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So I draged Gazzy down to the kitchen , well not dragged since he was following me anyways. Okay , now I had to get myself ready for the bumbardment of Nudge. I can only pray that she doesnt say anything ! . I wanna keep this on the DL(down low). This sitution with Gazzy will only make it harder for me to part when I have to , which should be soon .
why am I still here ?
I don't even know anymore. I know i'm here to make Gazzy happy but I cannot stay much longer , and the longer I wait here , the closer my brother comes to death. Errrr I cant be doing this , no I have waited for soo long now , GOD! im a horrible sister , i dont even deserve to be his sister, but that wont stop me from trying to save him . It's final I have to go now . Just as I was even thinking about going I hear a cute little voice " Melissa where do you have to go ?" Oh god. I stiffened , I couldnt move , ever muscle in my body just froze up. How did she even know that I had to go , Angle can't read my mind , she never has .Not that she has told the other yet, she wanted to keep that between the two of us but does that mean Gazzy is thinking about it ?
I can't believe i'm doing this to him right now, right after we spent that lovely night together. (in a nonsexual way) oh god, WHAT DO I SAY NOW?
My eyes did the mistake of looking at Gazzy, who was staring at me with the same questions in his eyes. Ohh i can't do this. Err I'm such a wimp.
No this needs be to be done! Your going to suck this up , and take it like a man .
With a long last look at Gazzy , i said my goodbyes. And my I Love You's.
I was hopping that he recieved that message ,because right after that , I spun around soo fast, I almost knocked my self over in the process , but lucly I didn't. Then I was dashing for the door, once I got out the door I was running fast . I really dont think i've ran this fast in my life , ever.
Besides the fact that I was leaving my friends and my one true love behind ... it felt nice. I could sorta hear some voices behind me , which only made me run faster then I have in a very, very long time, and with my last bit of courage I spreaded my wing and with a painfull lift off i was in the air .
All i could think was that i was going to see my little brother soon . So I started headed in the direction of England.
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GPOV
I was following melissa down the stairs, she seems kinda tense , you could see it rolling of her in waves. oh god .
PLEASE! don't let Nudge say anything , i think even the slightest thing might set her off . When we reached the kitchen , I saw that everyone was here just chowing down on food , I noticed that Nudge had looked up at us and smiled a HUGE smile. I wonder if Melissa saw it?
Then I heard the one thing in the world that I never wanted to hear. " Melissa where do you have to go?" oh god no ANGLE! I mentally yelled in my head, saw her wince at that. Why did she have to read my mind anyways! did Melissa look that trobled? I've always told Angle that her mind reading might be someones undoing , and here we have it , little did I know that it was going to be mind she undid.
And just like I thought Melissa had gotten up , well she never really sat down ,but she spun around and ran for the door. "LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE!" now I know I shouldn't have yelled at her , but she just made the girl I care for the most maybe even love run away from me . Of course I was going to be angry. But thats only the tip of what I was feeling right now. " Im sorry Gazzy" Angle said in a small voice.
I couldnt stay made at her, she didnt know what she was doing. Now everyone was looking at me strange , great.
"Gazzy, whats going on, where in earth is she going Gazzy whats going on here?" Max asked me getting from her chair, ERR I dont have time to answer this " I'm sorry Max I don't have time to answer ", I said since I was already headed for the door.
I could barly see Melissa in the distance , so I kicked off as soon as I could , not waiting for the others.
I gained as much speed as I could once i kicked off . As soon as I was close enought that I thought melissa could hear me , I started to yell her name.
I knew she heard me ,because she started to fly faster , I swear any faster and she would have hit Max's super speed thing. I couldnt catch up even if I wanted to know . So I had to watch Melissa fly away from me . I guess I know how Fang feels when Max flew aways from him all thoes times, but she always ca,e back , des that mean Melissa will come back to me as well.?
I couldnt take it . This feeling was heart renching it sorta felt like my heart wanted to stop beating, I felt that there was nothing left for me But i hae family down there that need me as well , and some un answerd questions to answer so I started to slowly let myself down .
Once i finally felt the ground , I didnt bother standing I just droped to the floor. I think I sat there for a good few minutes before I heard noises in the distance.
"Gazzy, Gazzy!" ,
"There he is ! , Gazzy!"
They landed and ran to me .Max was the first to do something, she grabbed me in a huge , and dont know what happend I broke down ,I should have been able to control myself , but I couldnt , was sooo upset it felt like my heart was missing ,one of my best friends just left me , makeing me feel more empty then i hae felt before.
"WHY?!, why did she have to...to...not trust me ? why does she always wanna do things on her OWN?!"
I yelled from in Max's arms . I wasnt even angry , but I couldn't help myself anymore my body was shaking uncontrolably, so I let Max's words calm me down , since i couldn't myself.
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Thank you for reading:D means manythings to moi. soo if you could see soo kind as to reiew , so that i know this isnt going unread would be grand , it doesnt even have tobe about the story , just to know its being read is good enought news for this chick-a.
P.S. IF ANYONE CANN TELL WHERE THE WORDS IN THE DIVIDING LINES COME FROM , I WILL PREFORM SEXUAL FAVORS FOR YOU , WELL MAYBE NOT SEXUAL, BUT I WILL BE VERY PLEASED.
YOURS ALWAYS ;
BOB THYREE!3