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"Zex..." Demyx mumbled against the skin his lips were stuck too. "Zexy..."
"Don't call me that..." Zex groaned in response and sat up very slowly. His head was swimming. It had definitely not been the mandatory eight hours of sleep for the pills he took, especially considering he had taken two.
"We gotta go." The blonde said as he sat up, stretched his arms above his head and yawned loudly.
"Check out's in an hour."
"We gotta go say goodbye to Nam and Cloud."
"They won't leave until we get there. Mom will stall their dad until we show up." Demyx frowned, glanced at the clock and then down at his lover who had laid back down despite his protests. He sighed and laid his hand on Zexion's bare stomach, watching his fingers tinker across the taut skin. He laid his head down slowly in the crook of his brother's neck, lovingly nuzzling under his ear. "That won't convince me." Zexion said with a smirk and Demyx laughed lightly.
"No, you're right. Mom will stall them and it's only another hour. That's when they're leaving anyways, sooo...I guess we'll only be a little late." Demyx smiled and gently pressed his lips against Zex's neck. "Zexion?"
"Uh huh."
"Where do you get your sleeping pills?"
"What do you mean? I get them at the doctors." He replied with a smirk aimed at the ceiling as his arms cradled Dem closer to his ribcage.
"Liar. They're in a plastic bag." Zexion sighed good-naturedly and looked down at his brother who was now smiling, knowing he would get the answer.
"I buy them from Vincent."
"Vincent? Seriously?"
"Yea. He goes to three different psychiatrists and tells them all different symptoms to get the stuff he needs. That's how he's paying for college."
"You're kidding."
"I don't kid." Demyx just giggled and tried to scoot his body closer until he was practically underneath his brother. "Anyways. I buy about five sleeping pills a week and stock up because I don't need them extremely often, depending on the week I've had. But since...you, I haven't needed that many. Hence the filled bag."
"That makes sense." The blonde nodded in understanding and Zexion couldn't help as his lips turned up in a smirk. "Mom and dad have an extra bottle of my pills at home in case I have some emergency and I've run out and blah blah blah."
"Didn't know that." Demyx laughed again until he slowly rolled over and laid his back down on his lover's chest. Zexion's arm automatically came up and wrapped around him. "Dem?"
"Yea?"
"If I said that I wanted to leave...as in forever. Just get out of here. Go someplace and start a new life...would you come with me?" Zex stared at the ceiling, waiting for his brother to say anything.
"Would you go without me?" Demyx practically whispered, seemingly holding back more tears.
"Never." Zexion kissed his brother's shoulder and tightened his arms. "I would never leave without you. I couldn't. I don't want to be anywhere you aren't."
"Where would we go?"
"Anywhere. We could go anywhere you want."
"Well, not anywhere..."
"We can get in the car and just drive. To the west coast. A whole different splay of beaches for you to see, a whole different ocean for you to swim in."
"Zex..."
"Come on. We've both got money in the bank. We can get some crappy apartment near the beach and we can both work and everything."
"Zex, you know I'd love that but--"
"No, don't say but." Demyx sat up and crossed his legs. Zexion leaned against the headboard and stretched his legs out in front of him. "Just think about it." He smiled and laid his hands down on his lover's thighs. "Think about living somewhere where we can be whatever we want. No one will ever know that we're brothers. Whenever we're gone, we're just...in love. And that's it. That's all we need to be." The deep blue eyes closed and tried to imagine it. He could see himself sitting on the beach and smiling at his brother who wasn't really his brother anymore. He could see them holding hands and kissing and being in love no matter where they went. He could see them at night, holding each other and sleeping peacefully in their own home where they were just lovers. But then he saw everything else, everything he didn't want to see. Demyx saw his crying mother, desperately wondering where they were. And his father trying to comfort her and be strong, but honestly, no one could in that situation. Their friends wondering where they went and why they went together and Xion breaking and telling everyone and the whole world falling apart around them while Zexion and Demyx sat on the beach, forgetting about everyone else who was important to them.
"Zexion. Everyone else. We can't just abandon--"
"Demyx. Listen to me." He took his hands, firmly locking their fingers, looking him straight in the eyes. "What would make you happy. Do what you want. Just once. I just want you to do what would make you happy." Suddenly, the blonde leaned forward and crashed his lips onto his brother's. He knocked him back onto the pillow and moved his hands rapidly over his almost are body, finally finding the boxers and stripping them away quickly. Zexion was shocked at this sudden surge of passion, but he wasn't phased quickly. He quickly took control, forcing his body up and Demyx back down. "What would make you happy." He growled softly but the other boy lifted his head and pressed his lips against his again.
"Just kiss me." Demyx pleaded and Zexion watched as tears started to slide down his face. Their lips collided as Zex leaned down again, not wanting to cause his true love any more pain. He didn't want to see him cry anymore, he didn't want Demyx to hurt anymore. "I love you." Demyx said through soft cries as his lover moved his lips over his body.
"I love you Demyx." Zexion breathed out as his body covered his lover's. Demyx's knees unlocked and opened as his hands wrapped around his brother's neck and pulled him closer.
"I'm sorry....I'm so sorry..."
"Why? Demyx...why are you sorry?" Zexion asked, lifting himself up on his arms and gently smudging away a tear with his thumb. A frail hand reached up and clasped onto his. Demyx closed his eyes and shook his head gently.
"I'm so sorry Zexion. I love you. I love you so much..." Demyx shook as he wept. Zex didn't know what to say or do. He didn't know why he was crying, why he was so upset, why he was sorry. So he did the only thing he could think to do.
"I love you Demyx." He whispered into his ear before kissing his neck and gently pushing himself inside his lover. The blonde gasped out and Zexion could feel nails being dug deeper into his skin. Demyx's moans took over his sobs and Zexion squeezed his eyes shut, ignoring his skin being torn away as his hips bucked back and forth.
"Zexion..." Demyx moaned into his ear, making Zexion's pace quicken slightly. "I--I love you. Just...remember."
"I do. I know." Zexion struggled to say as one hand gripped onto Demyx's side, the other holding steady on the bed as he began to push in harder with eahc thrust.
"Promise me."
"W-what?"
"Promise me...you'll remember..." Demyx begged, his eyes rolling back with pleasure, biting his lip as Zexion gently kissed his neck and shoulder.
"I promise. I promise..." Simultaneously, they felt themselves give and their lips met once more to hold back the screams of ecstasy. Zex laid back down and Demyx resumed his place on his chest. They breathed heavily and their hearts beat rapidly. The deep blue eyes stared at the skin below him.
"We can...go." Demyx whispered.
"You're sure?"
"Yea. I just want...to be with you."
"You won't regret it Demyx. I promise you." Zexion gently kissed the top of his brother's head, gently running his nose over the mass of blonde air, inhaling his salty, oceany scent. Demyx nodded gently.
"I know." He replied though he knew he was lying.
And that my friends, I'm pretty sure was the last smut scene of There's Something Wrong With Me. Perhaps you'd like to go back and reread it, to simply enjoy the last instance of dirty brother sex. *sniffle* Only two more chapters guys! Please review!