Zexion looked over at Demyx, watched his body move up and down slowly, rising and falling with each breath. He was beautiful. He gently placed his hand on his side and slid closer across the sheet towards him. He rested his chin on the blondes shoulder and closed his eyes, finally feeling ready to go to sleep. Until he heard the honking of the car outside. Demyx bolted up and looked around the room.

"What the fuck?" Demyx asked in a sleepy tone as he rubbed his eyes. Zexion laid his hand on Demyx's bare back, making the blonde turn around and look down at his lover with tired eyes and smile. The car honked again. "Who is that?!" Demyx whined now and jumped off the bed. He bounced to the window and leaned out. "GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE!" Demyx screamed and Zexion tilted his head in curiosity. "It's Axel." Deyx whispered as he turned to scowl at Zexion. Demyx pulled on his boxers and burst through the bedroom door and pummeled down the stairs. Zexion followed closely behind after he too pulled on his underwear. "LEAVE!" Demyx screamed and banged on the hood of Axel's car.

"No! Not until you listen to me!" Axel yelled back and Demyx continued to hit the car. "DEMYX! STOP!" He cried out.

Zexion stood at the front door and watched all of this. He was thankful his parents weren't home and probably wouldn't be home until the next morning. Or rather this morning. It was three a.m. Which would explain why there were neighbors turning on lights and leaning out their own doors. Zexion looked around at everyone watching now, Axel and Demyx still completely oblivious to the other people.

"Get away from my fucking house." Demyx growled and Axel laid down on the horn again. "GET AWAY FROM ME!!" Demyx screamed and looked as if he was about to start crying, about to simply break down in tears. It took all of Zexion's strength to not run to the driveway and take Demyx in his arms and comfort him. But he couldn't.

"Demyx. Get in the fucking car now. I just wanna talk to you." Axel said through clenched teeth. Demyx fumed but looked from Axel in the car to Zexion standing on the front porch. The blonde leaned down, opened the door and got in. Zexion watched in horror as Axel sped away.

And that's it. He doesn't love me.

Zexion felt as if he would collapse, as if his heart would fall right out of him and then Demyx could completely smash it right in front of his eyes. Zexion managed to hold back his tears until he was in the house and had closed the door. But as soon as that door was shut, he bursted. His face was soaked in a matter of seconds and his body shook with every loud sob. He fell onto the couch and buried his face in the cushion. He cried louder and louder until he felt like his lungs would give. He had had it. He had had Demyx. Had been able to touch him and kiss him and love him. Shouldn't he be happy about that? It was only two days but it was two days more than he had ever expected. and now Demyx was back with Axel and this shameful affair could be completely forgotten. He needed someone to hold him, he needed someone to tell him it was going to be alright, he needed someone to love him.

~0~

As soon as Demyx's practically naked body hit the fabric of the car seat, he regretted it. He didn't know why he did it. He had no idea why he sat down in the car and let Axel drive away with him, almost like a hostage, a voluntary hostage.

"Well? What do you need to say? Hurry up and say it and then take me home." Axel screeched into an empty parking lot and turned his head and glared at Demyx. "WELL?!" Demyx screamed only to be interrupted by Axel leaning forward and forcing his lips on his, forcing his tongue into his mouth. Demyx cringed and pushed him away. "You taste like skank." Demyx hissed and Axel smirked. He wouldn't take no for an answer. Axel gripped a handful of Demyx's hair and kissed him again. Demyx gagged as Axel shoved his tongue deeper down his throat.

"You. Love. Me." Axel said through clenched jaw before forcing another kiss. Demyx's eyes watered from the gagging. He clawed at Axel's chest as he tried to push him away, shredding the black tee shirt and digging his nails into the skin. Axel merely grimaced and laid his hand on Demyx's thigh and squeezed. Demyx cried out in pain. "Just fucking admit it. See what you make me do?" Axel hissed into Demyx's ear before licking the side of his neck. To his own horror, Demyx shuddered with pleasure. Axel roughly ran his hand further up Demyx's thigh to the bottom of his boxers. Demyx gasped as Axel's hand moved under his underwear and towards his penis. Demyx's eyes closed as Axel kissed his neck and started to stroke him roughly but he shook his head and grunted as he pushed Axel's hand away. He scrambled out of the car and started to walk back towards his house. "Get back in the car!" Axel shouted but Demyx only kept walking out onto the street. Axel started to follow him down the street. "GET IN!" He screamed but Demyx turned and scowled at him.

