Hey guys! Update time! So this is a more softer chapter where Levi and Eren mostly just talk about the weird Mas and Sad relationship they have but I think its pretty sweet. Also, if you enjoy my stories I'm looking for a few editors for my other stories- and this one- so if anyone is willing to do that, PM me and we'll work out everything! Edited by loveless fangirl. I do not own AOT or the characters. Enjoy
And she looked at me with anger, as if I had killed someone she had loved. And in a way, I did.
Eren was curled up on his cot, wrapping his arms around himself like a babe. The smell of the dampened sheets of thin flannel had finally comforted him for once since he's joined the scouts. His little cell, he supposed, had now become a sanctuary. He thought isolation was hell in the beginning. Rarely seeing his teammates and friends, slowly becoming out of touch. Now, being alone never seemed better.
Darkness incased him, seeing only little flickers of light from the staircase that lit the way for people going to the basement. He wish it was totally black, then he'd be unable to see the glisten of his wounded skin glare in his eyes. Or the sad lump of shadow acting on the wall that distended from Eren. He wanted evidence of him to be inked away, because he didn't want to exist anymore.
Knowing he was nothing more than a plaything Levi chewed and ripped the arms off of. Eren shut his eyes, his stomach falling lower and lower, sickened almost. He didn't understand what Levi's deal was with him. He tried bringing him down to the lowest point, but then carry him back up the stairs. This time, he pushed Eren down, and wanted to keep him down.
Eren heard boot heels start to click down the stairs. He opened his eyes and slowly and started to sit up. He wasn't expecting anyone to be down so late, he thought it might have been guards to check on his state, but they hadn't done that in a while. Levi told them to stop, he said 'It wakes the brat up at night, we don't need him falling asleep fighting.'
That was the concern from Levi.
Eren tilted his head at the stretching shadow coming down the stairs, he clenched the sheets. The mysterious figure shrinking and becoming noticeable, Eren straightened up his back and took in a deep breath. Who appeared, was Levi finishing the last step. Levi saw that Eren already noticed him and started to walk towards the cell. Eren swallowed and tried backing up against the wall. As Levi came towards the bars, his face became clearer in the dim light. He licked his lips, hesitating to say anything, or nothing was coming into his mind. Instead, he took out a bronze key and jammed it in the lock, the lock screamed and the door screeched open. Eren's legs slid up to his chest, his jaw tightened.
He thought he knew what Levi wanted. Sex, of course, but Eren didn't know if he was up for it yet. But knowing Levi, he really didn't have a choice. Eren flexed out his chest.
"Capitan? Do you need something?" Eren's voice shuttered.
Levi didn't say a word yet, and now, Eren notice Levi hadn't looked him in the eye yet. He sat on the edge of the bed, slouching his back and putting his elbows on his knees. He ran his fingers through his hair and sighed.
"Eren," Levi quietly said "I've hurt you… A lot lately, haven't I?"
Eren raised an eyebrow but kept his defense. He could only think about how stupid that question was. It was obvious about how much pain Levi had caused him, on the outside his skin told a story of abuse. And the way his mind was crippling started to show. How he left his friends and never spoke a word anymore. Levi had to just be playing him like he always had, this time it was difficult to tell. Eren wasn't sure what Levi wanted to hear, but he knew what he wanted to say.
"Yes, sir," Eren replied. "You….Have. But I don't think you really care…"
"Yeah, I didn't think I would either," A breathy laugh came passed Levi's lips. Something was off about the tone. It was sad. "I told myself in the beginning that I'd try to never care about you. For a while, I hadn't."
What is this?
Eren tilted his head. Confused on the sudden confession. "Sir?"
"I just wanted something like this. Where I felt nothing and got everything I fucking needed," Levi's teeth gritted, he looked blankly at a wall. "Then Mikasa had to fuck me over. Fuck me over and think this shit through. Something I never wanted to do."
"Mikasa?" Eren moved forward at the sound of his sisters' name. "What happened to her? What did she do?!"
Levi inhaled and looked up at the ceiling. He turned to Eren to show him his face. Eren parted his lips, Levi's cheek had a purple film coving a black bruise. His eye was starting to de-puff but it look like it had been swollen before, his nose was punched but it wasn't broke. Eren leaned in closer, studying Levi's evolved face.
"Did she…?"
