So now that they're officially having sex, what happens next?
"Is it weird?" Demyx asked quietly and looked over at Zexion who turned his head and looked back at the blonde. Demyx's leg sprawled across the bed and laid over Zexion's ankle, his arms were behind his head, the sheet looked almost as if it had been technically planted there, covering barely anything, only lying across their hips, still letting their stomachs and chests and legs be exposed to the outside world. "That I don't feel weird?" Demyx finished his thought and Zexion smiled lightly. "I mean, I should feel...weird. Shouldn't I?" Zexion shrugged and looked up at the ceiling. "It feels right though. I don't feel bad about having sex with my brother." Demyx said and Zexion cringed at the word though Demyx didn't. Like he had said, this felt right. And though Zexion completely agreed, he couldn't help but still feel a little weird about it. "I still feel like I should feel weird though." Zexion chuckled lightly and Demyx looked over at him again.
"Isn't you kind of obsessing over feeling weird the same thing as feeling weird?" Zexion explained as he looked up at the ceiling but then glanced once more in Demyx's direction. Demyx blinked at him and Zexion laughed again before taking a deep breath and looking at the ceiling again.
"What do we do now?" Demyx asked and Zexion shrugged. He stretched his arm out and Demyx scooted closer to him, snuggling against Zexion's side, smiling against his skin.
"Now we lay." Zexion replied simply and took another deep breath and closed his eyes. Demyx laughed melodically and Zexion smiled. Demyx sighed happily as he traced his finger along the lining of Zexion's ribs, sticking out somewhat from his wanness. But then they both heard the front door open up. They both shot up at the same time, pulled their clothes back on and looked at each other with red faces. Demyx giggled.
"Your face is all red." Demyx whispered and Zexion smirked.
"Yours too." He whispered back as he walked to the door and quietly unlocked it. He sat down at his desk and picked up his latest tome, 'Wuthering Heights'.
"That one still?" Demyx asked as he sat down cross legged on his bed.
"Yea, I've been too distracted to finish." Zexion murmured and looked over the edge of the book to a silly smiling Demyx.
"Sorry." Demyx said sarcastically and rolled his eyes as he laid back onto the bed. The door opened and both boys looked up to see their mother.
"Hi guys." She said and looked at the two surprised, red faces. "What'd ya do while we were out?"
"Nothing!" Demyx cried with a smile from the bed and she nodded as she leaned on the doorframe.
"Alright." She said and stepped back out into the hallway and closed the door behind her. Demyx and Zexion looked at each other before Demyx stood and walked over to the door, quietly locking it.
"What are you doing?" Zexion asked with a smirk as a grinning Demyx walked closer to him and sat down on his lap. Demyx laid his head down on Zexion's shoulder and Zexion wrapped his arm around Demyx's side.
"How long?" Demyx asked with a little hesitance. Zexion immediately knew what he meant.
"Do you remember last summer? That day we went to the beach?" Zexion began and Demyx pondered for a moment.
"The day I got in a fight with Axel?" Demyx questioned and Zexion lightly cleared his throat as he nodded.
"Yea. That day." Zexion hoped it would drop but Demyx never let anything drop, especially something like this.
"Tell me about it."
"Dem, I really--"
"Come on! You always used to tell me stories!"
"When we were like twelve."
"Well, we just did something else we did when we were twelve." Demyx said with a giggle and Zexion rolled his eyes.
"No, that was nothing like what we did when we were twelve." Zexion whispered into Demyx's ear, making the boy laugh and playfully hit Zexion's chest.
"Please?" Demyx asked now and pouted and Zexion sighed and lightly shoved Demyx off his lap. He stood, walked to his bed and laid back. Demyx, after a moments pause, walked over and laid back as well.
"So you had just gotten home from Axel's..." Zexion began and Demyx slid closer to him.
Demyx slammed the door shut and groaned loudly, and that groan turned into a scream. Zexion's eyes widened slightly as he sat in the living room reading. Demyx stormed into the room and glared at Zexion without reason.
"Are you ok?" Zexion asked and Demyx's glare melted with tears that were now streaming from his eyes.
"This sucks! He's so awful!" Demyx whined and stomped his foot on the ground, throwing his fists down as well.
"So...why don't you break up with him then Dem?" Zexion watched his crying brother furiously wipe his face and shake his head violently. He swallowed.
"I dunno I dunno I dunno!!" Demyx insisted and started to cry all over again as he walked towards the chair and sat down on the arm. He looked down at his brother and Zexion patted his leg, and gulped.
"Demyx, why don't we go do something? To get your mind off of things?" Zexion suggested and Demyx sighed heavily as he tried to stop crying.
"No, I'm fine." Demyx stood up and looked towards the hallway.
"Come on. I'll take you to the beach." Zexion smirked, knowing there was no chance Demyx could resist the temptation of the beach on a summer day, especially the beach that only Zexion knew the way to, the strip of beach that had nobody around. Demyx looked back down at Zexion sitting in the chair and bit his lip, trying to hold back a smile through his red, teary face.
"Ok." Demyx agreed with a nod.
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"Are we there yet?" Demyx groaned from the passenger seat of the car and lolled his head over to look at his smirking brother.