"NO! I DON"T LOVE YOU ANYMORE! I NEVER LOVED YOU!" Demyx yelled and Axel's face went through a range of emotions, from shocked to saddened to angry to hurt. He pressed down on the accelerator and sped away. Demyx heard him scream as he drove away:

"FUCK OFF YA FUCKING WHORE!" Something that would have hurt him before, but now, now he had Zexion. Demyx smiled gently as he started the half mile trek back to his house.

~0~

Zexion sat patiently on the couch, trying to stop crying as he waited for Genesis to come. He wiped his eyes and took a deep breath. He was going to comfort himself the way he had learned from Demyx. He heard a light knock on the door and stood up. He looked down at his skinny but toned body, his fairly pale skin and white cotton boxers. He cleared his throat as he walked towards the door and opened it up. Genesis looked at him with surprised eyes but soon smirked.

"Hi Zex." He whispered as he stepped into the house.

"You don't have to whisper. No one's home." Zexion replied with a tiny smirk of his own. Genesis nodded as he looked around the living room, trying to seem nonchalant about everything. The fact that they were alone, Zexion was in his underwear and Genesis wanted him more than anything. Zexion sat down on the couch again and crossed his legs. Genesis sat down next to him and looked over. Zexion contemplated his next move. He still wasn't sure exactly what he wanted to do, what would be the right thing to do. In his heart, he knew he still loved Demyx, but his head told him to move on. And Genesis was seemingly the perfect person to move on with. Genesis was gorgeous and smart and kind of sweet. He could be sarcastic but other than that, he was great. Genesis eyed Zexion suspiciously as he watched him ponder though he wasn't sure what about.

"You're alright?" He asked and leaned closer. Zexion nodded and took a deep breath. He moved forward and gently pressed his lips against Genesis'. Genesis didn't hesitate at all. As soon as he felt Zexion's lips on his own, his hand immediately moved, one on his thigh, the other on his back, pulling him closer. Zexion felt Genesis' tongue move against his lips so he opened his mouth, allowing Genesis' tongue to enter. He felt it intertwine with his own as the hand moved further up his thigh, over his boxers and onto the side of his stomach. Zexion leaned back onto the sofa and Genesis eagerly followed. Zexion's head fell to the side as Genesis kissed the side of his neck. He blankly stared at the room with no emotion within him. He felt hollow. He wished it was Demyx who was kissing him and touching him but all he really needed was to know someone craved him the way he had craved Demyx. The door clicked.

"Zex, I'm so sorry. Can we please--oh Jesus!" Demyx immediately retracted back towards the door and rested his forehead against the wood. Genesis came back up slowly and looked down at Zexion who seemed completely indifferent. Zexion leaned up on his elbows and gently kissed Genesis.

"I think you should go home now." Zexion said and Genesis nodded as he stood.

"Bye Zexion. Later Dem." Genesis mumbled as he left the house. Demyx kept his eyes on the wall and bit his lip, holding back a whimper. He squeezed his eyes shut as he tried not to let tears roll down his face. Zexion sat on the sofa and watched the blonde look at the wall.

"What are you doing?" Zexion ventured to ask but regretted it when Demyx turned towards him and glared. He felt his heart sink.

"How could you do that?!" Demyx let it go now. He cried through anger and hurt. "And how can you pretend it was nothing?!" Zexion's shock wore off and now he scowled right back.

"Oh yea. Because you getting into Axel's car wasn't a big deal right?" Zexion asked firmly as he stood. Demyx looked at him, trying to look strong and tough, but after a moment, it broke and he sobbed again. Zexion's eyes widened and walked closer to the blonde boy. He laid his hand on Demyx's shoulder only to be shrugged away.

"Don't touch me." Demyx whined. "I'm a whore." Demyx buried his face in his hands and ignored Zexion wrapping his arms around his stomach.

"No you're not." Zexion whispered and kissed his shoulder. "I love you."

"I love you too." Demyx whispered back as he continued to cry.