Now if we all remember correctly...Zexy just spilled the beans. Now what the fuck is gonna happen?! Read and find out! Gawd I sound like a cheesy commercial. -__-'


What did I just do?!

Zexion screamed inside his head. His eyes were wide with fear as he stared blankly out at the parking lot. His whole body was trembling, hoping that somehow Xion hadn't heard what he said. He still tried to show no emotion but it was practically impossible at this point. He had just screamed his biggest secret, the worst secret.

"W-what?" Xion whispered in shock, staring at the steering wheel with big eyes. That wasn't something she was expecting. "Demyx? Dem?" Xion tried to figure it out and it was too much for Zexion. His shield, his emotionless barrier cracked and the tears started falling. "Your...brother?" The girl stumbled over her words as she continued to try and solve the puzzle. It was incomprehensible. Zexion sat still, trying to breathe, trying to stop crying, trying to turn back time to shut himself up. But it was too much. He couldn't hold anything in anymore. "You're in love with your brother." Xion said simply and finally returned to reality. She looked over and gasped quietly when she realized Zexion was sobbing in the seat next to her. "Zex! You're crying!"

"No shit." He breathed out as he rubbed his eyes.

"You never cry! You barely ever smile!"

"Xion, I just told you I'm in love with my brother and you're freaking out about me crying."

"Well I mean...this is a big deal." Xion smiled lightly and wiped away a tear with her thumb. Zexion raised his head and looked at her suspiciously. She sighed and hung her head. "Zexion. You know me. You know how I feel about love and sex and all of that."

"So you don't think...I'm like a disgusting pervert or horrible freak?"

"Well, yea, you're a freak but I mean for lots of other reasons."

"I'm serious Xion. This has been killing me forever."

"Have you told him? I mean...Demyx? Does he know?"

"Xi, we've been sneaking around for weeks now."

"So he loves you too?"

"Yea...I mean I guess so. I don't see why he would risk everything on something like this if he didn't love me."

"Then...I don't see a problem." Xion replied quietly and looked at Zexion who looked back with confusion. "If you love him...and he loves you...I don't...see a problem Zex. You're not hurting anyone. You're just giving something the world needs more of. You're in love." She finished with a shrug and glanced over at him. She leaned over and wrapped her arms around his shoulders. "Zexion, there's nothing wrong with you ok?" She pulled back and looked at him sternly. "No matter what anyone else tells you. There is nothing wrong with being in love."

"I'm not gonna tell anyone else Xion."

"So...what now? I don't really know what to say or do."

"I don't know."

"Tell me about him."

"What?"

"Tell me about Demyx!"

"Xion, you know Demyx."

"I know but I mean let's pretend that it's just some guy you met ok? Just pretend it's some guy I don't know and tell me how you fell in love with him and why you love him." Zexion sat silently, tears still falling though the shock was over.

"He's tall and lanky and blonde."

"Sounds hot!" Xion gushed and Zexion looked at her. They looked at each other with wide eyes before bursting into laughter.

~0~

Zexion walked into the house and quietly clicked the door shut.

"Hey Zex, what--oh my god! Are you ok?!" Namine rambled and rushed over towards the door, always the one to finally be loud when something was wrong.

"Yea, I'm fine. Are my parents home?"

"No, not yet...you're sure you're ok?"

"Yea, I'm just gonna go upstairs. I gotta talk to Dem." Zexion paced up the stairs slowly and knocked lightly on his brother's door. "Demyx?"

"Yes? Come in!" He pushed the door open and spotted the blonde laying on his bed, feet planted firmly on the wall, head hanging down over the edge. "Hi Zexy!"

"Dem...I have to talk to you..."

"Oh god. Are we breaking up again? Can we please not Zex? I love you so can we please not?" Demyx bolted up and frowned at his brother.

"No no, Dem, I don't wanna break up." Zexion whispered as he sat down on the bed. He leaned forward and pressed his lips against his lovers. "I love you." Zexion smirked and Demyx laughed lightly.

"I love you too. Why so affectionate?"

"I told."

"What?"

"I told someone."

"Zexion!" Demyx jumped off the bed, throwing Zexion's arms off of him and wrapping his own around himself. "How could you tell someone?! You told them the truth?! Who did you tell?!" The blonde ranted and impatiently paced across the carpet.

"I told Xion."

"Oh god oh god oh god. What'd she do? Is she gonna tell people? She's gonna tell people isn't she?"

"Dem, no she's not gonna tell anyone."

"How could you tell her Zexion?! How could you do this?!" Demyx started to cry and eventually plopped down on the floor, crossing his legs, leaning against the wall and rubbing his arms.

"Dem, are you ok?"

"No! No I'm not ok! What's gonna happen now Zexion?"

"Nothing. She...gets it."

"Who could get this Zex?"

"She does. You know her. She's all 'free love'. Besides, she has no room to talk."

"What? Why?"

"She's fucking a teacher."

"What?!" Demyx cried out, slowly getting over his worry.

"Yea, she's sleeping with Luxord."

"Luxord?! Gawd, he's gorgeous." Demyx chewed on a fingernail and smiled lightly as Zexion glared at him. "I always thought he was gay."

"Guess not. Unless he's all 'all love is good' too. Which is possible. That might be why he's fucking a student."

"Stop saying fucking." Demyx groaned quietly with a grin.

"Fucking." Zexion teased as he leaned off the bed and kneeled on the ground.

"Stop it!" Demyx giggled as his lover inched closer on his knees.

"Fuck."

"Zex."

"King."

"Fuck king?" The blonde boy giggled loudly before Zexion pressed his lips against his.

"I am the fuck king." Zexion whispered before kissing him once more.

"Yes your highness."

"Come on, let's go to the beach." The slate haired boy whispered as he grabbed the blonde's hand, dragging him up and towards the door.

"Yes your highness."


Ok so I'm sure some of you are going "There is no chance in hell Xion would just be ok with them being together! That's not normal blah blah blah!" Well heres a story! Once upon a time there was a girl who believed in love more than anything, who believed it didn't matter who loved who. Gender didn't matter, age didn't matter, race didn't matter, religion, money, family, friends, where they came from, where they were going, nothing mattered except love. And she very firmly believed that if you could find someone who loved you and you loved, then it didn't really matter. And this girl was me. Shocking right? So Xion is very loosely based on me. Very loosely as in I'm not screwing a teacher...but we've entered a TMI area! So! Yea! That's Xion's reaction! I don't think you guys would hope for some heartbreaking tear between friends but who knows? People love angst. And this story's full of it. And that's my rant for the night! Huzzah!