"Your sister has on hell of a punch," Levi murmured "Bitch." He said under his breath.
Eren only gawked, Mikasa did this to a superior. Who knows what shit she had gotten herself into by throwing her fit. And over Eren, her stupid brother. Eren bit the inside of his lip, worry in his face.
"Is she… Is she-"
"Don't worry about it," Levi said "She's not in any trouble or anything. And she better never do that again if she knows what's fucking best for her."
Levi's mutters turned into pissed off spats. It made Eren afraid of what Levi did when Mikasa thought about picking a fight.
"What did you do to her?" Eren asked, wanting to know his sisters' condition.
"I didn't do anything to her," Levi's voice settled, like he was sleepy. "It's what I did to you…"
Levi tasted the rusted blood rushing out of his swollen gums, lacing his tongue in the red liquid. The blood from his nose slowly started to succumb and stop its dripping. The weight on his chest felt like it was a hundred pounds heavier, flushed with hot anger. A set of eyes that looked like they could rip him apart, looked back at Levi. Levi couldn't blame them if they looked murderous.
"Who the fuck do you think you are?!" Mikasa screamed as she gripped Levi's collar and pulling his lifeless head up. "What makes you think you have the goddamn right to do that to my fucking brother?!"
Levi slowly started to recover from the blows and leap from the furious women. Mikasa had learned the full story from Jean- leaving out his involvement- to help Eren in the process. Of course, Mikasa's mind became over powered from rage and the need to destroy what was hurting his brother. Like some kind of protective animal. Levi flashed his teeth and put his hand on top of Mikasa's.
Levi spat out blood. "I don't know what you're talking about. Let go of me, Ackerman," Levi grumbled "And don't scream in my face, bitch."
Mikasa slammed Levi's head on the tiled ground from the comment. Levi squeezed his eyes in pain.
"You don't want to fuck with me right now," Mikasa's knuckles went white from gripping Levi's collar so much. "Answer my question."
Levi knew that Mikasa could see right through his act. He was the only one with the answers to her bubbling question.
"I can't answer your fucking question if you give me brain damage," Levi lightly said with frustration. "Just let go of my collar. Now."
Mikasa hissed, but dropped Levi's collar, causing his head to fall on the ground. He sighed from relief and looked to the side, licking his lips.
"Try being a little quieter. I get you're pissed off but I don't need people asking why you decide to bash my head in. How'd you even get in here?"
Mikasa clenched her teeth and growled. She started to act calm, but the look in her eyes were screaming, burning the skin on Levi's bones.
"I said I needed to pick up papers from your office, that's how." when she tried to sound calmer, it was still petrifying. Levi let out a shaky breath and swallowed. He wasn't afraid of Mikasa, he was afraid of what she would become when she knew.
Levi cleared his throat. "Now why did you come in here again?"
"You know why, you piece of shit," Mikasa barked. "You've been fucking my brother for a while now. Is it true?"
Levi clicked his tongue
Fucking Kirstein
He sighed, relieving some of the air from his rocky stomach. "Yea," He softly said. "Yea, I've been fucking around with your brother. What of it?"
Mikasa's eyes narrowed and her nostrils flared. "What the hell do you mean 'what of it'? Don't you know what you're doing to him?! You're fucking him up!"
Levi sighed and looked the other way. "I don't really care," Levi said and looked at Mikasa in the corner of his eyes. "And apparently he didn't care enough to tell you anything either. You had to hear it by your little crush that got sucked off by him"
Mikasa snarled and grabbed ahold of Levi's collar again and punched his face hard, blood started to drip down from his nose again. Bring his neck off the ground closer to her face.
"He didn't tell me because of you. If you hadn't controlled him and beaten him down and- and make him miserable like this then he never would have kept it in this long," Her grip pinched harder. "He was afraid of you… That's why he never told anyone, that's why he never told me. He was afraid of what you would do if he told," Mikasa's hands and whole body shook. "You're a fucking monster!"
Levi winced at the yell, closing a lid to stare at her straight. "I'm not a monster. Eren isn't afraid of me, he respects me. That's why he does what he's fucking told. Believe it or not, but Eren is a masochist."
