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Previously: We were outside the door and Carlisle said, "Ready?"

I nodded my head and when I opened the door I gasped at what I saw…

Bella's POV:

There was Edward. My Edward lying in the bed looking anything but normal. His face was paler than usual which was saying something since he is the palest guy in school when he is healthy. He had scratches all over his face, some much deeper than others. His eyes were closed and swollen; almost as if he had gotten a punch in the eye. Both of his legs were in casts, one of his arms was in one and his nose as well. The only thing that I recognized on him was his absolutely stunning bronze hair. It was matted since he hadn't been able to take a shower since the incident but it was still there. He looked a wreck but he was still my breathtakingly beautiful Edward, no matter what, that's what he would always be to me.

I was speechless. Not only by his appearance but also by all the machines. He had IV bags over him, a heart monitor, a breathing machine; he was on freaking life support! I couldn't speak. I stood there for what seemed like hours but was only a few moments before Carlisle said, "Bella?"

I looked up to him tears streaming down my face, "Edward. He's in here because of me!" I started off the sentence with a sad voice but by the end my voice was nothing but pure madness—at myself.

"Bella don't say that! This is not because of you. Things like this happen, it's nobody's fault except for the drunk driver that hit you two." Carlisle said trying to get me to stop saying it's my fault. Carlisle looked extremely calm but I think he was acting that way just for me.

"I hope that drunk driver burns in hell!" I cried balling my hands in fists.

"Bella don't hope that. It was wrong but you can't ever wish something that kind of end." Carlisle is always practical I don't see how he is in this state of mind though. I mean come on, Edward's over there dying! "Besides," Carlisle continued, "The driver that hit you is right this moment in court for a penalty of 5 years in jail for the incident."

"So, he's not hurt?" I asked him completely stunned. How could he have not gotten hurt when he banged into us!

Carlisle shook his head, "He had a slightly sprained ankle and that was it."

I nodded, hot tears still streaming down my face, "Could you give me some time by myself with him?" I asked nodding towards Edward.

"Sure thing." Carlisle said turning around to leave but before he opened the door he turned back around and said, "Hey just thought I'd let you know, some doctors think that if you talk to someone in a coma they are still processing what you are saying. Just cause they can't answer back doesn't mean that they can't hear you." He turned again, opened the door and was on his way out.

Once he was gone I hesitated but then went over to Edward's side. I dragged a chair over next to his bed so I could sit with him. I took Edward's hand in mine and just sat there. I looked at his motionless body and just stared. He was in horrible condition.

What Carlisle said about him hearing me couldn't be possible could it?

I sighed before trying. "Hi Edward," I said timidly, "It's Bella. I'm so sorry." I held on to his hand and brought his hand to my face. "I'm really sorry, you don't deserve this! This is all my fault." I sobbed. "Everyone is worried about you. You have so many people that love you. Alice, Emmett, Rosalie, Jasper, Esme, Carlisle, and especially me. Edward, I love you so much, I really hope you can hear me and if you do believe me, I would trade places with you in a second if I could do this over." I just sat there for a minute before I heard a squeak from the door.

I turned around and saw a young nurse, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I just have to check on Edward here. You're his friend I presume?" the nurse asked nicely. She seemed very kind.

"Its okay, go about your business and I am, well sort of. I'm his girlfriend." I said as she changed his IV bag.

She nodded, "Well, I'm done here but you can continue to stay here. Just call me if he needs anything and I'm really sorry for everything."

I nodded, "Thank you." She nodded and left the room.

I took a hold of Edward's hand and began talking to him again, "I'll come here everyday, whenever I can. I'll tell you all the stuff that happens for however long you're here. I love you Edward, forever and always." With that I fell asleep holding on to his hand.
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"Bella, Bella honey, you have to get up now." It was Esme she was gently shaking me by the arm.

I yawned and rubbed my eyes, "How long have I been in here?" I asked.

She laughed, "I'm not sure but a long time I'll tell you that. You fell asleep."

"Obviously." I mumbled.

She laughed again trying to sound cheery for me, "Well we have to get home now, visiting hours ended about an hour ago but Carlisle bent the rules to let you stay a little longer."

"Wait, we have to go?" I asked. "Don't I have to stay the night or something?"

