Amy's POV
Several weeks passed and John finally turned four months old. Ricky was going back out with Adrienne ( of course.) But I didn't like him, I just couldn't. As nice as it would be for him to like me, I just didn't want to fall in love. I was back in my house, I had spend two weeks with Ricky. My mom, David, Ashley, and my dad were all there to greet John, Ricky, and I with balloons and even more baby gifts. I also found out that Ricky had painted the nursery. It was a beautiful blue nursery all the furniture was white.
Back to the present time, John was finally four months! He was getting his first two teeth, which scared me. He kept crying and biting everything. I'd give him his pacifier but he'd just keep crying and he'd pull it out. The only thing that really helped him was when I let him chew on something and I carried him around the house. It was so annoying because it was hard balancing school and parenthood. It didn't help that my social studies teacher gave us a project too. Ricky came in through the kitchen door.
" How is john?" He asked.
"Right now he's fine. He's sleeping. Those two teeth are so painful I feel so bad Ricky." I said.
" I know I just want to help him somehow. We went through it, everyone did. He won't remember going through this." He said.
John started crying again, hysterically. I put my head down on the table. I hadn't slept in five days. This kid just kept me up every night.
" I'll get him." Ricky said.
About two minutes later John stopped crying. Ricky came down holding him. He smiled
" See he's okay." Ricky said showing me.
" Yeah he's always okay around you." I said angrily.
" Amy whats the matter?" He asked me.
" What's the matter? Ricky I haven't slept in days! I have a project due tomorrow, my baby is teething and constantly screaming and crying. I'm fat because of all of the extra weight due to my pregnancy! I'm a teenage mom!And My ex-boyfriend is happier without me!" I yelled.
John started crying again, once ricky started rocking him he stopped.
" Amy you need to calm down. If you're calm John will be calm." Ricky said.
" Easy for you to say! You're not the one stuck waking up four times each night! You're at home sleeping peacefully." I yelled.
" Ricky went to put John upstairs he came back down and he was mad.
" You think that I don't know that my son is crying? You think that I don't know that you haven't slept?" He asked angrily. " Think again Amy because I know! Alright? I know a lot about you and my son I spent four months with him!" He yelled.
" More like two! You're not there the second half of the day." I yelled.
" Maybe if you'd shut up the kid would sleep! All you do is think about yourself! If maybe just maybe you stopped feeling so sorry for yourself John would be happier ! Just so you know babies feel the same way you do!" He yelled, I as actually scared of him.
" Ricky you're the one that I trusted! I thought I could turn to you! I should have known better! If it wasn't for you I wouldn't be here crying and complaining!" I screamed.
" That's it I'm out of here. But before I go, If you think I sleep peacefully you're wrong. You're very wrong. I barely get any sleep because I'm too busy worrying about you and John. I'm to busy wondering if you're okay!" He yelled and ran out the door and slammed it.
John started crying. I just sat there and sobbed. I cried for a really long time. Eventually I went upstairs and I held John. I got him his pacifier while I rocked him. He bit on it and slowly fell asleep. I continued to cry though. I looked at the clock, it was three in the morning. He was right, he couldn't sleep he had come this late because he couldn't stop worrying.