tears escaping his eyes. "Lass, Alanna, wake
up. Don't do this. Don't leave!" The midwife rushed in with
another healer and he was shoved aside as they gripped both of her
hands. Maroon and sky blue magic curled around their hands and spread
over her. His heart kicked in his throat and he stared numbly as they
tried to heal her. His thoughts came seemingly in slow motion, but
each lasted only a moment.
I can't lose her. She can't leave.
Don't go. Please, let her live. Don't let this be it.
As despair
settle on him, the healer broke away, stumbling, followed by the
shuddering woman. George raced forward, gripping Alanna's hand. The
healer pit a shaking hand on the younger man's shoulder. "She'll
live. The bleeding was stopped and she'll wake in some time with no
pain." At a look from the midwife, he continued. "She'll be
able to have more children, of course. Don't fret about that."
Nodding his reassurance, they left, leaving a shaken-to-his-soul
George alone with the body of his love.
It wasn't long before
she opened her eyes, looking around before becoming snared on ragged,
blazing green ones. Terror had changed George's eyes pure, dark
green. "George," she rasped, and her hand fluttered weakly
against his rigedly locked jaw. With a shudder, he sobbed against her
palm and pressed it closer, kissing the center. Never before had she
seen him so shaken, so terrified. "Easy, love. I'm here. Don't
cry so," she soothed, pulling him down to cradle his head
against her breast. She stroked his hair until the sobs had died into
echoing shakes.
"You died! You..." he stopped,
shutting his eyes against the memory burned into his mind. "You
pointed to him and when I turned you were dead. I can't lose you,"
he whispered, looking into her eyes. Her breath caught at the agony
in them. "Don't go where I can't, Alanna. I love you more than
life. You are my life."
Crying now, she pressed her lips to
his and tasted his tears mixed with hers. "I promised I
wouldn't. I'm not going anywhere." Smiling at him, she pointed
towards the still-sleeping babe. "Bring him over and let me see
our family." When he placed the tiny boy in her arms, her heart
felt enormous and aching. She raised eyes to his and found the same.
"Perfect." She drew George down to lie next to her and
rested her head on his shoulder while cradling their son. She felt
his hand stroke her hair and she sighed, falling asleep. "I love
you, George. I'll never leave you alone. You or our son."
She
heard right before she drifted off his low rumble. "I love ye
too, lass. So much. I won't let ye go. Ye or our lad. That I
promise." Clasping his arms tight around her and anchoring his
hands in her nightgown, he fell asleep with her head on his shoulder,
his son close to his heart, and the legs of man and wife tangled
together; no one was in danger of slipping away.
