So I kinda stopped updating this because...well I don't actually know...but anyhow I reread it today and it got my brain juices flowing so I'm gonna try and maybe do more with it..I don't know lol
"You're insane! You've worked you're whole life for this career and now you're just gonna throw it all away! And for what?" Sean exclaimed.
I thought about it for a minute. I honestly didn't know why I wanted out other than the baby..I just...I just did. I was tired of it. I was tired of becoming a new person whenever they told me to. I was tired of moving around. Hell, I've been jumping from country to country my whole life of course I didn't want to do it anymore! I just wanted stability. I wanted to feel secure for once. I wanted the family I had never had, and maybe, even though I knew there was no chance of Ian being there, this baby would give me that.
"I just can't do it anymore," I said, but the words almost felt foreign to me, like I wasn't actually saying them. "I don't want to. I gave everything I had into this team, into every case, into every profile, and now, there's just nothing left to give..
Sean still seemed pissed off, but Clyde seemed to understand, somewhat anyway.
"My resignation will be in the system by the end of the week," I finally declared.
There was no turning back now.