Let Me Love You
Let Me Love You
Chapter Seventeen
"What?" I asked, the eagerness overtaking my ability to just read his mind for confirmation.
"You're good at music, and that's part of Bella's passion too, so just write her a song and DING DING DING, you have your solution. You can write it containing your thoughts and feelings for her, I'm sure she'll dump that sorry-ass excuse for a male. Besides, she—wait, I can't tell you." Jasper immediately shut up and looked around nervously, trying to avoid my gaze as he quickly blocked his thoughts from me before I could read them.
"'Besides she-' what?" I narrowed my eyes accusingly at him.
"Ohhh, you in trouble!" Emmett laughed at his brother's expense.
"Shut up!" Jasper hissed. He sighed and finally looked at me. "Alice told me not to tell you, saying something like 'It'll change everything, and ruin the future' or something like that. And you know how I can't refuse her."
"PSSH, that's only 'cause then you won't be able to get any." Emmett boomed, not quieting down any as some heads turned in to our direction.
"Quiet down! Do you WANT the whole world to know what we're talking about?" I growled.
"No, that's not why." Jasper glared, before mumbling under his breath, "because she'll beat me into a pulp. She's a lot stronger than she looks. The little pixie is going to be the death of me."
Emmett and I both burst into laughter, not being able to believe that he can't even defend himself from his own wife, only standing 4' 11" while he 6'2". It was utterly ridiculous if you thought about it.
"Well?" Jasper asked, referring to his idea, as soon as our laughs died down to low chuckles. I was about to answer when he quickly interrupted, adding in, "Oh and you have to..." he began explaining another part to go along with the plan. A BIG part.
"I don't know...it might be too much. What if-" I stopped as my blonde haired brother raised his hand up, silencing me.
"Trust me, it'll work. I know these things." He teased, tapping his temple with his index finger.
"If you say so..." I said, doubtfully. I was more scared of rejection than of my ability to right a meaningful song, but that didn't mean I was still afraid if it would turn out well. I guess my thoughts were written all over my face, because Emmett gave me an exasperated look.
"C'mon man, Aro even told you to go for it, unless you forgot that he's like practically the freaking ruler of the world, AND your girlfriend's dad."
"She's not my girlfriend," I growled, even if my thoughts wished otherwise. "And how the hell did you know? Were you eavesdropping on our conversation?" I indicted.
"Way to go dumbass, you just blew our cover." Jasper glared in Emmett's direction.
"Hey! It wasn't my-I mean our fault that we have such good hearing, and you were practically beside us." He raised his muscular hands in defense.
"Yeah, if you count beside you as in a good twenty feet away, then sure, I was 'beside you'." I spat.
"Sorry man, didn't no you'd throw a hissy fit at us." I glowered while Emmett shrank back slightly from the sight of my pitch black stare, before I let out the breath that I haven't noticed I was holding in a sigh, and closed my eyes as I titled my head back and pinched the bridge of my nose with my thump and forefinger. I breathed in and out in deep even intakes of air, trying to calm myself. Jasper finally let out a wave of calm when he realized what I was doing.
"Whatever, it doesn't matter anyway. How am I supposed to write a song for her when we practically spend every waking second together? I mean, wouldn't she get suspicious if I just say 'Oh hey there Bella, we can't spend the day together even though we're always together because I have other plans in store, which involves something along the lines of trying to get you to fall in love with me like I did with you. Yeah, thanks, I'm glad you understand my intentions, bye!' yeah, that'd totally work out perfectly." My voice dripped heavy sarcasm.
Emmett and Jasper both shared a look, grinning in a way that send slight chills tingling down my spine, before saying at the same time, "Shopping."
In the distance we could hear, "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! SHOPPING!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!"
"NO, GET AWAY FROM ME, ROSALIE HELP! ALICE GET AWAY FROM ME, PLEASE! I'M BEGGING YOU, ALIIIIIIIIIIIICE!"
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Sorry this is so short, but I haven't updated in a while and this was kinda a filler, but that's my excuse for actually being busy with homework and all, and that I have to update my other story too xD. You can blame the parents (not mine, thank god) that went to see my math teacher at the parent-teacher meeting, complaining that their kids aren't getting enough homework so I've been getting 2-4 pages of math homework FRONT AND BACK sometimes in small font too. Like jeez, damn asian parents (not being racist but most of my school is asian, and I know for fact that most of them are all thinking that their kids HAVE to get As and spend all their free time studying and doing homework), my dad usually expects that outta me too, but whatever, I don't study unless I have too xD
Okay anyway, I'll try to update this weekend WITH a longer chapter. Oh, and thanks mrs. bella marie cullen12 for helping me pick the song :D hope the story you post up turns out well, I'm sure it will :)
Aiit, I'ma go now. C ya!
PS: I am STARVING! I'm doing this 30 hour Famin thing (and the Famin didn't even start till this morning, so I just screwed myself over) for the school to help raise money for the kids in Africa and Oh.My.GOD! I haven't eaten anything since last night, and I feel like I'm going to break soon, I can't stop thinking about food xD It's even got me thinking about how people can actually be anorexic, I mean, this is like freaking torture! I don't know how they get the will power in the first place, the idea seems crazy to me and I haven't even gone through half the time yet! Jeez, as soon as this thing is over, I'm going to get myself some McDonalds xD