Let Me Love You

Chapter Twelve

The past couple of weeks have gone by torturously slow. Bella's been spending most of her time with Himand what time she's not spending with Him, she's with my whole family if not just my siblings. There was no more us time; Edward-Bella time.

Bella eventually filled him in on our powers, and when he realized I could read his mind, the last thought I heard was 'Crap, now I have to be careful with my thoughts...' What was that supposed to mean? I eventually shrugged it off, labeling it as just those private thoughts that are only displayed inside the mind, never outside physically.

Probably picks his nose when nobody's looking, I had thought without really thinking. Damn, jealousy can do things to a person. The Green eye monster within me has been constantly appearing, so often that I eventually named it Meany Greeny; Greeny for short.

Suddenly Alice startled me out of my thoughts.

"EDWARD!!!!!!!"

"What is it, Alice?" I groaned in annoyance.

"Do you want to go to the mall? You could use some new clothes, and this can be a good way of getting your mind off of Bella. You should try it, cause everyone's getting sick of your depression and Bella's starting to get suspicious after all the excuses we had to give to cover up all your moping that you're doing."

"No Alice, you're just using this as an excuse to buy me a whole new wardrobe. It might help you when you're in misery but I'm not you, so could you please leave me alone already?" I sighed.

"Fine, but I'm telling you, you're missing out." She pouted.

"Is Bella going to be there?"

"Well no-" I cut her off.

"Exactly. I'm not missing anything."

"Party-pooper." I heard her mutter under her breathe.

"I heard that!"

"Good, cause you practically shitted all over the place."

"That's not funny, Alice."

"Did I say it was supposed to be funny?"

Oh she was good. I glared at her, and she stuck her head up high in triumph, already knowing I didn't know what to counter with that, as she walked out of my room and slammed my door shut.

I sighed as I heard Rosalie's BMW pull out of the drive way. I was home alone, the house quiet, leaving me to my thoughts.

I decided I was going to play my piano, as I got up and started walking down the grand staircase. I made my way to the piano in the large living room and sat down, gently grazing my fingers over the keys. I wasn't sure what to play at first but then as I thought of Bella, my hands instinctively started playing as if of their own accord, letting all my emotions out. [It's Yiruma's River Flows in You obviously ;)

I was surprisingly amazed at all the emotions I spilled out onto each key, not to mention, it wasn't bad. In fact, it sounded quite beautiful, very beautiful, just like the one who inspired it.

I quickly took out some blank music sheets and a pen, and began scribbling each note down, adding the accents in the proper areas, in case I forget it. Ha! Like I could forget something like this, and I was a vampire after all, making things pretty difficult to forget, if we were even able to forget. I decided I would call it Bella's Lullaby. It was perfect, just like her.

After I was finished, I put the piece away safely and looked at the time and realized I still had a good five hours left, knowing Alice, she'd make everyone stay until the mall closed. I took out some more sheet music and placed it in front of me and thought.

I was sitting for a good hour, in complete silence deep in thought. Then, they eventually drifted back the flower of all beauties; Bella. It was strange, everything just came to me as if I was reading it out of a book.

I started scribbling lyrics down, the pen gliding through the pages quickly. As soon as I was done, my hands once again went to the ivory keys and played as I sang the lyrics like I've memorized the composition for years.

[Anytime – Ray J L-L-L-LOOOOVE this song even if it is kinda old xD

Whoa, baby, ooo, ooo, ooooo
Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, baby
Yeah, whoa, whoa, whoa, baby

Yeah you know what this is
You granted all my wishes
And damn it I'm gon' miss it
If we fade away
I don't wanna be down
Loving you I have found
Girl I want you around always

Pre-chorus:

Don't you believe that
Nobody needs you cause I do
I need all of you babe
If you can't see that
Nobody needs you like I do
I need all of you babe

Chorus:

Anytime I'm needing someone
I think of you for comfort
Can you feel me?
Anytime you're feeling down or
Need a friend for comfort
Can you feel me?

Verse 2:

Oh, ain't no need for frontin'
Baby girl I believe
In everything you do
And shorty know this
You play a real big part in
Keeping me on my feet
And I love you so much
I won't blow this

Pre-chorus:

Don't you believe that
Nobody needs you cause I do
I need all of you babe
If you can't see that
Nobody needs you like I do
I need all of you baby

Chorus:

Anytime I'm needing someone
I think of you for comfort
Can you feel me?
Anytime you're feeling down or
Need a friend for comfort
Can you feel me?

Bridge:

Ain't no way I'll ever be through with you
Baby let me know if we can make it
Cause I wanna be there (cause I wanna be there)
Baby can I be there (baby can I be there)
Anywhere (anywhere) I don't care

Anytime I'm needing someone (I need you)
I think of you for comfort
Can you feel me? (can you feel me)
Anytime you're feeling down or (if you're down baby)
Need a friend for comfort (woo)
Can you feel me? (can you feel me cause I feel you)
Anytime I'm needing someone
I think of you (I think about you) for comfort
Can you feel me? (oh need you baby, oh want you baby...when you need a friend)
Can you feeeeeeel meeeeeeee? (oh)

Talk:

Girl whenever I'm down
I think of you to lift me up
And if you ever need a friend
If you ever need someone to talk to
I'm right here, I'll never leave, I love you

I was a bit shocked. Okay, I'm lying, I was extremely shocked. Surprised, astonished, amazed, taken aback, flabbergasted, stunned, astounded, whatever you want to call it. It was strange and unusual of me to write something sounding so modern these days, and so quickly too. Most people, human, vampires, even I, take much time to compose music to sound even remotely descent.

"Bravo!" A voice I knew all too well cheered, whistling in a high pitch with two fingers in their mouth..

I whipped my head around to the source of the clapping I now heard, startled. If it were possible, the color would've drained from my face, as I saw the figure standing at the entrance of the room.

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