Sorry haven't updated in a while, blame uni! i've combined to guys.

Fear

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Kono Kalakaua didn't fear much, she was a badass cop and held a gun, and people around her should fear her! If she had to name three things she feared, it would be losing her mum, losing Chin and losing Adam. But after finding out last week the biggest news of her life, she feared what he would say. She feared how this news would affect her life, their life.

"Kono you okay?" Chin asked as he stood waving his hands in front of her face.

"Oh yeah, I'm good." Kono replied hastily as she gathered her papers to file them away.

"Steve and Danny have left already; did you need a ride home?" Chin asked as he tilted his head trying to gage what was wrong with his cousin.

"Ahh yeah cuz that would be great, thanks" Kono said as she rushed out behind Chin.

Adam's

"Hey baby" Adam said as Kono leaned in to kiss him.

"Hi" Kono said quickly, too quickly and Adam immediately knew something was wrong.

"What's up sweetheart, tough day at work?" Adam asked as Kono leaned into his arms as they sat on the couch.

"Why is everyone asking if I'm alright today?" Kono asked slightly exasperated.

"You seem tense and stress that's all." Adam said softly

"Well I'm fine" Kono practically snapped.

"Okay just checking" Adam mumbled as he tried to concentrate on the TV, not wanting to get in a silly argument. Kono had been snappy all week come to think of it.

Kono sighed knowing she had been bitchy all week. "Sorry" she mumbled quietly as she buried her head in Adam's neck.

Adam kissed the top of her head, pulling her closer to allow her to snuggle up. "Have you eaten baby?" Adam said noticing the way Kono almost tensed.

"Erm yeah we had a big lunch at work." Kono said. "Hey I'm going to grab a shower quick." Kono said as she jumped up abruptly.

"Want some company?" Adam asked with an adorable grin.

"Not tonight" Kono said before wandering into the bathroom.

As Kono stood in the bathroom, she looked into the mirror at herself. She sighed as she imagined what would change.

Following morning

Adam woke to the sound of Kono vomiting in the bathroom. He pushed back the covers and darted into the adjoining bathroom seeing Kono hunched over the toilet. Adam knelt down beside her, holding her hair back as she continued to empty her stomach.

"Baby are you okay? Adam asked with concern as he slowly rubbed circle on her back. He noticed Kono tense once again when he spoke.

"Hmmmm" Kono mumbled before another round of sickness attacked her.

When Kono had finally stopped vomiting Adam wiped her mouth with some tissue before pulling her back into his arms.

"You going to tell me what's going on with you baby?" Adam asked seriously, noticing the slight flinch once again. "And why do you keep flinching when I speak, I'm starting to think you're not comfortable when I hold you or something" Adam said worriedly.

Kono turned to face Adam, realising how worried he was and hating that she put certain thoughts of worry in his mind. "I don't mean to tense, it's just that word." Kono mumbled

"What word baby?" Adam asked

"That word…Baby" Kono whispered

"Baby? Why?" Adam asked, slightly confused.

"I need to tell you something Adam" Kono mumbled

Adam nodded his head before taking Kono's hand and sitting them both on the bed.

"What is it?" Adam questioned as he grew more concerned.

Kono swallowed hard, petrified at what Adam was going to say. "I ermm… I'm, I'm, pregnant." Kono whispered quietly. If Adam wasn't so close he wouldn't have heard her.

"Oh" Adam said simply as he looked blankly at Kono before moving away from her and looking out the window, his back to Kono.

Kono sat shocked, having not expected Adam to only say 'oh'. Yeah she didn't think he would be happy, she even thought he may hate her for some reason, but she expected more than 'oh'.

"You sure?" Adam asked in a state of shock.

Kono just nodded her head dejectedly as tears stung her eyes.

Adam nodded his head as though to confirm what Kono said. He then headed for the bathroom. "I'll be a sec." He said before closing the door behind him.

Kono didn't know what to do. She had hoped Adam would be mad, she needed someone to support her and clearly Adam wasn't. Kono stood up suddenly before leaving the house. She didn't even grab her phone or car keys, instead she just walked.

Adam re-emerged from the bathroom to find Kono was gone. He immediately began to panic, knowing he had not handled the news well. He was in shock, good shock but shock none the less. He was petrified and excited all at the same time. He picked up his phone and dialled Kono's number, before realising she left her phone behind. He then went to the drive and saw her car still parked. Adam ran a hand over his face as he grabbed his phone and car keys and headed out to find Kono.

The Beach

Adam had avoided phoning anyone to ask if they knew where Kono was as he didn't want to worry anyone, but he hadn't spotted her anywhere and was beginning to grasp at straws. Just as he was about to call Chin he saw Kono seated in the corner of her favourite beach. As Adam jumped out the car and approached he noticed Kono's shoulders shaking and he knew instantly she was crying.

"Kono" Adam said sadly knowing he was the cause of the tears.

Kono didn't respond so he sat down next to her to which Kono moved away before looking at Adam with teary eyes.

