DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR ANYTHING ASSOCIATED WITH IT.
I woke the next morning with a smile on my face still embraced in Edwards toned and warm arms that held me in a secure but comfortable embrace.
I looked up into his face and it was at this moment looking at his god like features that I truly realized what I got myself into. I just slept with my boss, for the second time, if that isn't a true indication of the wild slut within me than I don't know what is.
That's not all though, he is my boss, the man in charge. Did I truly have no idea of the implications that would uprise from my intimate reactions with the man that handled my page check.
I must be the most oblivious person on the planet, people don't sleep with their boss for simple reason of social suicide. Everyone and I mean everyone, will eventually find out about my sexual relations with Edward and they will automatically think it was a whole ploy to climb my way up the social and economic ladder.
Oh god, what have I got myself into?
The conversation last night that I had with Edward swirled around in my mind and it offered some comfort, some reassurance that this isn't just about sex, well not in his opinion anyway and definitely not in mine but the rest of society definitely wont think that way.
What is a woman in total lust to do?
The answer was obvious but definitely not preferable, this, whatever this was, with Edward, had to end. No more night or office rendezvous with Edward, no more perfect dinner dates that led to almost sex in the car and definite sex in my bed.
Oh god, my bed, mine.
I need to calm down, this conversation that I will have to have with Edward as soon as he awakes will have been definitely easier if he wasn't in my bed, covered in my sheets, resting his gorgeous head on my pillows, ah breathe.
He shifted, holding me slightly tighter not so it was uncomfortable but it actually made it harder to process the fact that I had to end whatever was going on.
Then another thought occurred to me, would our, Edward and myself, relationship turn into something strictly professional after this ends? It will be uncomfortable when interacting at the workplace when it happens I know that much but will their be more than unconformability? There is more than enough chemistry between the each us so will mind over matter really help in this matter?
It definitely be hard to keep my hands off Edward but it will be extremely more hard if Edward proves to be against the non sexual interaction rule that I will very shortly be enforcing.
Does this really need to be this hard? I need the money, to pay for a life for myself, I cant afford to get mixed up in a forbidden relationship with my boss that will no doubt, once it has been discovered, end in the loss of my job.
So it's settled than, I end this and I try with all my might to keep my hands off Edward.
That sounds relatively easy, but why do I get the feeling that its going to be much harder than it sounds?
Edward stirred again but this time his eyes fluttered open and when he saw me looking at him he gave me a smile that almost made me forget about my previous internal battle, almost.
"Hey" he said roughly which gave me a shiver, the roughness of his voice made me feel a little naughty but I slapped away the slut Bella and tried to catch my bearings.
"Hi" I said lightly.
"Are you hungry?" he must of took my lack of enthusiasm as a sign of hunger but I shook my head, I don't think I could eat right now.
"Actually I wanted to talk to you." I sat up, hopefully putting space between us would help clear my head a bit so I can sort out what I need to say and how I should word it.
I took a deep breath and looked at the wall ahead of me when I started to talk.
"Edward, you're my boss, your in charge and I don't want to jeopardize my employment by getting into anything with you. I need this job and I cant afford to loose it." I said it slowly, so I didn't have to repeat myself, it was hard enough to say the first time.
"Bella" Edward sat up next to me and took my hand in his and using his other hand he turn my head to face him but I still looked down, not being able to look in his eyes.
"You know I wouldn't jeopardize your employment either, i'm not going to fire you because I slept with you." he gave a small laugh as if he thought the idea ridiculous but I shook my head and looked up, I wanted to look into his eyes when I said this, then maybe he would understand.
"Its not you that i'm worried about Edward, I mean I am, but not about sacking me, but about what will happen if people find out-"
"They wont" he cut me off and I gave him a sceptical look.
"Everyone always finds out at some point Edward, but that's beside the point, this is social suicide, imagine what people will think and what they say when they look at me, the girl that slept with her boss to no doubt receive a pay rise and when they look at you, the guy that sleep with one of his workers to just take advantage of her" Edward opened his mouth to argue but I quickly continued at a faster pace.
"I'm not saying that your taking advantage of me Edward but that's what other people will be saying, and besides, I know your in charge but what about the other people that put their money into this business, they wouldn't want this happening." he didn't argue against me this time because he knew I had a point.
Edward opened and closed his mouth several times but had yet to say a word, I used this moment to close the conversation.
I raised my hand and cupped the side of his face and he looked at me.
"Its not that I didn't have fun." I small smile crossed my face.
"I had heaps of fun, Edward, but we cant keep doing this, so its best we quit while we are ahead, right?" I finished.
He frowned and I lowered my hand and sighed.
I looked down and wanted to look back up so could know what he was thinking by interpreting his facial expressions but I couldn't bring myself to do it.
"If that's what you want." I heard him say lightly, as if it didn't matter to him.
I looked up in shock and I saw that his facial expression matched his tone, neutral, as if he really doesn't care.
"Yes" I coughed to clear my throat.
"Yes, that's what I want" I continued in a clearer voice, he nodded and I watched as he got up and put his clothes back on, it was if I was in a daze, a state of shock. I watched but did nothing.
When he finished getting dressed he turned back to me and slowly walked towards me, making me regret every word I had said to him this morning.
He leaned down and my heart fluttered, could it be more than sexual feelings I have towards Edward?
His lips lightly touched my forehead and it burned where they touched and when I thought he would pull away he leaned down so his lips lightly grazed my ear and I heard him mutter those words that would be the death of me.
"Your crazy if you think i'm giving up this easy." his voice was rough, sexy, smouldering and he left after kissing my cheek without a backwards glance.
I sat there, in shock and horny beyond belief.
Damn you Edward Cullen!
Hi, um yeah this chapter is extremely short but I needed to give you guys something right?
I was looking for motivation so I looked though some of the old reviews you guys left back in the dinosaur age when I actually updated and wow, you guys are amazing!!! that's why I'm updating with a severely short chapter, as a small thanks!
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