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lOKICA SAN, I AM STILL HERE... I KNOW i shouldn't, BUT I JUST COULDNT STOP MAKING THE STORY. I KNOW THAT IF I CONTINUE BY THE END OF NOVEMBER, I WILL ALREADY FORGOTTEN ABOUT THE PLOT.

THANK YOU FOR PEOPLE WHO SUPPORT AND REVIEW. REALLY THANK YOU. I KISS YOU IF I CAN LOL. THIS CHAPTER IS RATHER PSYCOLOGICALLY DARK.

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Place : Queen Victoria Park.

"Nee chan, don't cry… here… eat my candy."

"Nee chan, what's happen? Is the other nee chan all right?"

Fuji smiled. "Thank you, all of you. He is fine, he just feeling not well at the moment."

Fuji slowly hugged Yukimura, who was sniffling and covering his face by both of his hands. They are in the middle of the park. Fuji has taken Yukimura to the furthest part of the park he could, following Tezuka's order. It was really a nice day, the sun shone brightly and children (3 girls and 2 boys) have been playing hide and seek before they came. As Fuji tried to calm Yukimura down, all the children diverted their attention on clearly crying Yukimura and tried to comfort him. By their innocent nature, they were thinking that both Fuji and Yukimura are girls.

Fuji sighed. He never thought that Sanada could do that. Well, he knew he and Yukimura were having this stupid competition and they were annoying their lovers to death, but Fuji knew deep inside that no matter how annoying he might be, Tezuka would never resort to physical aggression again. And he never believed Sanada just raised his hands against Yukimura either. He always believed that Sanada is a Yukimura's blind follower. They are the perfect pair of captains. Yukimura is rather weak physically, and all of them knew he was hospitalized for dangerous disease before. Normally people wouldn't do that to their lovers, right?

"Yukimura… are you ok?" Fuji whispered softly.

"ngg… yes." Yukimura tried to smile. "Than…You…" but he just couldn't. The shock of being hit was still there. His cheek was hurt and hot; the lingering sense of Sanada's punch on him was just still visible.

"there, there… I am sure he didn't voluntarily hit you… it's just spur of the moment."

"Sorry… Fuji-san… it's because of my childish nature that everything ended like this…"

"No, it's fine. I like your nature, they are similar to me in many ways. I felt like a twin with you." Fuji smiled while caressing Yukimura's soft hair. "I know Sanada will be all right. Tezuka is taking care of him. Rest assured."

"…Taking care…as in…?"

"are you worried?" Fuji chuckled. Yukimura nodded. "Don't worry. Tezuka is not going to punish him in that sense." Fuji assured the purple haired boy. "Now, you better dry your tears and say sorry. I will accompany you too. I know we had been over acting today."

"Sorry… I…"

"Nothing to be sorry for. We are on the same boat."

Fuji smiled, and that smile infected Yukimura too. And the world didn't seem that dangerous anymore.

"Nee chan, do you want to play with us?"

The biggest girl in the group asked them. Fuji and Yukimura smiled at each other, and laughed. No matter how many times they said they are male, they still call them nee-chan. Yukimura was still sitting, he was gathering courage to go back and apologize.

"Do you want to play with them?" Fuji asked. "It's a better remedy until you could gather yourself and meet Sanada again."

Yukimura nodded. In the end, they ended up joined the children in prince-saving-princess-from-evil game. Yukimura got the role of the princess while Fuji got the role of the evil hands. Well, Fuji wasn't sure he really liked his role, but it was fun.

Yukimura just remembered some simple happiness of being together and smiling to everyone. Playing with the children really did open his eyes. Yukimura realized his fault. He has been busy comparing Sanada and Tezuka. He looked up at the romantic lovey-dovey acts Tezuka did for Fuji. He was being nonsensical. How come he and Sanada who was just together for a day, could matched Fuji and Tezuka, who has been spending three years together? And he had forgotten why he wanted to date Sanada in the beginning. He liked being with Sanada, together managing their small but powerful 'family' and making each other comfortable by small useless conversation. He of all people must have known that Sanada is an awkward oversized panda by nature. Sanada hates to show public affection. He was being unreasonable, even making Sanada lost his face in front of his life-rival, Tezuka Kunimitsu. He should have known better. He was making Sanada into this imagination and just forgot the real Sanada. He knew it was it fault Sanada was angry and hit him. But his heart pained a bit whenever he thought about the slap. It felt like Sanada will make a potentially dangerous domestic violence spouse in the future.

"Run, Princess! Don't let the evil caught you!" one of the boy shouted. Yukimura laughed and run obligatorily. But he bumped accidentally into another person who was walking along the park path.

"Sorry… I wasn't really looking straight… I was in my thought…" Yukimura apologized involuntarily, but stopped when he saw who was there.

In every story, there will be this group: those punk wannabes who were trying to look cool and usually acted as a spice on the date. Usually they will occupy a small part of the chapter, or if they lucky, more than 3 pages. Here there are.

"You think sorry can cure all? Then we don't need police anymore, eh?"

