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Jace POV
When did Clary become such a bad ass. No one has been able to stun me like that ever and did she really have to insult Aline like that, in front of everyone. No one insults Jace Wayland like that, not even Clary Fray and I get that she's changed probably because of what I did to her, but doesn't she think I regret making her leave because deep down, everyone knows that it is all my fault. I couldn't even explain to her what happened, she just left leaving me a tear-stained note.
Dear Jace,
I'm sorry I couldn't be what you needed or what you wanted. I'm sorry that you felt the need to cheat on me than rather break up with me. Maybe it's my fault, maybe it isn't, but right now I can't bear to be around you. I can't close my eyes without seeing the images of her and you together and it is killing me inside. This is why I ask you this, please don't look for me, don't try to contact me. I need to get away from here, from you because if I stay here, everything is just going to remind me of you and I can't deal with that. I can't deal with the fact that if I stay, you will be with her while I'm alone because I've lost my best friend and the boy I stupidly fell in love with. I know I'm being a coward and not facing up to this situation but I'd rather be a coward and run away then deal with you being with someone else. I'm sorry you wasted all those months on me which mean a lot more to me then what they did to you. I'm sorry. I need this space. Please, please don't contact me.
I love you.
Clary.
That was that, by the time I got the letter she had gone, leaving every trace of me behind and then I lost my way into a bottomless pit of trying to fill the void that she'd left but who am I kidding, no one could ever fill the void that belong to her. She'd never give me another chance to make everything right the way she reacted gives me this. For the second time, I'm going to do as she wishes me to. I will leave her alone.
Clary POV
I hadn't heard a peep from you know who for the past two weeks. Least he took me seriously. I was still going to classes, always being an excellent example of badassness as Izzy called it. It was lunch and I was sitting with everyone again and I'd had a weird feeling all day that something was going to go wrong today. When all of a sudden someone dumped their food on me literally. I spun around seeing red. Fucking Aline was going to get it.
"I would say sorry but I'm not. You look far better with food on you." She told me in that high-pitched pathetic voice.
"Aline, we all know you're jealous of me. I mean seriously. Putting food on me a new standard of patheticness. Can't you even think of anything which isn't involved in a stupid film you watch or is your brain that small you can't think of anything or yourself just like your sheep of sluts."
"I so have a brain and I am not a slut!" she screeched.
"Could have fooled us all, what are you on now 200 guys you've slept with? That's more than half of the students in our year."
Aline leapt at me, screeching in my ear that I was going to get it. I fell backwards with Aline on top of me trying to pull out my hair, seriously woman I like my hair! With that I rolled her over, sat on her and pinned her down as she tried to wriggle out of my grip. She got one of her hands free and slapped on the face and with I wasn't going to play nice any more. I punched her square in the eye knowing that it would bruise her face. I smirked at her. She bite me so I punched her twice in the ribs knowing she'd have some lovely bruises. Someone pulled me off her trying to hold me back. I managed to get out of their arms and give Aline one last punch to the nose where it heard it crunch and start bleeding as the person grabbed me again and pulled me away from her.
"Fucking whore I'm going to need injections now cause I don't know where the fuck you've been!" I shouted as I was dragged outside.
The person holding me sighed, "If I let you go, do you promise not to go back and beat her to pulp again?"
It was Jace, why did he have to be the one to drag me away from her.
"Fine." I mumbled and then he let me go and I sat on the grass.
"Some pretty good fighting there, where'd you learn it?" Jace questioned.
"England." I replied shortly.
"Do you miss it there?"
"Yes."
"So why didn't you stay there?"
"It was part of the deal for when I left. I went there and I come home for my last year of school."
Jace joined me in sitting on the floor, I was pulling out grass in my frustration. Why did he have to be the one to drag me out of there. Why is he acting all friendly to me. Why didn't he just leave me to beat that slut. She steals my boyfriend, fucks him and then dumps her shit on me just because I embarrassed her a few weeks ago. Urgh. I so wanted a quiet fucking year.
"Clare," Jace began, "I never had the chance to tell you this and I know that you don't want to hear it, but I am sorry for what I did to you, none of it was your fault. It was all me I can't put into words how sorry I am." He sounded so torn, so distraught. I looked at him, his eyes showing every ounce of regret, sadness.
"I learnt a long time ago, that if things were meant to happen, they would. Things happen and there's nothing that we can do to change it. We just have to deal with what comes our way the best we can."
Jace nodded but remained silent.