"I don't care what he is, I just care about what's happened to him! Eren's respected you- maybe even love you- since he was young, hearing about how amazing Humanity's Greatest will save us from the Titans and how he just wanted to fight by you. And then you do this to him!? Eren's a person, he has feelings and a mind like me or you. He's not something you own," Mikasa had to choke tears back now as she started to hiccup. "Maybe there was a time he was fine with it… but now… Eren just looks dead. I can see the light in his eyes anymore," Mikasa glared "And you're the fucker who killed him."
Mikasa's grip fell, letting Levi back down, smashing the ground. She swallowed and bit her lip. "Can you not even feel a thing for him?"
Levi didn't reply, he was busy putting together Mikasa's words.
Love?
Mikasa shook her head. "Of course you didn't. You can't feel a damn thing for anyone but yourself."
Did she say he may have loved me?
"Hey, listen to me," Mikasa said. Levi finally looked up at her. She was right, about everything. But the thing was, why was Levi caring about it now? "You stay away from Eren from now on, you got it? If I hear that this is still going on, I'll kill you next time. Slowly and painfully like you did to him."
No fucking way he loved me
Levi lightly panted and shook head fast, he felt like his chest was becoming heavier. Mikasa slinked back up to her feet and towered over Levi. Her rage hadn't fleeted yet, she was still pissed, but she had to get out of there before someone noticed she had fought Levi. Or before she strangled him.
She closed her eyes and took a deep breath. "I'll take punishment now, sir."
If he did love me… He can't anymore.
Levi groaned when he started to sit up. Rubbing the back of his head and wiping the blood under his nose.
Why do I even care? It's not like… Like I…
"What?"
"I struck you, sir. A few times, I understand if you'd want to punish back."
Levi sighed and lowered his head. "I'm not doing that. I get why you did it, but maybe you could have hit me just fucking once. Just, get out of here okay?"
Mikasa raised an eyebrow. "I know a bastard like you wouldn't let someone do that to you."
It was true, Levi wanted to beat the hell out of her and he knew he could do it too. But he had put her through enough already. He had put Eren through enough too. Levi needed to be alone, to understand what was going through his mind and make sure he would be in trouble later.
"Listen, are you gonna tell?" Levi asked
Mikasa breathed through her nose. "No, of course not," That was a surprise. "We don't need Humanity's Greatest out of the scouts over this. Someone has to kill the Titans, why not the best?"
She started to walk to the door. "Are you gonna tell on me?"
"Wasn't planning to. I don't need people knowing I got beat up by a bitch like you," Levi said, he stood up and let the desk hold him up. "I'll think of something to tell people. Since we're at an agreement get out of here, alright?"
Mikasa chewed her cheek and open the door.
"Ackerman, one last thing," Mikasa flipped her head back before leaving. "You ever think of doing something stupid as this, I'll fucking kill you."
"I wouldn't doubt it."
Eren started to slowly understand why Levi was acting the way he was. Because it wasn't an act, Levi might have actually started to care. Eren looked down, staring at the wrinkled sheets of the cot. He was thinking about Mikasa's knowledge now. Eren was afraid of how she would look at him now by never telling her. Would it be a look of disgust or a part of tragedy? Sickness, or the accepting look she gave?
"So she knows now…" Eren muttered.
"Blame ass-hat Kirstein for it." Levi said.
"You've got a lot of balls to come down and see me. She will literally murder you if she finds out, yeah know?"
"That's a bridge I'll have to cross later."
Levi looked over Eren's face. It was telling a tale of embarrassment, pain, sadness, and maybe even anger. Smashed together with each emotion over lapping each other. This was what Mikasa was talking about. "Eren…"
Eren kept his head down still, even from the comfort Levi tried to give saying his first name. "Yes?" He replied
"Look at me, Yeager," Levi cupped one of Eren's cheeks. Then he saw it, the lifelessness Mikasa spoke about. There was no glisten in the once green emerald eyes, now they were dusted with a grey, dull color.
What have I done?
Eren started to feel the trembling fingers on his skin. His hand started to overlap them to stop the shaking. He had never seen this behavior from Levi before, he wasn't used to it. "Uh, sir? Are you alright?"
Levi shook his head. "No," He honestly answered. His hand fell down, along with his head "I'm not alright. I fucked myself over when I started this. I fucked you over on this. Big time. I literally felt high around you and I only wanted you for it. And I want to say… I want to say that I'm sorry…"
It was hard for Levi to apologize, still trying to think of Eren as less than nothing, but eve that became difficult. It was unbelievable for Eren to hear, he finally said something about his actions.
