Sorry it took so long to update. I almost have the next chapter done so if I get 5 reviews then I will post it. :) R&R
General POV
After the doctors appointment Logan, Finn, Rory, and Collin all went back to Rory's apartment. Collin and Finn stayed for a little while but left so that Rory and Logan could talk.
"See ya later guys, thanks for taking me," Rory said as she gave Collin and Finn a hug goodbye.
"Well call us if you need anything, love." Finn said as he gave Logan a you hurt her and I will snap your neck, look.
"Okay Finn. I'll call you guys later." Rory was actually a little bit nervous about being left alone with Logan. She was afraid that things would fall apart once the boys left and they started talking about the baby and where they would go from here.
The boys left and Rory and Logan made their way over to Rory's couch. They both sat down knowing they had a lot to discuss.
"So, where do you want to go from here," Rory was so terrified that Logan was going to leave. She was afraid that he was just still shocked from today and that once he had time to think things through he would realize he didn't want to be with her or in the baby's life. After she didn't tell him about the baby. That is not something that is easily forgiven.
"I don't know Ace, I honestly don't know. I want to be with you more than anything in the world, but to be together I need to trust that you will tell me everything." Logan ran his head through his hands and starred at his feet. Once Rory started talking he looked up and looked her in the eyes.
"I know Logan, and I am SO sorry that I didn't tell you. It was stupid and childish of me not to tell you. If I could I would take it back, but I can't." Logan got up and put his jacket on.
"I think I need to go for a walk and clear my head, I promise I will be back soon though." Logan left and Rory watched him get into the elevator. Rory had never been so afraid in her life. She wanted so badly to be with him but she knew there was a good chance that wasn't going to happen, and that was all her fault.
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Logan was walking around New York City. It was late November and workers were almost done putting up the decorations for Christmas through out the city. New York was always so pretty around Christmas time.
Logan's POV
What the hell am I going to do? My heart is telling me go back and forgive her and then you can be a family, but my head is telling me to much is happened it won't work. Of course, even if Ace and I don't get back together I will still be a part of my son's life. I will not be the father that I had. I will always be there for him not matter what. I can't believe I have only known about him for a few hours and I already love him so much. This would have been so much easier if Rory had just told me about him when I proposed. We would have been happy and a family. I don't understand how she could have thought that the baby would have ruined my life. God, I wanted to marry her! But every thing aside I still love her and I always will. These past seven months have been absolutely hell without her, I really don't think I could go through that again. I know it would be hard to rebuild what we once had, but if you don't fight for love then what's the point in fighting for anything? Rory Gilmore is the best thing that ever happened to me. We belong together. I know it is going to be tuff to work things going, but she is worth it.
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General POV
Meanwhile back at Rory's Apartment, Rory waited anxiously for Logan's return. While she was waiting her cell phone rang and she saw that it was her mother. Lorelai and Rory had always had the best relationship. But recently things just weren't the same. Lorelai and Luke had gotten back together and they were planning their wedding. Rory was so happy for her mom, she had always thought that Luke and her mom belonged together. Lorelai had never fully approved of Logan like Rory had of Luke. They still talked pretty regularly, but they just didn't spend as much time together because Rory was busy getting ready for the baby, and Lorelai was busy with Luke.
"Hey, Mom whats up?" Rory asked
"Hey kiddo, just waiting for pizza Luke and I are having a movie night, what's up with you? How was your doctor's appointment today." Lorelai said.
"It was good, the doctor said everything looked great. So ummm, your never gona guess who showed up today." Rory was worried because she knew that Lorelai never really liked Logan.
"Who? Your Dad." Logan was they last person she expected to go and see Rory.
"No it wasn't Dad, it was Logan." She really had no idea how her mom was going to react.
"Oh, well he was defiantly the last person I would have guessed." Lorelai didn't hate Logan as a person, she just didn't like him with Rory. She thought he was a nice guy. She just hated how Rory would tell him things before she told her. She hated that Logan was from society. She had always tried so hard to keep Rory out of society, but her being with Logan made Rory part of society. She knew that it wasn't fair to resent Logan like she did because Rory had always been so supportive of her relationships. She hated that since Rory had said no to Logan's proposal the amazing mother/daughter relationship that they once had, had suffered. She hated that Logan could give Rory everything that she couldn't. She knew that she was being selfish, but she didn't really care.
"Yeh, I told him about the baby and that I was so sorry that I didn't tell him. I told him that if I could I would go back in time and scream YES when he proposed. I told him that I still loved him." Rory wasn't really sure how Lorelai was taking the news.
"Wow, well are you guys back together? You really need to think this through Rory. I mean Logan has never been the most responsible person in the world. Think of how many times he has hurt you. You have to think of your son, Rory."
During this conversation Logan had walked into the apartment. He knocked at first but Rory didn't answer. He heard voices so he just let himself in. He was leaning against the wall listening to Rory talk to her mother.
"No were not back together. It's up to Logan if we get back together. And I have thought this through, Mom. I love him more than anything. He means so much to me. Sure he may have hurt me in the past, but I hurt him when I said no. I was stupid for saying no. I am thinking of my son. He needs his father just as much as he needs his mother. If Logan were to take me back nothing would make me happier. I would spend the rest of our lives trying to make up for saying no and not telling him about our son!" Rory was yelling at this point. She just didn't understand why her mother couldn't accept Logan.
Rory turned around and saw Logan standing in the door way. She smiled at him and told her mother she would talk to her later and hung up the phone.
"Hi." Rory said as she sat down on the couch.
"Hey, look Rory I don't want you and your mom to fight because of me."
"Yeh well I don't want my mom to come between us. If there can ever be an us again."
"I know we have a lot to work through and it is going to take some time before we are back to the way things were before your graduation, but I want to give it a shot. Ace, I love you and our son with all my heart. I can't go back to living without you. It was pure hell. So what do you say, wana give it one last try?" Logan had no doubt in his mind that he was making the right choice.
"Yes Logan, of course. I promise nothing is going to come between us. And I will tell you everything. I love you so much Logan Huntzberger." Rory was so happy that Logan was willing to give it one more try.
"I love you to Rory Gilmore."
Logan walked up and took Rory's face in his hands and kissed her. As they were kissing Logan felt the baby kick through Rory's stomach. Logan quickly let go of Rory.
"He kicked!" Logan was smiling ear to ear.
"He knows his daddy." Rory reached over and hugged Logan.
