Spencer
It's no secret that Hanna has had confidence issues since we were little it's no secret that the only one even remotely capable to get her to open up is Aria I know I've tried and failed in doing so Emily herself has tried though; she actually made more progress than I have. I want to help them I just don't know how Hanna is like a sister to me has been since we were little and I'm sorry it took Aria stomping a mud hole in Alison to realize exactly what it is that I need to do to fix this. Hanging up my phone I stopped what I was doing and turned to face the door knowing that my sister needed me looking back at Emily, Ashley, and pam I spoke.
"Hanna needs us Aria said she won't come back here unless she sees none of us are disappointed in her for her past actions with cutting herself" I said entering the house.
This is troubling Hanna is always out spoken and confident now with the 'hefty Hanna' comments back full force she's introverted herself and shy as all get out I really don't want to see Alison ever again because, should we ever cross paths after this she is likely to be beat within an inch of her life though; the fact that Aria had beaten her at the hospital might not have been good enough I'd hate to see what Aria has in store for her if she ever stepped foot in front of either of us again I doubt she'd survive the encounter more over she'd be less likely to survive a beating from Emily seeing as she and Aria are like sisters more so than Hanna and I.
This was shown quite easily by the fact that as soon as I said aria needed help with Hanna she shot through the house like a bat out of hell shit even I was flying through the house behind her though; we probably should've come out side slowly because as soon as the door flew open. Aria in her weird fashion knocked both Emily and I over the head with a frying pan that she seemed to have pulled from nowhere and she looked pissed. Looking around we noticed that Hanna had locked herself in the car with her knees to her chest and the doors locked crying seeing this and looking at Aria Emily and I back up slowly as she comes toward us with the skillet in hand I spoke.
"Aria we didn't mean to please calm down" I pleaded, the look she gave me said it all though I will forever wonder how Emily left that ordeal with less bruises than I did.
Emily
A wise man once said that if the one you love is under extreme duress you do nothing to make that duress any stronger after a traumatic experience or an event of low self-esteem. Suffice to say spencer and I learned that lesson quickly after Aria pulled out a frying pan from where I have no idea all I can tell you is cast-iron hurts though; unlike spencer only my ass and legs are bruised she on the other hand was not so lucky. Looking at Hanna while she's in the car I walked over to the door and spoke
"Hanna sweetie will you unlock the car so we can talk please I promise only I'll get in the car okay" I said, as she looked up I heard the lock on the passenger side door click.
Opening the door I got in and locked the doors again as I pulled her into my side I heard her sigh as I stroked her hair I noticed she was watching Aria from inside the car possibly hoping whatever she had said was true and we weren't disappointed in her. The look in her eyes is not the bubbly princess we've come to know that she'd become now she's introverted and shy though; I suppose it's to be expected if she's been cutting this long and we're just now finding out about it. This look in her eyes doesn't belong here not on Hanna out of all of us she doesn't need this it reminds me of the look I once had when I thought spencer had overdosed on her medicine and much like Aria I didn't leave her side until she was clear to go home opting to type my assignments and send them in via email or sending Aria or Hanna with my other work. I was so deep in my thoughts that I hadn't realized Hanna spoke until she started sobbing.
"What's wrong Han don't cry sweetie no one and I mean not anyone of us is disappointed in you okay sweetie" I said, as I hugged her she continued to cry I was trying to figure out a way to calm her down when I remember my mom always sang a song from Tarzan when I was little so I started singing.
You'll be in My Heart
Come stop your crying
It will be alright
Just take my hand
Hold it tight
I will protect you
From all around you
I will be here
Don't you cry
For one so small,
You seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
Keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can't be broken
I will be here
Don't you cry
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always
Why can't they understand the way we feel?
They just don't trust what they can't explain
I know we're different but deep inside us
We're not that different at all
And you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
Don't listen to them
'Cause what do they know (what do they know)?
We need each other
To have, to hold.
They'll see in time
I know
When destiny calls you
You must be strong (you gotta be strong)
I may not be with you
But you've got to hold on
They'll see in time
I know
We'll show them together
'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
another version says: "Believe me, you'll be in my heart"
I'll be there from this day on,
Now and forever more
Oh, you'll be in my heart (you'll be here in my heart)
No matter what they say (I'll be with you)
You'll be here in my heart (I'll be there), always
Always
I'll be with you
I'll be there for you always
Always and always
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
I'll be there always.
I figured that the girls would hear me singing and I was right because she had fallen asleep near the end so I unlocked the doors and waited for Spencer to go on the driver's side where she had made herself comfortable and take her out of the car. Watching spencer grab Hanna I got out of the car knowing it would be a while but I won't let Hanna go through this alone Aria either it pisses me off how much damage and the whole population of Rosewood day high school has caused.
Looking at Hanna I can tell that she is more than emotionally drained with Aria following in close second it's a wonder that they had the energy to still be awake with all that's happened but I guess it'll be something they figure out together just like spencer and I had. The more important factors I'm guessing that by the end of the week or more so the end of the month that Hanna will want to leave rosewood although, it is to be expected after all the shit that's happened I had been wondering for a while now how much more would Hanna take before she'd crack and do something dangerous like this moreover when she'd do it.
This isn't to say that I haven't gotten her to speak with me about it because I have the results were not as I had expected them to be making it to her room was an easy task I watched her sleep as Spencer put her in the bed after Aria pulled the covers I only said one thing as Spencer and I left them to sleep.
"love is real goodnight young lovers we'll see you in the morning"