"I'm sorry Adam, I know I'm the bitch who won't commit to marrying you because I'm scared, and I know I won't give you a definitive answer. *Hiccup* I know I get grumpy and pissed at you sometimes for no reason, *hiccup* and I know I've been a horrible bitch of late. I'm sorry I didn't tell you the minute I found out I was pregnant I know it was out of order but I feared to tell you. I was so scared when I missed my period, *hiccup* and then you were away on work at the weekend and I had to take the test on my own and then when it said I was pregnant all I could think was Adam's going to hate me because I know when I must have fell pregnant *hiccup* it was when we had been out with the team and we had a drink then we got home and we were making out then things got heated but I forgot to buy more condoms even though I said I would get them, *hiccup* then because I was a horny bitch I told you one time would be fine, nothing would happen and I didn't think about consequences *hiccup* and now I'm pregnant and your pissed and angry and I get it I would be if I were you. I'm the long term girlfriend who won't marry you even though I so badly want to be your wife *hiccup* but then I get myself pregnant and expect your support but I won't commit to marriage! *hiccup* I know I'm a bitch Adam and I'm soo sorry and I get that you probably want nothing to do with me or the baby but I'm so scared!" Kono cried as she broke down.

Adam felt tears sting his own eyes as he saw Kono blame herself. Adam moved closer, wrapping Kono tightly in his arms and kissing her wherever he could. "Kono sweetheart, I'm the one who's sorry, I should never have reacted how I did. I was an idiot Kono. "Adam said as he forced Kono to look at him. "I love you Kono, and I am so excited that we are going to have a baby together!" Adam exclaimed. "I was just shocked when you told me, I didn't expect it at all, and for the record I was more than up for unprotected sex that night, we both have to take responsibility. Also I don't care if you're not ready for marriage Kono, we don't have to be married to have a baby, and I promise you I am not leaving you. We are having a baby together Kono!" Adam exclaimed as he kissed her passionately on the lips.

"Were in this together right?" Kono asked needing the reassurance.

"Me and you and our baby" Adam said as he placed a hand to Kono's stomach, kissing her once more.

Family

Kono and Adam were in the delivery room waiting to welcome their bundle of joy to the world. Kono was propped up on the bed with Adam holding her hand as she squeezed it with all her might. She was trying to breathe through the contractions as they came wave after wave.

"This is your fault Adam Noshimuri!" Kono exclaimed as she tried to breathe through the pain.

"Babe I thought we agreed this was a joint effort?" Adam said as he winced in pain.

"Never piss of a woman in labour Adam." Leia Kalakaua, Kono's mother, said as she chuckled at the pair.

"She right dude!" Chin said also.

Adam rolled his eyes at Chin and Leia as they sat on Kono's other side, offering whatever support they could.

"Adam I can't do this!" Kono cried "I haven't even started pushing and I can't do this!" She exclaimed comically.

"Yes you can sweetheart, just think about our baby" Adam said as he placed a kiss to her head tentatively, not want to get hit.

"Okay officer Kalakaua, I think it's time to start pushing" The OB instructed as she took her seat at the foot of the bed.

It took forty minutes of pushing before Kono was nearly there.

"Come on Kono I can see the head." The OB said, trying to encourage Kono. "Adam would you like to see?" She asked as Adam pondered the question for a second before moving to see his baby crowning.

"Oh Kono, I can see the head!" Adam exclaimed before rushing back to Kono and taking her hand.

"Would either of you like to look?" The OB asked as she looked to Leia and Chin

"NO!" Kono exclaimed. "No one else is looking at my vagina!"

Chin had paled slightly at the thought, happily declining the offer, whilst Leia just chuckled.

"One more big push Kono!" The OB encouraged

"AHHHHAHHHHHHHH!" Kono screamed before she heard the cries of her baby.

"Congratulations guys, it's a girl." The OB said as she handed the tiny baby over to Kono, laying the baby in her arms.

"Oh my god, hey baby girl." Kono said tearfully as Adam kissed her soundly before stroking his baby girls head gently.

Three hours later.

"So guys have you got a name?" Danny asked excitedly as he Grace and Steve had joined the room.

Kono smiled at Adam who lay next to her with his arm around her, and Kono holding the baby.

"We do indeed. Meet Maisie Malia Noshimuri, Kono said proudly.

"Kono" Chin said softly as he kissed his cousin and shook Adams hand.

"She meant so much to me Chin, she was a huge part of both our lives and hopefully her memory will continue to live on in Maisie." Kono said as a tear slipped down her face.

Maisie lay peacefully in Kono's arms, her thumb grasping Adams in a fist.

"I love our Family Kono."

"I love it too Adam."

"Kono, I know I've asked before and I know what you've said in the past, but I love you so much and I will always protect you and look after you're a Maisie forever, so Kono, will you marry me?" Adam asked as he pulled a ring out his pockets.

Kono looked shocked, not expecting the proposal at all but so happy also. "Yes! Adam yes I will marry you!" Kono exclaimed as Adam placed the ring on her finger and kissed her deeply.