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Clary POV

I was getting my cast off today. I couldn't wait. I wanted to be walking again, I wanted to rid my bike. I wanted to wear skinny jeans. Hell I wanted to wear two pairs of shoes! Surprisingly they didn't need me to do physio or whatever it is, I just had to be very careful for a few weeks. I didn't care I could ride my bike. So that what I did. The moment I'd gotten home, I'd jumped onto my bike and ridden it with no care where I went. Jace said he'd take me to the hospital, he'd cancelled last-minute not even bothering to explain why. I went in a cab instead. He was still being distant with me. Izzy had said he'd been planning something for me, but when she'd asked him about it he said he wasn't any more. I should talk to him about it right but he was always too busy doing god knows what. We'd go to school, he'd disappear to where ever and I'd be left with the rest of the gang. They tried to talk to me about it but I just shrugged it off.

About a week later, Jace finally found time to come to my house. Of course he'd texted me an hour before he said he'd be there, but it was a good thing right? He was finally no longer busy and wanted to spend some time with me. How wrong could I have been.

I was currently sat in the woods somewhere, half a bottle of Jack Daniels in hand. I'd already drunk half of it. I was drowning my sorrows as they say. Things between me and Jace well we'd broken up. He'd broken up with me. I don't know why. I'd taken a walk to get away from my phone blaring at me. He'd broken up with me about two hours ago maybe three. I'm not sure since I'd left my phone lighting up my bedroom. I didn't want to talk to anyone. I didn't want them to tell me how sorry they was. That Jace was an ass hat for breaking up with me. I didn't want to feel any more. I wanted to forget, just for a little while. He'd come to my house, saying that we needed to talk. He told me I should sit down for it. He told me he didn't want to see me any more. That it wasn't my fault. I screamed at him to get out. I opened the door and watched him walk out of it, closing the door, standing with my back to it trying to not fall apart. It didn't work, I slid down the door, tears flowing from my eyes trying to figure out how everything went from being so right to being so wrong. I'm guessing about half an hour later Izzy started ringing me up, I left it to ring next to me as I cried. I took another large gulp of Jack Daniels welcoming the burning sensation. After getting annoyed with my phone I took myself and it upstairs and hunted for my Jack Daniels. I'd hidden it especially for times like these. I left my phone on my bed, downing a large amount of my bottle and walking out of my house not even caring to lock the door behind me.

I'd always liked these woods, no one would come find me, it was peaceful. They where my place where I'd go when the world would become too much to handle. I finally passed out as the sun was rising clutching my now empty bottle knowing that I'd never be able to make it home.

I woke up in the afternoon I'm guessing. I was still drunk but I didn't care. I wanted food. I searched my pockets, yes I'd have enough to buy some food. I stumbled my way to a nearby café. The waitress taking a few stares at my current state but not saying anything. The bitch knows what's good for her. I drank black coffee and moaned at the smell of it. I'd ordered a good fried breakfast, well dinner. I got bacon, lots of it, eggs, the works. It made me feel slightly better. I looked at the clock it was two pm. I'd been gone for about twenty hours, more of less. Time to face to world I guess. The walk home felt like walking to my impending doom. No one was home when I walked in. I sighed thankfully. I locked the door behind me. Maybe I could spend a few more hours hiding from the world. I walked into my bedroom, picking my phone up. Several hundred missed calls from Izzy, lots of voice mails and texts. I read through the texts, basically they where asking why I wasn't picking up my phone. To call her as soon as possible. A few threatening me. One telling me she'd be round my house. The latest one telling me she'd been round and I wasn't there, surprise surprise. But she wanted a message later letting her know I was still alive. I text her telling her I was alive. That I'd talk later. I took a hot shower, letting the water burn my cold skin, at least I felt something other than the pain in my chest.

I crawled into bed, I told Izzy I'd speak to her tomorrow about it, she didn't try to argue with me about it. I don't know when I fell asleep. I'd spent hours just staring at my ceiling but the next thing I remember is my alarm going off to get ready for school. I sighed but I had to go, I'd managed one heart ache I can manage another right? Of course I could. I was Clary fucking Fray. I dressed deciding that since it was my first day of new singleism I might as well dress to impress. I wore some avengers heels I bought a few weeks because I loved them and the added fact they made me taller.. Black skinny jeans, a white skull t-shirt and my leather jacket. I put my make up in a smoky look and decided on bright red lipstick just because I could. I packed my bag, ate a bagel or two because I was hungry and diets suck. Slung my bag into my bike and gunned my way to school.

I stood next to my bike, I'd had specific instructions to wait there for Izzy and Magnus to arrive. Of course they'd arrive with Jace. What was the point in all taking their own cars when they was off to the same place and might as well pick up Magnus while they was at it. So I stood there in all my glory waiting for them, winking at boys because why the fuck not. I won't break down at school. They arrived eventually. I'd been half reading a book when they pulled up. Jace looked at me confused, did he really expect me let him see the hurt he caused. He hurried ahead of them with Alec. He smiled at me and mouthed sorry at me. I nodded to him letting him know it was alright.

Izzy and Magnus practically dragged me to somewhere private wanting to know what happened. I told the everything because these two people were the only two that I honestly trusted with my darkest secrets. I told them how Jace had broken up with me, not even giving me an explanation. Not even trying to explain it to me as I kicked him out my house. I told them how I'd spent that night drunk in the woods needing some time alone. They both wanted to hurt Jace, I did but what was the point. He'd led me on again and I was stupid enough to think that he wouldn't hurt me again. They both gave me hugs and we went to class.

He didn't speak to me until lunch. I was sat with everyone, he came over looking well like shit. Good.

"Clare, can we talk please?" He begged.

"Whatever you want to talk about can be said in front of everyone." I replied sharply.

"Why do you have to be such a bitch about this."

"Took you long enough to realise I am a bitch."

"For fuck sake Clarissa. Just fucking talk to me in private without this fucking act."

"Who says it is an act, also why would I want to talk to the person who broke up with me and didn't even explain why. I think that gives me the right to talk to you however the fuck I want." I replied biting into an apple.

Jace's fists clenched together next to his sides. "Can't you just be civil for 2 minutes."

"No. On that note I will be leaving." I stood up, grabbed my bag holding my phone in my hand as began to walk away. Jace grabbed my hand and turned me to look at him.

"Aline is pregnant Clare. That's why I can't be with you!" He shouted frustrated at me.

My phone slipped from my hand, shattering to the floor, all the pieces of it breaking apart. My bag falling off my shoulder to the ground, everything falling out of it across the floor. I ran. Leaving everything behind, the only things visible of the damage he done. The things that resembled my heart breaking even more. I ran and hid, I hid from everything in a closet hugging my knees trying to keep all the broken pieces of me together. Like it would somehow work.

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