"Ah, sorry…" Yukimura wasn't prepared to face a sudden downturn like this. The usual Yukimura will be fine and not afraid this kind of punk; however he was still full of Sanada and still a bit vulnerable. Fuji, sensing danger, came nearer. All the children stayed behind, they were prevented by Fuji from coming nearby.

"I am sorry, my friend just bumped into you." Fuji tried to avoid the danger before them.

"Well, you are a beauty too, aren't you, nee chan?"

"Thank you… we are really sorry that we bumped into you, so can we call it a day?"

"But I am deeply hurt… maybe if you accompany us today, I can forget the pain." The guy laughed hard and his friends followed.

"…Shut up." Fuji was looking dangerously while still smiling. He took Yukimura behind him, but he was too late. Another guy in the bunch was groping Yukimura's small back.

"What a sweet ass. How about a night, lady?"

"Don't touch me." Yukimura sounded really dangerous by now.

"Hey, don't be such a pussy. Come on, play with us, we'll accompany you."

They still didn't realize that Fuji and Yukimura are male by nature.

Yukimura smiled. "We will, if you can win us."

"Win? Ok! Bring out the game, baby!"

"well… let's play… tennis." Fuji smiled too.

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[Please ignore my nonsensical park, but the park is also equipped with tennis court and tennis-equipments rent centre]

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Tezuka waited patiently. Fuji has taken Yukimura somewhere far away from them so that both Yukimura and Sanada could calm down themselves. Tezuka wasn't worry about Yukimura; he knew and believed that Fuji could make him felt better. Fuji is good in comforting people. But Tezuka was more worry about Sanada. Since just now, he was still inside himself, hands clasped fiercely in front of his face, and silent.

He didn't know where to start. Tezuka sighed. It's hard to start any conversation now. He wanted to warn Sanada that aggression is bad; that he shouldn't hurt Yukimura for health and relationship reasons.

"Sorry." Sanada suddenly talked. "It's my fault. I couldn't control… and I hurt him."

"well, we always make mistake."

"How… did you do that? I mean… control your patience and desire…? We are the same and everything…"

"Well, I have my own limit, but since Fuji is my lover, I have a broader patience for him since we have been going out for 3 years now."

"But he was… well, frankly said, selfish… right?"

"Don't try to take it on me or Fuji, Sanada." Tezuka hardened his voice. He knew that Sanada was entering sublimation phase; where he retorted the dissatisfaction and regret he felt into other subjects. "We are not the same. I won't forgive anybody who said bad things about Fuji. "

"ah…" Sanada reflected back and was ashamed with himself. "yes. I am sorry."

"it's fine. I know how stubborn they could be. But just take that as another attractive point of his. You'll be fine."

"… I understand that. I love Yukimura's stubbornness, the perfection he always set on himself and other. The hard working Yukimura, the pretty Yukimura, the delicate Yukimura, I knew each of them. Of all people, I was the one who should know perfectly how frail he is. But now… I have hit him, on the face. I don't deserve to be called a man. No. I have failed as his fukubuchou too…"

Sanada felt his chest hurts from regret. He couldn't forgive himself. And he was surprised when he found a tear dropped down from his eyes.

"I didn't mean to…" Sanada covered his face with his hands. He felt hurt, a strange feeling he never felt before. He just couldn't forgive himself. Even Tezuka forgave him said it was fine, he just couldn't forgive himself. Tezuka sighed.

"I know. I know you didn't mean to hurt him. It's normal. People do stupid stuff they regret later on whenever they were angry. You should manage your anger, Sanada. Honestly, it is bad to hit your lover. It's hurt for both the hitter and the one being hit. It shows how unconnected you are. It's not an easy task either; you will learn it by time. Yes, you will learn, like me too."

"…You too?" Sanada looked at Tezuka, who is now looking like a wise old sage.

"well, I was young back then."

"How old are you now then?"

Tezuka smiled. "well, young enough to do foolish things."

Sanada chuckled. They were bonding better than they thought. Tezuka continued.

"I was Fuji's second boyfriend. His first was unforgettable. It was Saeki, if you know." Tezuka sighed. "I was jealous of him. Too jealous, and in the end I hurt Fuji by saying that he didn't deserve me. Fuji wasn't at fault, Saeki was his childhood friend and first love; how can people forget that? But I wasn't mature enough back then. I slapped Fuji like what you did just now, and Fuji was deeply hurt."

"….then?"

"He cried. He wasn't even crying when he lost for the first time. He wasn't even crying that badly when Saeki broke with him. I was ashamed. Well, I call myself his lover, but I was the one who hurt him the most."

Sanada looked at Tezuka, who is now looking quite down. He suddenly realized he understand that feeling; the feeling that still lingering whenever you hurt somebody else. Felt like a sin. And since the one being hurt is important to them, it hurts more.

"well… it's over. Let's go and search for them. Fuji is a magnet for trouble."

"yeah. I am worried that Yukimura might faint in this sunlight too."

They both smiled and rose, both made up their mind to apologize to their respective lover.

Being lover isn't as easy as everyone thinks it is.

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How about threesome Sebastian x Lao x Ciel?

it's good!