A/N: I came along this story plot from a comment on message board and was compelled to write it. However, as you can tell, as the Twilight series continued on, I gave it up as well. I find it was probably one of my most original works, but unfortunately died out before real progress could be made. I hope you enjoy the deceased tale of Jealousy.
Disclaimer: I do not own, if I did, I wouldn't share Edward, he'd be all mine. ^_^
Rating: PG-13 (T)
Genre: Romance/Drama/Angst/Adventure/Action/Suspense/Horror (maybe)
Summary: And of course, Alice was right...she's always right.
Jealousy
By: Dark Huntress
Preface
I had never really thought much about Rosalie and her distance from me, Edward hadn't worried about it. She was jealous, her nature was to be so, so why worry? She was jealous of my humanity, of the racing heart that pumped the flowing blood through my living veins. She wanted what I had, to feel the sun upon her skin while walking down main street. She wanted to eat food that consisted of more than one kind, she wanted a variety. She wanted to mingle amongst mortals without any call to take their lives. She wanted so much, but could not obtain it.
I was a constant reminder of her shortcomings, a constant nag that loomed through her night and day. I was always over at their house, spending time with my boyfriend or Alice, whom I had grown quite attached. I was always at school, sitting only a few feet from her at their table. I was always at the hospital needing Carlisle to check out another mishap of mine. I was always playing with Emmett at some odd game he had created. I was always asking questions and striking up conversations with Jasper. I was always telling Esme of my family and past in Phoenix. So, she was jealous of my popularity, she wasn't the center of attention anymore.
But, she was the same to me. I was jealous of her vampire life of immortality. I wanted what she possessed, to go outside on one of those rare sunny days and have the sun sparkle upon my skin. I wanted nothing more than to be closer to Edward in ways that were impossible for me now. I wanted to go places with them and not fear for my life. I wanted a lot, but had yet to find away to get it.
She was a constant thing that always reminded me of my lacking beauty. She was a goddess among them all. She was what I wanted to become. Yet Edward refused it.
Jealousy. We both possessed it. Both wanted something that we could not obtain. We both yearned for something we could not have. So why did it come as surprise now as I stared into blood lustful eyes? Why did I not know that someday, she would be pushed too far? Why hadn't Edward heard her thoughts?
And of course, Alice was right...she's always right.
A/N: I hate that I have another Twilight fic up not completed but this one was just yearning to be wrote. So I let it have its way. Also, I will not be able to update very often, I've school, a lot to do around the farm, plus two other stories I am focusing on. And I'm trying to make these chapters longer (minus the preface). But I will try to update as much as I can. R&R please!
Dark Huntress
