Amy's POV
I got out of the car once we pulled into the driveway. I couldn't believe that I'd now be living in this gorgous house with him. Since school was so close to being over it'd be like we were living together. As of today John was nine months old. I was so happy for him. Margaret came outside smiling, gosh she was so kind. She welcomed me with open arms and said how happy she was that I'd be here.
Margaret as playing with john, while Ricky and I unpacked my stuff into his room. We set everything up and we looked at the room. He came up from behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist. He kissed me, how great living together will be.
An hour later, Margaret, Ricky, and I were all at the dinner table. Margaret makes te best lasagna. Ricky said something funny and we all started laughing. Once Margaret started laughin she turned to me.
" Amy, you don't know how happy I am to have you here. You're like a daughter to me. I know that Ricky is happy to have you, because when you had John he wasn't lonely anymore, he wasn't sitting at home with nothing to do while my husband and I were working. I see the way he looks at you, you make him so happy Amy. Thank you, thank you so much." She said.
" Margaret that means a lot to hear you say that." I told her.
Margaret cleared the table, Ricky and I played with John for about two hours, until he started falling asleep. Ricky and I got ready for bed. We both were under the covers, he wrapped his arms around me and we fell asleep that way.
I dreamt of the three of us. Ricky and I were married, we lived in a beautiful house. Our two kids were running around in the backyard, we lived a wonderful life. But then I saw it from my mom's point of view. She was miserable, she didn't get married to David, she refused. She blamed herself for letting me go. She told him that she wouldn't because it'd just make her seem like a bad mom. She was a bad mom.
I woke up and sat up straight, I was covered in sweat and tears were pouring down my face.
" Amy, what's wrong?" He asked, rubbing my back comfortingly.
" it's all my fault." I said, he sat up. He hugged me while I cried.
" Amy nothing's your fault." He whispered.
" We had a perfect life, married, we lived in a beautiful house. The kids were running around in the backyard happily. But then I saw my mom, she was crying and told david that the couldn't love him. She told him that loving him was the thing that sent her daughter away." I said.
" Sounds pretty nice." He said. " Minus the part with your mom."
"It was, I just feel so horrible." I said crying.
"Amy look, I knew that this would happen. So, I talked to your mom before we left, she's okay with you leaving. She knows that it'll be good for you. She knows that you'll be happy. I told her that she could visit whenever she wants. She's happy that you're happy." He told me.
" Really?" I asked, the tears slowed down.
" Really, Amy I know you by now. I knew this would happen." He said and I hugged him.
We both laid down facing eachother. I smiled and he smiled back.
" Thank you." I whispered.
I turned onto my back staring at the ceiling. I started falling asleep. My eyes were shut and everything was so quiet.
" Woah did you say kids? Like with an 's' at the end?" He asked shocked.
I turned to face him, I blushed.
" Um yeah." I said, I was about to fall asleep.
" Just how many?" He asked curiously
" Two." I said very tiredly.
" You wanted another baby?" he asked me smiling.
" No! not now! I didn't even finish highschool. And well, um…" iturned red.
" it's fine. Besides right now I don't think I could handle another baby." He said, I saw a little disappointment in his eyes.
Maybe he didn't want another baby, or maybe he did. I didn't want one right now.
" Can we talk about this tomorrow? Like when I'm fully conscious?" I asked tiredly.
" Sure." He said.
We both fell asleep. Except, about five minutes later I was woken up by John who needed to be fed. I walked upstairs into the kitchen. Once I made him his bottle and he was fed, we walked downstairs. He didn't want to fall asleep so quickly, so I sat in bed and held him. Ricky was woken up when I walked upstairs so he was waiting for me. I sat down with John, next to Ricky. Ricky put his arm around me and I leaned my head on his shoulder. John yawned, and we smiled. It was very cute.
" Just look at him." Ricky whispered.
" I know, he looks like you." I said.
" haven't we had this conversation before?"Ricky asked smiling.
" At the hospital." I whispered.
" John Jeurgens- Underwood." He whispered.
I looked at the clock, 4:59. Oh great another sleepless night, well, mostly sleepless. I got up and put John in his playpen.
" Where are you going?" He asked.
" We've got school today." I said smiling.
" Last day?" He asked.
" Yeah!" I said.
I hugged him and smiled. I ran to go get ready, I had to look great on my last day. Once I was done I saw Ricky. He made waffles, pancakes, and toast. I brought John into the kitchen with me. I sat him in his highchair and fed him his breakfast.
" Chew before you swallow." I told him. He never really understood but I kept trying.
" Here take a bite." Ricky said holding out toast for me.
" What?" I asked him.
"Take a bite, you need breakfast." He said, so I did. I ate it while feeding John.
Once all of us were done, we dropped John off at daycare. Ricky and I stood before the doors at Grant High School.
" You ready?" He asked.
I wasn't quite sure, the last day of higschool. Ricky would be at my side, I was kind of sad to leave it. I knew college would be coming up. Maybe getting my degree online though, I couldn't leave John. Ricky held out his hand, I took it as we walked into the school for the last time.
Author's Note: Hey! Alright thank you for all of the great comments. What i'd like you to do is give me some ideas of what you'd like to see happen. No, this isn't the end i have more ideas planned but i'd like to hear what you think. So just leave a review saying what you thought and what you think should happen. Thanks so much :) I can't wait to hear ylour ideas!!!!!
- Manda :)