"The first time you reacted to how I hurt you… I wanted you. I only thought about myself, or, I thought I did…"
"Wait, you mean, you might have actually…"
"Like you? Hell if I know," Levi said. "It doesn't matter if I did or not. I crossed the line a long time ago. I've broken you… Beyond repair."
Eren started to fell his heart sink. Levi had destroyed him, not just broken him. Smashed him to pieces of shattered porcelain of a doll. But how leave was talking, with every droplet of anguish in his voice. How soft his touch felt on his skin for once, was almost like glue sticking on him.
It was strange, Levi had been right about everything, about how Eren was nothing and on how everything he had done as destructive. But still, Eren didn't have pure hate for Levi, it had only been temporary when it was formed, only storming for a few days. But never lasting. In a way, he still looked up to Levi like he was a champion.
Eren swallowed and picked up Levi's chin. Looking in the silver nickels of Levi's eyes. They had changed as well, no longer unemotional but now filled with despair.
"You're not wrong about what you've said," Eren started "I've been pretty fucked up and confused since you've started this. And yeah, its hurt. Yeah, I think you're a prick and you make me feel like I'm just something to do when you're bored… I can get over that…But the fact that you let me be touched by someone else, that's what kills me the most."
"What an ugly memory."
Eren licked his lips and nodded. "I like thinking I have freewill, even when I know I don't. I want to be known as something more than just a plaything, even when I'm treated that way," Eren's hand started to creep on top of Levi's. "I want to bet treated like a person."
"I don't know if I should be the one to give that to you," Levi said, swallowing spit. Studying the hand on top of his. "You don't need a person like me around. I'm an asshole remember?"
Eren lightly laughed at the remark.
"I remember, how could I forget."
They were actually talking, talking about the mess they've made with each other. Eren was Levi's addiction, and Levi only tried to use him. There was no relationship between the user and a needle. Did they even want one?
I'd be asking too much of him if I asked this… But he seems willing…
"Eren, can we try something?" Levi asked.
"Depends. Do I get to choose if I want to do it or not?"
Levi nodded
"Then what is it?"
"I want to ask… What if we…" Levi hesitated for the last words to form. "We just had sex for once…"
"Haven't we already done that?" Eren said motioning to his bruises.
"That wasn't sex. That's a masochist and sadist fucking around," Levi explained. "I'm talking about regular sex, plain vanilla sex. Like a last time sorta thing…"
Eren bit his lip, deciding. Since they had been talking, his opinion of Levi was changing. But what if it would quickly turn sour again? Was he really even up for it yet? To be touched again, to have Levi inside of him again, having his hands wrapped around his hips? Smelling Levi's sweat and tasting his lips? Would it all be the way he was accustomed to? Or something totally different.
Eren's silence filled the air. It sounded like an answer instead of contemplating to Levi. He scooted his hand from underneath Eren's and started to stand from the cot, he left an imprint to show where he had been.
"I understand," Levi said, starting for the bars. The reason why he suddenly ask was to test if he had anything for Eren besides letting out frustration. "I'll keep my distance away from you and we'll for-"
"Hey, wait," Eren gently said. Not knowing he grabbed Levi's dangling. He didn't want Levi to leave him yet. For once they were relating to each other, expressing how they felt about one another. He didn't want that to stop and have everything stop or go back to the old way. "I've decided, we can do it. I- I don't mind."
Levi put his legs together and looked down at Eren. "I know you don't mind, brat," Levi said "Do you want to is what I'm asking."
Eren moved off the bed and stood up in front of Levi, his had not loosening. Eren nodded his head.
"Then I want to, I want to try it once with you," Eren swallowed and looked at his bare feet, dirty from the pebbles ad dusty rock. "I'm curious myself on how it would be." A twitch of a smile came to Eren's face.
Levi did the same. He looked up. "You sure about it? I'm not trying to force you to do something you don't want to do."
"That's a first," His eyes rolled. "I'm sure, I want to."
Levi didn't say anything to that. He only brought his hands to Eren's cheeks and retched up to kiss Eren's lips. Nothing rough or chapped like always, but something soft like a dance. Eren felt Levi's eyelashes tickle under his eye, they moved when Levi and Eren tilted their jaws to either side. Pressed against each other's heated mouths. Levi started to turn back to the bed, bringing Eren along by his lips. They hadn't breathed yet, only slight inhales through their noses. Levi put his hands on Eren's hips and started to sit back on the cot.