Esme shook her head, "No, you weren't bad enough to stay the night, so you get to go home to sleep in your own bed."

"I don't want to leave Edward." I said quietly.

"I know, none of us do but we have to, we'll come back to see how he's doing tomorrow." Esme said sadly.

I nodded.

I got into the backseat of Jasper's car. Alice was in the front with Jasper. Emmett and Rosalie had taken Emmett's car and Esme was going with Carlisle. I felt exhausted, I don't know how I could be so tired though, and I just slept for who knows how long. I guess it's just all the stuff that my brain has had to process today. I just cant believe this is happening, I mean a week ago Edward and I were laughing while I sat next to him on his piano bench talking about how good our summer was going to be. Obviously, that's not going to happen.

I rested my head on the window and let the cold of the window cool down my head. I guess I dozed off because before I even knew it, Jasper opened the door and picked me up bridal style. I didn't refuse, my legs were sore and I was just so tired I felt that if I even tried to walk I'd hurt myself even more. He took me to my room and lied me on my bed. It wasn't long before I was in a deep sleep filled with horrible nightmares.

I was surprised to actually wake up on my own today. No Alice coming into my room at 6 waking me up. Even on weekends she would wake me up early.

I looked over at the clock and realized it was 11:00! Wow they really did let me sleep. I was wearing the same clothes I fell asleep in so I quickly put on a pair of light sweat pants with a White t-shirt. I went downstairs to see Esme reading a book and Emmett listening to his I-pod. Carlisle wasn't there which didn't surprise me because he always has to leave for work early, but what did surprise me was Alice wasn't there.

"Hey guys." I said as I walked into the living room.

"Hey Bella," Esme said as she lifted her reading eyes towards me. "Good morning sweetie."

Emmett responded to my hello with a nod.

"Good morning." I said as I took a seat next to Esme.

After sitting there for a while Esme suddenly said, "Oh darn! I forgot to tell you, Alice said that once you wake up go to her room. She refused to tell us why, said it was something private, just for you."

I nodded, "Kay thanks. I'll go now."

I went upstairs and knocked on Alice's door. When I did so she yelled, "Bella?"

"Yeah, it's me." I said through the door, "Can I come in?"

"Yeah!" she yelled back.

I opened the door and saw Alice lying on her unmade bed throwing a red rubber ball up so that it bounced on the ceiling and then catching it. She stopped throwing it and sat up on her bed. I walked over and sat down next to her. "Um, Esme said you needed to talk to me?"

"Yeah, I have to give you something. Well, I have to give you something from someone." I was really confused now.

"Okay……What is it?"

"You'll see." She said now rummaging through her makeup table drawers. After not having success there she went to look under her bed. It was pretty funny; the way she was positioned made it look like she was wiggling her butt for everyone to see. After once again not finding success she went to her sock drawer and pulled out a white envelope, "Ah-ha! I found it!"

"What is it?" I asked with questioning eyes.

"It's a letter." She told me still holding the envelope in her hands.

"From……?"

"Edward." She said simply.

"Edward?" my face got hot, "Why would he give you a letter to give me?"

She now got a confused look on her face, "I wondered the same thing. About a week ago he gave it to me. He said that his instinct was telling him something bad was going to happen. I thought it was weird 'cause normally I'm the one with the instincts. But anyways, he told me that if that instinct of his ever came true to give you this." She handed me the letter.

I fiddled around with it, "Did you read it?" I asked hesitant with reading it. My face was even hotter now. I can't believe he had expected something to happen. I swear, this family has powers!

"No," she pouted, "He threatened me! He told me if he found out I'd read it before letting you see it that he would burn all my clothes! And believe me, he wasn't joking! He's done that to me before."

I had to laugh at this, "He did?"

"Yes! He told me not to go into his room when we were like—I don't even know—like, 7 and I didn't listen and so he stole my dad's lighter and put all my clothes in the fireplace and burnt them!"

I laughed, "He can be evil."

"I know! But I got revenge, and I can be just as evil if not more." She told me, "He had—and still has—boxers that have little pink and purple flowers and candies on them with a baby blue background. I stole them and hung them from the fire engine pole at the playground. And then, I announced that they were his!"

