Let Me Love You Chapter 7: Crushes, a twilight fanfic

Let Me Love You

Chapter Seven

"You got a cru-ush, you got a cru-ush!" Alice was repeating, annoyingly, in a sing-song voice.

I had just gotten back from Bella's house and from what I've heard and seen from Alice's mind, she's seen everything. When I say everything, I mean, from when her and my siblings left us, to my car drive home.

"I do not!" I denied, thankful that I couldn't blush.

"Nu-uh! Jasper even told me about your 'feelings'" she raised her little hands up, making air quotes with her fingers.

I glared at my so-called brother for causing me this torture. He just shrugged his shoulders in a 'sorry', but not really, gesture and thought, 'She's my wife; I can't lie to her'. What a lame excuse, I knew the real reason why, I can read minds after all.

"Pfft, yeah right. I'm on to you, you know" I brought my hand up to my eyes and made a took my index and middle finger and gave him the 'I'm watching you' sign and turned my attention back to my squealing sister, that had been chatting the whole time and didn't even notice my eyes were on her husband.

"...and you and Bella can get married—I've can totally see this happening—and OH! I will totally plan the whole wedding if you guys just want to spend your time with each other. You don't mind if the color theme is pink right? Good, because that's my favorite color. Anyway, back on track, I will pick just pick the PERFECT wedding dress for her; it'll literally take her breath away, not that she needs to breathe or anything, but you get what I'm saying, right? Okay good bec-" This has got to stop!

"ALICE!" I growled at her. She looked at me with an 'I knew it' expression.

"What? You don't like pink do you? Well too bad, I'm planning it wheth-"

"Will you stop talking and shut your mouth for two minutes?" I cut her off again, with an exasperated tone. This was getting ridiculous.

"Why would I need too? It's not like you have anything important to say. Besides, we're wasting time, we need you to get a ring and propose to her al-"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" That got her quiet. I normally would never talk to her like that—unless I was really, REALLY pissed at her, a.k.a don't make things any worse.

"It's just a crush, I'm sure it will ware off soon; probably two days tops. It's not like I'm already in-love with her" I said, trying to convince her that it was nothing, but really, I think I was just trying to convince myself.

"Why are you feeling so worried then?" Jasper put in.

Do you know how to mind your own business?, was clearly written on my face, from the way that I was currently looking at him.

"See! Even you know that you L-O-V-E love her! OMG, this is so exciting! I was starting to have doubts that you were ever going to find the perfect girl, but what do you know? I'm wrong this time! And I don't care!" my tiny pixie-like sister was squealing uncontrollably. If she wasn't a vampire, she'd sound like a litter of piglets, right about now.

"This is how you can tell that we are no where even close to being related" I muttered, just to take my mind off of the embarrassment that I was drowning in.

"Oh sush! At least ask her out or SOMETHING!"

"I don't think that's such a good idea, Alice"

"In other words, you're just scared of being rejected" the anger that was burning in me made Jasper scared enough to whip right out of my sight with a rushed, "I'm-going-hunting-tonight-bye!"

"Oh Eddie!-"

"I told you not to call me that!"

"Fine" she huffed over-dramatically. "Just give it a chance, you never know, she might say yes" she tried to reason with me.

"It's too soon! It's only been like what, a day? Not even, I barely even know each other! We barely even know her—besides Rosalie and Emmett!" I'm not in-love with her, it's way too early. This is just a crush!

"Well then hurry up and get to know her, you big dope! I can't wait till you're together, you too are going to look SO cute together!" before I could say anything back, she was running up to her room in half a second, clapping in happiness.

I sighed.

This was just like her; she's been trying to get me a mate since she joined the family.

I shook my head, chuckling. Every girl—well female vampire—was the same. They were all the typical shallow, small-minded women that didn't even care that they were taking the lives of humans for their own desire. I mean sure, they were all gorgeous looking, due to the vampire transformation, but they were all only interested in me because of the lust. Well, there was Tanya, who drank from animals like my own family and was more humane than all the rest, but I just wasn't interested. You could say that she wasn't my 'type' or whatever humans call it these days.

I gracefully walked at a human pace back to my room, not in any need to be in a rush. When I got there, I popped in a random CD, not even looking at which particular one it was. My mind was too far off, just needing some music to take my mind off of Bella and my 'little' conversation with Alice.

An unfamiliar song filled my room, but it had a good beat so I lay on my couch and listened to what was presently playing and relaxed. Or at least tried to. [Song: No Air – Jordin Sparks ft. Chris Brown really good song, so listen to it if you haven't already :) lol sorry, I've just been like really obsessed with it for the last couple weeks hehe

Tell me how I'm supposed 2 breathe with no air?

[Jordin Sparks:
If I should die before I wake
It's cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh

[Chris Brown:
I'm here alone didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move it's incomplete
If there was a way that I could make you understand

[Hook: Jordin Sparks
But how do you expect me to live alone with just me? cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe

[Chrous: Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon breathe without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air [x4

[Chris Brown:
I walk, I ran, I jump, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
WIth no gravity to hold me down forreal

[Jordin Sparks:
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breathe but I survived
I don't how but I don't even care

[Hook: Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown
So how do you expect me to live alone with just me? cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe

[Chrous: Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown
Tell me how I'm supposed 2 breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gon breathe without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air [x4
No more
It's no air, no air

[Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown: OH

No air, no air [x4
[faded
So how do you expect me to live alone with just me? cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed 2 breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air

[Jordin Sparks: Got me out here in the water so deep
[Chris Brown: Tell me how you gon breathe without me?
[Jordin Sparks: If you ain't here I just can't breathe
[Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown: It's no air, no air

No air, air [x3

No air

[I know Edward doesn't exactly like hip-hop or anything like that but the lyrics are good

Finally he found the CD. If he just asks Bella out now, I BET this song is going to mean more to the both of them, then just him, now. Oh shoot, I better shut up now, the song's over. Hope he didn't hear this. – Alice

As mad as I am at Alice right now, for switching my music to make me change my mind, this song is freakishly how I feel about Bella right now. Not that I'd ever admit it to anyone, especially Bella.

It might seem impossible, but I think I more then just like her.

Which scared me.

A lot.

For now, I'll just be her friend, I decided. Because I feared that I wouldn't be able to take it if she didn't feel, in the slightest bit, the same way.

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I just wanted to get this in before I go to volunteering tmr :). And I have the biggest news; I found a guy at my school that actually really looks like the asian form of an Edward Cullen LOL. Anyway I was actually really busy this week but I wanted to get something up and it's the weekend anyway, so I'll just do my hw later (I don't have that much this time :D). So I'll TRY to get a chapter up sometime this week or maybe next weekend but I can't promise anything. I still have a lot of x-mas shopping to do and not everyone gave me a list of what they wanted yet, those bastards, jkz xD. –sigh- I like shopping but I HATE buying gifts for people LOL.

Okay, well I'm gonna go. Buh-bye :) (I just spent a whole page for A/N. oops.)