Entry 23
4 a while now I been thinking a lot about SEX and having the same SEX dream. I told mom I been having dreams like this and she said that they r normal and she has them 2 but I don't know. The dream is always the same I think it's a sign or something you tell me. So it starts off me and joe jonas is on a private plan to Europe and we going to spend a week there 4 are honey moon. We talk and I tell him I am neverce case its my 1st time and he says he is too and he says it's ok case ill be with you and I love you and he is just being so swee and all. We get there and I go to the room and change out of my wedding dress into a different red dress. He takes me to a fancy Europe restrant we have a fancy dinner and then we go back to the hotel. And we start making out and I tell him he don't need protection case I am on the pill. Then next thing you know he is on top of me trying to make it as conformable as possible and I am staring into his wonderful and heart melting eyes and he looking at me smiling and afterwards he pulls me into his huge muscled arms and we cuddle till I fall a sleep in his arms. When I wake up after that night we order breakfast and eat it in bed and then the rest of the honeymoon we try different things like I give him a bj and he fingers me and we try having SEX in the shower, the backseat of a car, we try different possessions and different places you know anyways are honeymoon then comes to an end and we move into are house in las angles. Then we have SEX in our new bedroom. Then he leaves to go on tour. I tell him I love him and as he bus leaves I cry and that's where I always wake up thinking about his huge private are. Before you say anything we are always married in the dreams case u know I want to wait but idk I have SEX on my mind a lot idk maybe its hormones idk? What do you think? Do you think it means anything? Maybe it means I am gonna marry and fall in love with joe jonas? That would be a good thing J bye from Kayla who thinks Joe is sexy!