"I'm off home. Tell the gang if they want me to text me will you. Oh and Jace, thanks for dragging me off her." I was gone before he even had time to reply. I ran to my locker, grabbed my helmet and raced to my bike. Jumping onto it and speeding away. I went home and collapsed on my bed. Why does trouble always follow me and why was Jace being so nice to me all of a sudden. I know none of it was my fault and it was his and I've accepted that he did what he did, but him apologising for it really doesn't make it better. I heard my phone ring signalling that someone had text me. Well more than one person really.
With moves like that guuuurl, we're all gonna be hiding from you! - Magnus
Oh glitter bomb! Don't you worry your pretty little mind, I wouldn't hurt any of you, doesn't help with the added fact that you'd turn me into a fairy! - Clary
Too true my love. There is nothing wrong with being a fairy and glittered up! We must try it on you sometime, you're short and fairy looking. - Magnus
Oh no you don't Magnus, don't make me get ma moves on you! - Clary
Woah girl were did you learn moves like that! - Izzy
Being in England had its perks ;) - Clary
Aha! Feisty Clary, I like it! - Izzy
Can't believe I broke her nose though, and I heard it and it sounded so satisfying! I'm so sick and twisted! - Clary
We all have our dirty little secrets ;) I saw Jace dragging you away, why did he do that?- Izzy
I have no clue, maybe he knew that if I wasn't stopped I'd have done worse damage than what I did. I honestly don't know any more. He even said sorry Izzy... - Clary
Interesting... least he's finally able to say sorry to you, I know he's been wanting to for a while. Maybe he's remembered how much of an amazing friend you are and wants to be friends again? If he did, would you be friends with him after everything? - Izzy
You're not spying on me for him are you? :P – Clary
God no! Just giving you options on what may be going through his head, because his is pretty much locked up tight like yours woman! Just think about it, would it really be so bad if you was friends? - Izzy
~Hides behind everything~ is it safe to come out now? - Simon
I was not that scary, Si! - Clary
I beg to differ, scary Clary is scary. Remind me never to piss you off again. I'd like to keep all of my anatomy. ~Continues to bow down to queen Clary~ - Simon.
~Sighs~ you're such a numpty. - Clary.
I gave up texting them all, Izzy had given me a lot to think about. Did Jace really want to be friends? I still don't get why he took me off Aline, I'm sure one of my friends would have come to the rescue, but then why didn't they try to take me off her earlier? Did he tell them to leave me alone so he could get me off? Did they even try? All this is giving me one big of a headache. I was Clary Fray. I didn't over think these things. I didn't try to find answers in everything. I let whatever happen because that is how I roll. Why can't I be back in England. I had no drama there. I sang in night clubs, I went to school. I had friends. But there was no drama. I liked it. I miss the countryside. I miss drawing in and getting inspiration and getting lost in their woods. England just felt like home. Like I belonged there. I sighed and sank into my pillows. I must have fell asleep at some point because the next thing I knew was that my phone was furiously ringing and it was 4am.
"Hello?" I mumbled sleepily.
"Shit I'm sorry I woke you up, I didn't think you'd be asleep." a voice I recognised spoke.
"Jace?" I questioned?
"Yeah, it's me Clare."
"How did you get my number?"
"I may or may not have stolen Izzy's phone while she slept and took your number." he confessed.
I sighed, "What did you want Jace?"
He was silent for a few minutes. "I was wondering if we'd be able to be friends? If you say no, I understand. I mean after everything I put you through, last thing I deserve is to have you as a friend again."
"Yes."
"What?"
"Yes I'll be your friend, don't expect me to be the person I used to be Jace. I've changed a lot more than what you think."
I swear I heard him sigh in relief.
"Of course Clare, I wouldn't expect you to be the same person after everything. Sorry I woke you up. I'll let you sleep. I'll see you tomorrow."
"Goodnight Jace."
With that we hung up and I dozed off back to sleep and too soon my alarm woke me up. I for one am not a morning person. I threw my alarm clock at the wall and it smashed into pieces. I smiled, least the stupid noise has gone, but yet again. I need a new alarm clock. That one is my twentieth one. I sluggishly pulled myself away from my bed and into the shower, I got ready in some cute high-waisted shorts, a white blue striped top, converse and my leather jacket of course. I curled my hair, put my make up to look slightly vintage with the eye-liner sweeping upwards and I was ready. Hopped onto my motorbike to school. I walked into the school and I swear down everyone moved out my way. Like you know Moses and the water parting. It was like that but with people. I stood there stunned for a few moments and then carried on walking to my next class trying to figure out why everyone moved out my way. Was they that afraid of me? Seriously?
Well today is going to be a very interesting day.
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