I laughed, "Wow, he must've been pissed, and how does he still have them? Like was he the same size when he was 7?"

She smirked, "No, they make them in all sizes and those are his favorite pair so he bought another pair like a month before you came."

"Wow." I told her speechless. When Edward gets better, I'm so teasing him…..if only he really does get better.

"Open the card now! I've been waiting forever to see what it says." Alice urged. I totally forgot I still had it in my hand.

I opened it and read his beautiful script:

My dearest Bella,
I know this may not happen and that you might not have to get this letter and that when we are 50 we will be laughing about this but I still felt the urge to write this. The past week I have been getting some kind of feeling—great I'm now sounding like Alice—but anyway, my instinct keeps telling me that something is going to happen. I don't know what and I don't know when, and for all I know this feeling could be like indigestion.

I stopped at that point and laughed, Edward is such a romantic but at times he can be such a joker. That's one thing I love about Edward—his sense of humor. I continued to read.

But Bella, if you ever do have to read this in the near future I just wanted to let you know how much I love you. Bella, I truly have never felt like this for any other girl in my life. Sure, I've had girlfriends before but we never clicked like you and I do. It's just some kind of connection. Any time I hold your hand or anytime we kiss I feel this electric current going through me, almost as if I've been electrocuted but the best electricity ever.

So he feels that too!

It's surreal and I love every minute of being around you. I know you saw me at my jerkiest times and you did find a way to forgive me for all that and I'm completely grateful of that. Do you believe in soul mates? I know a lot of people say all that talk is just crap that people make up for stories, but I really do believe in that, and Bella, you are my soul mate. No questions asked, you are. I love you so much Bella, more than you can even imagine.
--Edward.

And with the last sentence I started to bawl.

Alice was over at her makeup mirror waiting for me to finish reading it so that she could read it next but she was over at my side in a second, "Bella? Bella, what's wrong? Was it the letter?"

It took me a few seconds before I could compose myself and was able to talk, I sniffled before saying, "I-i-i-it was, b-b-but, it wasn't bad, it was just so sweet, and I just want Edward to be all r-r-right!" I stuttered throughout the whole sentence.

Alice rubbed my back soothingly and said, "Can I read it?"

I nodded and handed her the letter. She read it and then looked up to me. "Bella, he really does love you! You changed him! He was never with a girl longer than a week."

And it was true, Edward really does love me, and I love him with the same amount of passion. We are definitely two teenagers in love. A lot of people believe that teenage love goes away and that when you in like your early 20's you'll find your true love but I've already found mine. Tears were still coming down my face, "I'm sorry." I said with a sniffle.

"For what? Crying?" I nodded, "God, Bella, believe me, I did my fair share of crying, that's why I didn't wake you up and that's why I stayed in my room! No one ever sees my emotional side. No one really saw how much I cried. And believe me, if I was in your position and I got a letter like that one from Jasper, I'd be a wreck too."

I now had my eyes staring at my feet but I looked up to see tears running down Alice's face too. She sniffled and laughed, "See?" she pointed to her own face, "But you can't tell anyone! Not even my own mom and dad or Jasper knows that I cry so much. They were surprised at the few tears I had when you guys got into the accident. That was a lot of crying to them."

"I promise," I told her holding out my pinky finger.

"Pinky swear?" she asked, "Isn't that like first grade?"

"It is, but no one's watching." She hooked her pinky onto mine.

After just sitting on her bed for a while I interrupted the silence by saying, "Is your feeling still the same?"

"Which one?" she asked.

"The one about Edward being okay." I stated flatly.

"It is Bella, it is."

Heyy pplzzzzzz sorry for the long wait!!!! I'm terribly sorry I've just beeen soooooooooooo busy it's not even funny! How did you like that chapter? What were your favorite parts? Your least favorites? Well pretty please with a cherry on top review!!!!

P.S. Just wondering, I no this has nothing to do with Twilight but does anyone read the House of Night novels????? Cuz if you don't I soooo recommend them! Besides the Twilight Saga they are my ultimate fave books!!!!!!!! Theres five of them, Marked, Betrayed, Chosen, Untamed and the newest one Hunted. They are by P.C. and Kristen Cast.