Once they got situated, and had their tongues sweep past each other, Levi pushed Eren down on the cot. Parting their lips, Eren breathless with warm blush across his face and arms sprawled. Levi brushed back hair from Eren's face before kissing his cheek down to his neck. Slow little pecks tracing his skin to his collar bone to a slight lick. Eren shiver and clinched his eyes, his body was ready for a bite. The little nibbles and blood-starting bites he craved, instead, harsh sucks came on his skin. Making him whine and grip Levi's arm.
Levi left dark red marks on Eren's collar bone ad neck, the priceless sound of Eren's heavy breathing rang in his ears. It was too gentle for his taste, but for once, he could go easy on Eren. He connected his mouth back to Eren's, swirling their tongues together. Levi's hand started to roll up Eren's shirt, feeling his rippled abs flex against his palm, his stomach cozy. When Levi got Eren's shirt up to his chest, he pulled away from Eren's mouth, pulling a string of saliva.
Levi winced at the disgusting trail while Eren's face just became a darker crimson. Levi felt Eren's heart beat faster, hitting against his chest like a drum. Eren put his arms above his head and helped Levi get the rest of his shirt off. Levi was able to see the bruises he left now, the bites and welts, getting an odd satisfaction from them. His head nuzzled in Eren's chest, his chin and fingertips grazing Eren.
Eren combed his fingers through Levi's hair, weaving through the locks. Levi looked up with his chin on Eren's chest, Eren flashed a small smile.
"Aren't you going to take off your shirt?" Eren asked
"I was getting to that," Levi sneered, sitting up on Eren's hips. He started to undo buttons on his shirt. "You're being impatient."
Levi slipped his arms out of his shirt, quickly folded, and sat it beside the bed. He heard Eren giggle at his actions but darted his eyes back towards him. Eren saw the bruise on Levi's chest and his stomach from Mikasa's kick from earlier. Eren sat up on his forearms and traced the cracks of Levi's abs.
"Wow, she beat you up pretty badly, huh?" Eren said, looking up at Levi with a cheeky smile.
Levi clicked his tongue. "Yeah, whatever," Murmured Levi. "I could kick her ass anytime if I wanted."
"Then why didn't you?"
Levi lowered his lid and tilted his head, sighing faintly. "Because I deserved it."
Eren arched his eyebrows, he knew what Levi meant. He smirked.
Punishment.
Eren hugged Levi's waist, taking in his fresh scent. He pulled away and let his hand linger to Levi's belt. Levi's hips flinched back from the clinging of his belt, a lump in his throat not ready to let him protest.
"Hey, you don't need to do that," Levi said, gripping Eren's shoulders. "If anything I should be the one sucking your dick."
Eren shook his head. "This isn't a dominate thing right now, it's just regular sex like you said. I want to do this. So let me."
Eren nicked off the button from Levi's pants with his teeth. The pulling down the small zipper and lowering his pants. Eren smelled the musk trapped inside, letting loose in the stale air, his lips wrapping around the limp fabric. His pink lips lightly suckling Levi's growing member. Levi swallowed and just looked down at Eren, his inside twisting in knots, it was different this time. Mostly because Eren was willing to do it this time.
Eren pulled down Levi's underwear with the hooks of his fingers. Resting his chin on Levi's lower stomach. His eyes lowered with his mouth huffing. His eyes having a bubbling glow. Levi's member started to twitch from the lewd look on Eren's face, he deeply inhaled and swallowed. Eren smirked.
"Enjoying the view?"
Levi curled his lip. "I thought you wanted to suck me off. Not be a cheeky brat."
Eren sucked his lip in, giving a weary look. "Yes, sir." Eren said.
Eren's mouth wrapped around the tip of Levi's sprung cock. His supple lips making slurped noises with the turns of his head. Levi arched his neck back and seethed then exhaled out. Eren's mouth slowly started to slide down the shaft.
"You don't have to call me that," Levi said. "Just say 'Capitan' or nothing at all."
Eren slipped his mouth off Levi's cock, drool in the corner of his mouth and his tongue licking his length in response. "Sorry." His breath was warm on Levi's skin before he engulfed Levi's member.
