Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural.
A/N: It's shorter then usual but it's also quicker then usual.
Sam and Dean were sitting across from each in a tacky 50's themed 24 hour diner, complete with phones that at some point were used to be able to call orders in. However, the one at their table and from the looks of it all the other tables, they were all out of order. It had actually had taken awhile to find a 24 hour diner, which meant that Dean hunger had increased a lot and he was shoving food in his mouth like there was no tomorrow. Sam was sitting there staring at him, burger only half way eaten. Dean reluctantly put his burger down.
"You not hungry?" he asked concerned.
"Azazel." Sam said simply and Dean nodded, yeah that was going to be hard and he was nervous about it as well. However he also knew that while he didn't really want to go back to a normal life, someday he would like to stay in a hotel for more then one night at a time.
He would like to be able to indulge once in awhile in his baser instincts, that one he would really like to do especially with their waitress. A fine, hot, young thing, he shook his head clearing his thoughts, going down that road when he couldn't do anything about it would only make it worse.
"So you got any idea of how to get a book?"
"I think they sell them in occult and some rare book stores, but it would take forever to check them all. I think our best option is probably to get a laptop and email stores seeing if they have anything like that."
"Do you know how much we're going to have to hustle to get enough money for a laptop?" Dean asked.
"A lot." Sam said knowingly. "plus the price of rare books like that."
"You know we can hustle twice as much money if we do it together, or one after the other." Sam shook his head.
"We don't have the time for that." Sam looked at the clock on the back wall "In fact we have to leave now, we've been here for too long." Dean sighed, he was really hoping to sit and eat like a normal person for once but he knew that Sam was right.
"How in the world are they finding us?" Sam shrugged.
"Hopefully once we get a book it will tell us."Sam said. Dean put his burger into the to go box they asked for when they were ordering, along with the rest of his fries, and something called fry sauce. He had never had it before but it was good, next time they went by this state again he was going to have it again.
The two of them made their way and got into the Impala. Dean in the drivers seat and Sam in the passengers. Dean went to put the car into drive when he looked at Sam who still looked...strange.
"Is there anything else?"
"Ruby." he said shortly. It took Dean a moment to remember that Sam really seemed to care for this Ruby chick and she had pretty much stomped on his heart. In fact this night was the most emotion filled that Dean had ever seen Sam. Which had kind of been a relief. Dean had completely ignored it consumed with rage about Azazel.
He wasn't exactly good about the whole talking about emotions thing though. He had grown up in foster care, where any time you let your guard down around other kids as well as adults they tended to trample all over you. However he would try.
"You wanna talk about it?" Dean asked. Sam looked at him then away again, he shook his head.
"There's nothing to talk about Ruby was a liar and Azazel is too." he sounded hurt and Dean remembered that Azazel had pretty much raised Sam. Sam had thought he was his father. Dean had another thought would Sam really be able to help him kill who he thought of as a father even if he hated him?
"Sam?" Sam looked over at him. "Do you want to help me take down Azazel?" Dean asked he emphasized the word want. Sam looked over at him his face blank.
"He did raise you." Dean said aloud even as the thought churned his stomach. His brother was raised by a bunch of demons who feed him their blood.
"I hate him." Sam spat "He lied to me and he keeps chasing us." Dean nodded.
"Yeah but there's a difference between hating someone and wanting them dead." Sam looked away again.
"I want him to stop chasing us." was all Sam said then turned his body away from him, and Dean knew that for the moment the conversation was over. Dean sighed but put the car into gear and pulled out of the diner's parking lot.
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