Trying To Survive
Chapter 6
Bella POV
Everyone stared at my bite marks. And I just continued to sob. I felt the whole re-opening in my torso. I wrapped my hands around myself. Then Jasper screamed in pain. Shit. I forgot to put my shield back up. I quickly put it back up and Jasper stopped screaming. I slid down to the ground. Then someone embraced me. Edward.
I wanted so badly to stay in his embrace, but I knew that I couldn't. I opened my eyes. "No." I whispered. Edward gave me a questioning glance, but I look away. I stood up and moved away from him. I could feel my anger boiling. I decided to finally let Edward have it.
"Don't you think that you can just come over and hug me after everything you did to me. You thought leaving helped. It didn't help one damn bit. My life went to hell. Victoria still killed me. I tried suicide. And you know what my first thought was when I woke up from my change?" I asked him. He just stared at me. So I continued, "Go find the Cullen's. They will help you go through your newborn years. But that was gone, once it came up. Because you never loved me nor wanted me. None of you. But all of a sudden I come here and you all want me back. What is going on? Do you feel guilty? Do you believe you made a mistake?" I paused, and Edward opened his mouth to say something. So I quickly continued before he could say anything.
"I pretended I was Marie Dreamer, because I couldn't face you guys. The people who left me. I knew at one point you were going to figure it out. And I already had to options in my head for that. One, If they are all happy and grateful and sorry or something then I stay and I finally have a happily ever after. Which I guess is not possible for me. And number two, run before you find out. But Victoria and Laurent were idiots. And messed everything up. So here I am. Your ex-girlfriend, Mr. Cullen. Bruised, Battered, Bitten, Suicidal. What do you think?" I asked.
Everyone was staring out me with wide eyes. I smiled. "I am glad for once I can finally render all of you speechless. But hey, I dazzle people know, right?" I sneered. Edward flinched. I looked him straight in the eye. "You never loved me, Edward. None of you. I had always thought of you as a second family. And know I have no family. None. Nada. Zip. And you Edward Cullen don't deserve me." I said and ran out the door.
They followed but I ran faster. And soon I couldn't hear them behind me anymore.
I made a plan. And I am going to put it into action tomorrow. Plan: Revenge for Leaving Me. And I started to plot out my idea's.
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(Vanessa Cullen 17)