The salt from Levi's member entered Eren's mouth, tasting sweeter than it had ever before. Levi gripped the top of Eren's head and made him bob faster. Eren blushed, tears forming from Levi hitting the back of his throat. He was expecting some kind of matured dirty talk, a thrash even, but it's not what he got. Even though Levi wouldn't mind doing it just once.
But he controlled the situation, giving light tugs to Eren's hair. His tongue trailed with his succulent mouth, swirling the pearling tip when needed to gather drops of precum. Levi felt a vibration run up his shaft, he gazed down to see Eren was chocking down moans. Eren's own member was in his hand, fingers wrapped round the shaft and pumping. His mouth opened wider to finally let a clear, wet moan out. Levi clinched his teeth, the sense of Eren being able to get off by himself got to Levi. Even though they agreed to regular sex, Levi still wanted to be more dominate.
"Eren, that's enough," Levi made the craving teen pull away. Eren panted and let his hand leave his aching member. Eren swallowed whatever was left in his mouth
Eren arched his back with his hands on the cot; his ass in the air with his pleading look aimed at Levi.
"Captain…" Eren's whimpering voice trailed. "Please…? Can we….?"
I'll never get over that beg of his.
Levi smirked.
"How could I say no?" Levi replied. He started pulling down the rest of his pants and underwear down. Eren, ready for instruction. "Get the rest of your clothes off and lay on your back."
"Yes, sir," Eren caught his tongue. "Sorry, force of habit."
"I can give less than a fuck right now, just get your pants off."
Eren followed the orders he was given and tossed his pants and boxers to the side. He waited for Levi to finish folding his pants and underwear. When Levi towered over Eren, he couldn't help but stare. This was the first time he'd taken the time to analyze Levi's body. He'd rarely seen him this nude before, from Levi mostly do it with his pants on or even his shirt, but when he was naked Eren never wanted to look at anything. But he never saw how fallen snow-like Levi's skin was, even with the few marks faded on his body. His chest wide and perfectly smooth and his abs rippling to the v-lined hipbones that were so defined. His body sculpted like he should have been in a museum; frozen for everyone to stop and stare. He truly looked like art.
Eren's toes curled, bawling the sheet together. Levi made their grip release once he raised Eren's legs, making the hinges bend at the knee. Eren's cock leaned on his stomach, pulsing once-in-a-while. Levi saw the want run up and down Eren's body, it looked oddly familiar from all the other times they had sex before. Was he still getting the same rush when Levi hit him? Was it like when he roughly touched him? Or was it because Eren was thinking of times in the past?
Levi didn't care what it was about, but he'd give anything to mark on Eren's skin. Not like the red hickys that stayed on Eren's neck, but to see teeth marks indented on him. Levi's jaw locked, he shook the thought from his mind.
"Will you be okay if we don't use anything?" Levi asked "I didn't bring anything with me and I'm not really feeling like prepping you."
"I can get over it," Eren said. "We've done it like that before. I'll be okay."
Levi scooted his hips closer to Eren's entrance, Eren wrapped his legs around Levi's waist. His arms close to his head, preparing himself for Levi. Relaxing his back and loosening his hips, he still seemed fretful even though Levi was easy with his actions. Levi's hands ran down Eren's chest to his upper stomach, the graze making Eren shiver. Levi's face leaned in close to Eren's while he positioned himself.
"Don't look so scared, Eren," Levi whispered "It's different this time, remember?"
Eren didn't reply, only nodded back. Levi started to push his member inside Eren's entrance. Eren whined, his nose scrunching and eyes tightly closing. As Levi kept moving, dryly inside, he saw tears start to pool in the corner of his eyes. His jaw trembled, feeling every inch move inside of him at a painfully slow rate. Once Levi was in all the way, he started to pull back, moving in and out. Eren's mouth freed, with small weeps of pleasure slipping out. His nails pierced the sheets, still trying to stay lazed.
Levi started to pant, keeping his breaths as silent as they could be with stray dark hairs getting in his eyes with each thrust. The rocks started to become smoother, and with that, Levi's pace became quicker. With buzzing moans coming from Eren's mouth, his back strained forward with his chest puffing up and falling back on the bed. Repeating the process every so often. Sweat glistened off their skin, sliding off of each other. Eren threw his arm across his face to silence his noise and to hide the lustful look on his face.