"Not yet. God you're impatient." Zexion looked over at Demyx and smiled. Demyx rolled his eyes with a grin and looked back out the window. Zexion looked at the boys smile and his blonde mullet and the sunlight making his skin glow and he couldn't help but smile. But he shook his head, cleared his throat and focused on the road again. "Alright, we're here."
"Yay!" Demyx squeed and practically jumped out of the car before it stopped. Zexion again couldn't help himself as a grin slowly spread across his face as he too got out of the car and slowly followed the running blonde. "I love this beach." Demyx said with a grin and his eyes gleamed as he looked out at the ocean. "How'd you find this place Zex?" Demyx turned to his brother who only shrugged.
"I was out driving with Xion one day and we found it."
"Ah. Xion." Demyx looked back out at the ocean.
"What's wrong with Xion?" Zexion asked with a smirk as he sat down in the sand, feeling himself sink deeper into it.
"Nothing." Demyx shrugged now and Zexion chuckled lightly. Demyx walked over and sat by Zexion.
"So why are you with Axel?" Demyx sighed and shrugged.
"You honestly wanna know?"
"Yea."
"He is amazing in bed." Demyx sighed again and looked down at the sand. Zexion could tell he was ashamed of himself.
"Well, if you can't do it when you're young, you might never have a chance." Zexion tried to make Demyx feel better even though saying that had made Zexion feel like his heart might give and he might die, though he wasn't exactly sure why. Demyx turned and smiled at him.
"Thanks for saying that. Even though I know you don't mean it." Demyx stood and pulled his shorts down.
"W-what are you doing?"
"Going for a swim!" Demyx cried and pulled Zexion up. Demyx tugged his shirt over his head and Zexion watched. "Come on!" Demyx insisted with a laugh and playfully pulled on Zexion's belt loop. Zexion whole body felt tingly and he cautiously pulled his shirt off. Demyx ran towards the water and kicked his feet, making the water fly up. "Zex!" Demyx whined and Zexion rolled his eyes with a smile as he too walked to the water with his hands in his pockets. Demyx splashed water up at Zex and giggled when he saw his shocked face.
"You're gonna pay." Zexion snarled playfully and Demyx shrieked and ran away. Zexion charged after him and wrapped his arm around his stomach and twirled him around; he was stronger than he looked. Demyx giggled wildly as Zexion tickled his stomach.
"QUEERS!" They both heard someone shout from a passing car. Zexion's hands immediately flew away.
"HEY FUCK OFF YOU FUCKING ASS HOLES!" Demyx yelled and Zexion looked at him with amazement.
"FUCK OFF FAG!" The person from the car shouted as they drove away.
"FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING BREEDER FREAK!" Demyx screamed again and looked at Zexion with a sheepish smile. "You can't let the haters get you down. They just hate because they want it." Demyx rolled his eyes and giggled. Zexion smiled and sat down in the sand again. Demyx looked down at his brother and smiled kindly. "You ok?" Zexion just nodded. Demyx laid his hands on his lower back and stretched, a common habit of his; he looked at the setting sun and smiled as he closed his eyes. "Zex?" Demyx murmured and Zexion was now brought to attention. "I love you." Demyx said with a sigh and Zexion was struck. Demyx meant it in a brotherly matter of course, but that was when Zexion knew. The past few months of uncomfortableness around Demyx, the past few years of strange fleeting feelings, the lifetime of brotherly compassion. Zexion was in love with Demyx.
"And that's when I knew." Zexion finished and sighed gently. Demyx shook lightly. Through the story, Demyx had slowly traveled closer to Demyx and eventually laid on his chest, and now he seemed to shudder on his chest. "Dem? What's wrong?" Zexion asked with worry now and rubbed Demyx's arm.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" Demyx whined and shook his head on Zexion's chest.
"About what?"
"I didn't mean to!"
"Demyx, you didn't do anything wrong. You were yourself all the time, that's why I fell in love with you."
"You're in love with me?" Demyx asked. Zexion hadn't exactly mentioned that part. He had just told the story about going to the beach, conveniently leaving out the 'I love you' part. "Zex?" His body tensed up under Demyx. "You love me?" Demyx looked up now and Zexion looked up at the ceiling. This was the moment he had dreaded and hoped for for what seemed forever.
"Y-yea. I love you. I love you more than anything." Zexion admitted and for once in a very long time felt relieved. He felt completely at ease with nothing to worry about. His dirty secret had been revealed. Demyx pondered a moment and then smiled.
"I love you too." Demyx whispered and turned over so that now his face hovered above Zexion who smirked up at him. Demyx leaned down and crashed his lips onto his, resting his hands on Zexion's chest and he moved his tongue slowly into his mouth and felt Zexion's own tongue move along in synch with his own. He pulled away and smirked down at the red faced Zexion. "And not in just a brotherly way." Demyx smirked again before going down again to kiss Zexion's neck, and this time, when 'brother' was mentioned, Zexion didn't shudder at all.
And now they're in love! Aw! Isn't that sweet?! And exciting. =] Yay for Zexion and Demyx being in love.
