"Morning there my finee lady" Gazzy said with a wink at the end , oh god he was sooo good looking , I couldnt help but stare at him , and saddly I wasnt very suttle about it either so he noticed."what are you looking at , I cant be that good looking can I ? " he said as he wiggled his eye brows . I rolled my eyes , yeah soo what I was thinking , well.... it was but shh " humm no I was wondering how someone could have such a big head like yours and still get around" and with that I started to get up so I could grab some breakfast and then head out to England. OH MY GOD! I was going to england.. its goin- "melissa are you sure you wanna go by yourself? I dont like you going alone , no scratch that , I...I... HATE that idea please let me come?" Gazzy said cutting me off in mid mental(in my brain , not that I was mental , well, I wouldnt put it past me at this point.) sentence, he looked so concerned like my life was important to him , did he always have that look? why hadn't i see it before? never the less it made my heart beat a million times faster then I ever thought was even possible. oh god did I want nothing more for him to come with me , so I wouldn't be soo incredibuly lonely. But I couldnt bring myself to say that one simple would that would being him closer to me. Now what do I say ?
"No gazzy you cant come , like I said you have to stay home with the others , you guys have been fighing soo much longer that I have ,and you need to keep it that way , plus I couldn't drag you back in to that " as I was now aware that gazzy had gotten off the bad and was now standing behide me and had his arms wraped around my sholders from behind, I became intencely aware of how good he smelt and how warm his touches were and .. how fast his heart was beating as well. Humm....... so it wasnt only me who had that problem . But I still couldn't get the nerve to look him in the eyes, his lucious light blue eyes , that make me love that color even more everytime I look at his eyes, no I wasnt going to put him or his family in danger any more. I needed to find my brother on my own , or it just .. I dont know I feel soo confused.
" melissa please let us help you " he said in a low whisper, that came out like a a low purr , ohh god it gave me goose bumps , i culdnt help it he was rither there whispering my in my ear, you try to stay clam in that situation. "I care far to much for you , plus i've been waiting to whip out some new bombs , Max doesnt let us set em off anymore " you could hear the excitement in his voice when he talked about bombs , i could help but laugh (on the inside) sometimes hes such a child. then i did the stupidest thing i could ahve ever done .
i looked up at him. way-ta-go-stupid.
He was looking at me with those stupid infamous bambi eyes, but his made me melt in to a pool of agreeable mush, I swear if asked me to sell my soul to the devil with those bambi eyes, I would in a heart beat.
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Woah was im comfortable , why was i ? i know that my bed isnt this soft , since its stuff with blue prints and bomb materials. its probley the one place Max hasn't looked for them yet , and he has looked everywhere, including ym boxer drawer. Thats when i it clicked in where i was , i was in melissa's bed wasn't i . Hummm it smells nice i like it . I heard some movement , i was thinking about laying there and just enjoyinh the feeling of being in the same bed with melissa, but not in a sexual way obviously , just but to soak up her presesnce while i still have her here with me . Oh my god i forgot that she was leavoing me .
this made all the sad throughts that i was trying and clearly failing to push back , come flowing back into my head like a huge tydel wave. Mann, not cool.
With those crappy thoughts i desided to get up ,when i started to move , i heard melissa's voice ."Morning there sleepy head" woah she sounded soo good in morning , not that she didnt sound good all the time , just i've never really heard her this early , boy was it nice. I think i could get used to this. " morning my fineee lady" when i was done i winked for effect. Melissa rolled her eyes, she looked soo good when she did this , i faintly aware of the position we were in , i was laying on my back now , since i rolled over and Melissa was on her side proping her self on here elbow. my heart started to beat faster.
SHUT UP HEART!! god.. i need to get this under control soon. I looked at to melissa to see if i had said some of that out loud , just to fine here looking at me with a strange expression i hadnt see on melissa ... ever actually it was like longing , and admoration. " what are you looking at ? I cant be that good looking can I?
Woah way to ruine the mood there Gazzy." she rolled her eyes again " Hummmm... no I was wondering how someone could ahve big head like yours and still get around" after that lovely joke, she started to get off the bed and head towards the door, for some reason i had this over powering feeling that this was going to be the last time i might bemable talk melissa into let me , us , anyone come with her. so i had to try right? "melissa are you sure you wanna go by yourself? I dont like you going alone , no scratch that , I...I... HATE that idea please let me come?"
she stopped dead in her tracks ,and looked at me for breif moment before looking back down, i took this oportunity to get off the bed as well and wrap my arms around her from behind, so i was now hugging her back i guess.. i dont know all i know was that my heart started to pick up its pace again , see i hate this thing it keeps telling everyon when i know she close. PLEASE! tell me she cant hear this , though it was soo quite you could hear a pin drop .
Since there were a few minutes of silence, i rested my head on her sholder and listened to the flock moving about the house . Most of them were now down in the kitchen eating breakfast, and then there was Nudge who i know was the one useing the bathroom , she was normally the only one to use it this early . "No gazzy you cant come , like I said you have to stay home with the others , you guys have been fighing soo much longer that I have ,and you need to keep it that way , plus I couldn't drag you back in to that " WHATT!? why was she thinking of us , her brother is probley .. god knows and she concerned about us, woah .... I need to calm think Gazzy , her reasoning is ..well reasonable. I would probley say the same thing , bt that doesnt mean i dont like it at all! mann why does she have to be smart!! ahhhh.
Here it goes , this feels like my last chance, come on Gazzy! you want this!!! take it! good damn it. I took a deep breath" melissa please let us help you " when i was done i realized that it had come out like a low sudictive whisper. Humm i didnt know i had it in me. I felt melissa get goose bumps down her arms . YES! it's working!
"I care far to much for you , plus i've been waiting to whip out some new bombs , Max doesnt let us set em off anymore " i couldn't help my voice got excited when i started talking about bombs, its my dirty pleasure.
Melissa turned around in my arms so she was now facing me , and l put on some bambi eyes, hey they worked for everyone else why not me , right? She looked me dead in the eyes . She went into to shock or something , then relaxed a little , now all i have to do it hold this up a lil longer... AND BAM! someone threw the door open breaking my bambi eyes , which were about to work there magic and melissa spun around soo she wasnt looking at me. DAMN. We were both looking at the door now , to see who was ruining this moment. It was none other then Nudge." hey melissa have you see- ohhhh " she said with now a huge grin on her face when she saw how me and melissa were standing.
Us pressed together and my arms wrapped around her. let me tell you it felt much better then it looked. "what Nudge?"
After a few seconds she regained foucs and started her reason for being here" ohh yeah i was here to see if melissa had seen you since Iggy said that you hadnt gone to your room last night, soo he was like he probley slept on the couch, but who wants to sleep on that nasty thing anyways , i keep telling everyone we need a new one , but nooo its comfy an-" NUDGE" me and melissa said at the same time" get on with it " " ohhh opps right soo i was sent to see if you were in room by any chance but you weren't and i know you and melissa are close " she said with a wink , i couldnt help it ,i blushed " and here you are, and breakfast is ready soo hurry upp!" with that he left the room skipping . Great. Then what i least exected to happen , Melissa burst out into laughter , which made me start laughing. soon enought we were both standing with our hands on our knees, trying to get our breath me tell you , it wasnt working to well.
come on Gazzy lets go down stairs and get some food" then she left the room with a smile. "Okay, comming." i would follow you anywhere Melissa.