Jeweled white pearls formed at the tip of Eren's cock, spiraling down. Levi came in closer with deep and harder slams, hearing the cries Eren made louder. Levi grabbed Eren's wrist and spread his hand far away from his face; he did the same with the other wrist. Strain came to Eren's bashful cheeks with Levi still moving nonstop.
"I want to look at you, brat." Levi growled, not trying to sound harsh.
Eren only breathed with his eyes slit, he stretch his neck up to meet Levi's mouth. Levi closed his eyes, the grip starting to open Eren's palms and lock their fingers together. Levi's stomach started to grind on Eren's dripping member, Eren flipped his head back and gasped for air in a moan.
"Hah! C-Capitan Let me come! P-please!"
Levi swayed his he'd to the side. Eren was so used to asking that he said it with no instructions. Levi got a thrill from that, it made his hips thrust sloppy and hard. Tears and sweat trailed on Eren's cheeks with his pleading moans came out. Levi licked up the ample cheek to catch a tear and pecked under Eren's Eye.
"You don't need to ask."
I know I don't… But I want to…
Eren twisted his head to the side and a bursting moan came from Eren. Warm seed splashing on Levi's stomach, Levi gave a last thrust before he came inside Eren. His head flinging back with a low moaning grunt. Levi's breath was heavy, matching with Eren's. Eren let go of the sheets and opened his eyes then looked up lazily. The two just eyed each other in a sleepy gaze, not muttering a word to each other yet. Levi pulled out of Eren and rolled over on the side of the bed, pushing back his oily bangs. Looking at the mess on his stomach, wiping what was left off.
Levi sighed "Mikasa is going to fucking kill me."
A shallow giggle came from Eren, he turned on his hip to face Levi. A small smile on his face.
"Mmm, maybe if I try to walk straight tomorrow she'll never know you even saw me," Eren chewed his cheeks. "And you didn't leave any marks like usual so I don't need to cover anything."
"You seem upset by that."
Eren lowered his eyes. "Well… I can't say I'm happy by it. I mean, I might have like a little bite or something."
Levi faced Eren, his eyebrows narrowed. "Was regular sex not what you expected it to be?"
"No, no! It's not like that," Eren reassured. "It was good, made me feel better… But… But…"
"You wished it was rougher, didn't you?"
A small gasp passed Eren's lips. Could he bring himself to deny that? Of course he never liked it when he was forced into it, when he knew that even afterwards he was less than trash to Levi. This time, he was able to choose for once, if he wanted to have sex or not. And the thought of rough consensual sex didn't sound bad to him.
Do I still need him?
Eren's shyness filled the cell with awkward silence. Levi wiped his brow and sat up from the cot, sitting on the edge and picking up the shorts he folded earlier.
"I should actually get out of here, before somebody does find out."
"Wait," Eren said sitting up on the cot. "Do… Do you think we can still…?"
Levi was bewildered. "You mean still fuck each other? Even after all the bullshit I put you through?"
Eren shrugged. "Well… Yeah," Eren muttered. "I mean, I know that you care about me- even a little- and when we did it this time it was good… But not how I usually like it…"
Levi chuckled. "No fucking way you can think of still doing this with me," Levi tried to sound rational. He wouldn't mind to continue how it was before, but he was afraid of hurting Eren again. "I might just screw you up like last time. I really don't feel like doing that again."
Eren retched down for Levi's hand, staring it down. "I don't want to admit it but… Maybe I'm addicted to this too… To you…"
This brat fucking means it, doesn't he?
Levi leaned over and gave a fast peck to Eren's lips. His hand in Eren's hair, he tussled the amber locks.
"You're a little bitch, yea know?" Levi said.
"Well you're a pain in the ass."
"Don't get cheeky, brat."
Eren chuckled when Levi pushed him back down on the bed. Levi coming down with him. Eren in the mood to snuggle, Levi complied and let him spoon in his arms.
"Capitan?"
"Hmm?"
"So Mikasa told you that I might have loved you, yeah?"
Levi nuzzled his nose in the back of Eren's neck. "Yeah? What about it?"
Eren opened his mouth. "She was right, you know? For a while I did think I loved you, but not in a romantic lovey dovey way. More of someone I can look up to love way."
Levi swallowed. "And now?"
He shook his head "Don't worry about that now. So what about it?" Eren asked, talking behind him. "We could give it another try. Please?"
Levi laughed through his nose.
How can I ever say no to a plead like his?
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