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Chapter 13: Throw Me Away

His eyes; there was nothing in them. Emotionless, emptiness, soulless... They were dull black...
They were dead.
I stared at him as he stared back at me like I was invisible, like I was emptiness, like I was nothing to him... His eyes held everything, but now they didn't even show a story anymore; a story which I wasn't able to grasp anyway. They were vacant. I was never going to discover the hidden emotion that was locked deep within them; there was none now. I breathed deeply, hoping my imagination was only running wild. That, maybe, he only needed some alone time. I didn't say anything; I smiled warily and left him, wishing my better judgment was right this time...

I walked outside. The sun was covered by clouds, everything was darker. I looked up to the thick, gray sky and thought about how the heart does funny things: It loves and it hates, but in-between those strong emotions you get other feelings ranging from happiness to sadness; the heart can lie and can play tricks on a person. But, in the end every heart is the same; it has a life, and a life has an ending... I frowned as I thought this. Maybe no matter what people do they really can't change... In the corner of my eye an orange blur swiftly run my way. I stepped back and smirked; he tumbled over when he tried to tackle hug me, but instead he got a face full of dirt. My smirk widened in amusement as he grumbled about me being a meanie.
"Anyway, Kakashi wants the team to meet at the bridge again," Naruto said after finishing his little tiffy fit. He burst inside Sasuke's apartment yelling 'Teme!' I composed myself, not wanting to listen to them and walked to the bridge, even though my heart yelled no.

"Alright. Have you all got that?"
"But Kakashi-sensei!" Naruto whined. "Why do we have to do those?" He said those as if it was poison to his mouth.
"He means, come on! We're not thirteen and genins anymore!" Sakura corrected, even though she probably liked this, thinking it would be the perfect time to get close to her precious Sasuke.

We were all walking dogs... Terrific! And my dog doesn't want to move! I kept yanking on its leash, but the damn thing wouldn't even budge. I huffed annoyed. I was kinda scared if I yanked too hard I would snap the dog's neck. I looked up from glaring. "Hey guys, a little help?" I asked.
Sakura looked at Sasuke, he didn't even respond, he kept moving on. She smiled evilly while looking at me from the corner of her eye and slowly nudged closer to him. It felt like my chest was slowly getting etched out. Old wounds reopen while new ones form... My bottom lip quivered as I looked into the forests darkness.
"Come on Jade," Naruto said while placing his hand on the small of my back.
I looked at him with a blank face. I faintly smiled as he swapped my dog with his. He ruffled my hair, "we better catch up!"
Flesh wound, flesh wound
With medication it will fade
--

"Kakashi! This isn't fare!" Naruto yelled
He waved his had dismissively not looking up from his book. Naruto growled.
"Sasuke, pass the hedge clippers." I sat down. "Hey! I asked you something!"
He finally passed, but with a little too much force than what was needed. I frowned and muttered thanks.
Love, full of hate
Don't you love how I break?

--
"Pass the milk please," I asked politely while holding out my hand to receive it. All I felt was thin air laced through my fingertips. I turned. The Uchiha symbol burned into my memory as I watched him walk away. Wounds never fade, they stay there forever more.
Don't let them throw me away
Keep me and I'll be ok
Skipping a beat but it plays
Don't let them throw me away
Don't let them throw me away

--XXXXXXXXX--

The night was cold. Rain fell from the dark, sad sky. My clothes were clinging to my body as I walked through the deserted streets. Not a living soul was out except for me until I saw him...

.:Sasuke's view:.
"What is wrong?" She asked. I didn't face her. "What did I do wrong?" Nothing, that's the problem...
"Sasuke! Damn it, why won't you look at me or talk to me? What did I do this time!" Her voice cracked.
I finally turned to look at her. You did nothing, just leave me alone!
We faced each other for a long time without a word spoken, but then her face changed with thought, "Huh, it's funny how you said I was your best friend so long ago," she breathed shallowly, "but I see now that you were just lying to yourself and me. ...Y-you never meant it all those times, all those smirks and s-smiles you held just for me, they were all fake!" She paused to look at me, my expression didn't change.
She held eye contact as the words lowly escaped her lips, "you're just as cold hearted as your brother." My face felt like it cracked away from its barricade. She kept watching me then her lip twitched with anger. "I. Take. That. Back. You're worse than him, you're heartless!" She snarled the last sentence with such detest I almost flinched. I looked away from her broken face. I couldn't help but think she was right...
She crookedly smiled, "ha, but the thing that's really funny, to me is-" she paused .I looked into her eyes. "-is that I was forgiving you for trying to kill me so long ago. That I thought you were that sweet jerk I first knew before you left," her voice became a whisper. Tears threaten her eyes. Eyes from the person who I never wanted to see in pain again!

There was silence between us. She broke it, but it was almost inaudible for me to hear her, "...that I loved a jerk..." My eyes widened from what I heard her say. I'M SUCH A FOOL! She loved me, I love her, yet I pushed her away as I was getting close to her again... I pushed her away only because she was stronger than me, because I couldn't stand the thought of being weaker than anyone!
+YOU REALLY DID IT THIS TIME!+
Shut up!
+WELL THIS IS A QUESTION FOR YOU.+
What!? I asked myself furiously.
+WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE? HER? ...OR REVENGE?+
I had never thought about that before... But her of course, you idiot!
+THIS IS YOURSELF YOU'RE TALKING TO. SO YOU FINALLY REALISED THAT YOU'RE AN IDIOT! TOLD YOU YOU'D REGRET NOT HAVING ME AROUND! NOW WE'VE LOST THE ONE GIRL THAT WE'VE EVER CARED FOR!+
SHUT UP! I snarled to myself.
My eyes softened for what I finally realized. I realized that all I wanted to do was to be with her for the rest of my life...even if it meant I never got my revenge to kill him.
I looked up with slightly sad, regretful eyes, to see her slightly trembling figure. She looked at me in the eyes. I opened my mouth to say sorry, that I wanted to take everything bad back of what I've done to her - but she cut me off from speaking, "I HATE YOU!" she screamed as her tears escaped her glassy...blue?...eyes. She ran away from me into the cold, wet night.

.:Jade's view:.
Blood seeped from my knuckles as I looked up to the dark, lonely sky. Rain heavily pounded around me. Trees lay dead on the forest floor.
Screwed up, used up
Crumbled lying on the floor
Fucked up, shut up
All you did back then was score

As the night drifted on I knocked on a door.
I'm feeling weak
Missing parts, incomplete
"W-wha? What is it?" He groggily said rubbing sleep away from his eyes. I ran into his chest to weep. He hugged me back when he noticed what state I was in.
"What's wrong, Jade," he asked rubbing my back, comforting me.
"I-it's Sasuke... C-can, Can I stay here?" I asked with a weak voice.
Hold me up into the light
Fix the cracks and fix them right
Keep the pieces in a draw
Keep them there forever more
May come in use for some day
Recycle this shit in some way
And all I have to say
Don't let them throw me away...

...To be continued.