I'm back! Sorry about the long wait, I could make a million excuses, but I don't think I will. I got lazy, and busy with work, so this story went waaaaaay far on the back burner. But I am back and better then ever. This chapter makes up for its M rating, don't like dont read. I'll put a warning before the adultness begins. Lots of fluff this chapter. Enjoy, and again I'm sorry. I'm posting this on my tablet so if there's any errors I apologize. Anyways dear readers, enjoy.-Mooney
So as 7 began to roll around, my palms were sweaty like I was a teenager getting ready to go on their first date. Alone. This was ridiculous! It's not like I hadn't been to her place, well...I'd been to it, never inside it. Maybe that's why I was nervous, that had to be it. It didn't have anything to do with the conversation I had previously had with Bobby, nope. I didn't love her. I liked her, a lot. But it wasn't love.
I swear to god I heard a little voice in my head that pulled some shakepearian shit saying 'I think the man doth protesth to much'. Oh well.
I'd been sitting outside her apartment for the past twenty minutes toying with the buttons on my shirt, checking my hair in the rearview mirror, making sure I didn't have anything in my teeth. Then looking over to the flowers that were sitting on the passenger seat, laughing their little flower laughs at my nervousness. This is fucking stupid, I'm going to march my ass up those stairs to the button marked 13b, tell her I was here and enjoy nice dinner with the girl I was beginning to really like, a lot.
Marching up the stairs soon became a bit dangerous. They weren't steep, and there wasn't many. I looked like I was hulk stomping each one, like they had personally offended me. Who knows, maybe they did. It took me two minutes to work up the courage to press the button, seconds after I did I heard her voice come through the speaker "Jon? That you?" She asked sounding slightly out of breath.
"Yeah Maddie, it's me. Am I too early?" I asked looking down at my watch and realizing it was only 7:30. Ignoring the butterflies doing laps in my stomach.
"No hun, you're fine. Come on up." And with that there was a loud buzz and the sound of the door unlocking. The trip up those stairs was quick, and next thing I knew I saw Maddie leaning on her door frame with a smile on her face.
"Hey, sorry I'm early." I smiled at her handing her the flowers that had previously been laughing at me.
"No worries, I'm glad you came." She stated taking the flowers before burying her nose in them. The simple smile on her face with her big green eyes closed, I wanted to take a picture of this moment. Forever burn it into my memory. She looked so content. It was beautiful.
"What? Do I have something on my face?" She asked, rubbing at her cheek..
"No, you just looked really happy. It was beautiful." I replied, suddenly blushing at my honesty. She smiled back and gestured for me to come in.
She lead me over to the kitchen where a glass of wine was waiting for me. Candles were lit, music was softly playing, food was cooking on the stove. She smiled at me and asked me to sit while she worked on something on the stove. I happily complied. She was beautiful. Her long black hair was loosely waved down her back, she was wearing a flowy red dress that hugged in all the right places, she was barefoot and slightly swaying to the music. The flowers were placed in a deep blue vase on the counter near the sink.
The apartment jusst oozed of her. Warm and homey. It was perfect.
"Hey Jon, you wanna give me a hand in here? Or are you gonna sit and stare at my ass all night?" She asked me with a raised brow and a hand on her hip reminding me of her Irish heritage.
"Well it is a nice ass, but i think I can help. What do you want me to do?" I asked with a smile and a sexy wink, which caused her to break into laughter.
"You any good with a kitchen knife?" She asked.
"I'm handy enough. There something you want cut up?" I asked moving to stand next to her.
"Yeah, can you cut these up?" She smiled while handing me a bunch of green onions and a rather intimidating knife.
"Uh, yeah. Sure." I could not fuck this up.
We cooked together in silence for a while before she covered the pan and turned to me crossing her arms across her chest, causing my to bring my attention to her magnificent breasts. She huffed, then laughed at my squeak from her smaking my arm.
"Jon, I think its time we talk about...this." She said gesturing between the two of us. This move with that statement caused my heart to drop. It was just then that I knew I loved her. The moment that I was suddenly most afraid of loosing her. These 'we need to talk' things never end well, especially not with my past.
"Uh, okay." I replied dumbly, and sitting own hard on the stool at the counter. I must've looked dreadful, because she looked like she was going to laugh at me, causing my scowl to deepen.
"Relax Jonny! It's not bad! My god man, you just looked like someone killed your dog. I just want to know what this is." She smiled softly at me and refilled my wine, taking a sip of her own.
"I...I don't know what this is Maddie. I know I really like you, well, more than really like." I sighed and ran a hand through my hair, "I wish I did know. These past few weeks have been amazing." I finished with a smile.
"I agree, they have." She smiled and sat across from me, "what are we Jon, are we in a relationship? Are we friends? I like having you in my life, I just wish I knew what to call you." She sighed and looked away, back at the pan simmering on the stove.
"What do you want us to be Maddie?" I asked her, putting a finger under her chin and making her look at me. Her big green eyes brimming with tears. I smiled at her hoping to reassure her. It must have because she wiped her tears away and smiled at me.
"I just want us to be. I want to love you Jon, but I'm afraid to." She stated as she got up to walk over to the stove.
"Well Maddie, let me make this easier for you. We are us. Weather that makes us in a relationship or just us. That's that we are." I took a deep breath and continuted, "I've never said this to another human being except my family. But Maddie. I love you." I smiled at her back and laughed as she turned so fast the pan flew off the stove and hit the ground with chorus of fucks and god damns/
"You. Love. Me." She simply stated, her green eyes wide with surprise and her mouth slightly gaping.
"I do." I nodded back, wondering if I had made a huge mistake in saying it.
"You love me." She said again, it was then that I heard a hitch in her breath and saw a smile break across her beautiful face.
"Yes." I said with a grin.
"Say it again Jon." She breathed, moving closer to me. The pan and its contents laying forgotten on the floor.
"I. Love. You." I said taking a step towards her with each word. Her smile was intoxicating..
"Oh Jon." She sighed when I got to her. "Oh, my Jon."
"Say it Maddie." I smiled and put my hand on her soft face, rubbing my thumb along her cheek, smiling when she leaned into my hand and kissed my wrist, a small and slightly erotic move.
"I love you Jon, and I want us." My heart stopped at this.
Slowly she rose onto heeer toes and softly placed her lips on mine, then pulled away. "Are you sure about this Jon?"
"More sure than anything." I replied pulling her mouth back towards mine. The kiss started off sweet and slow, but soon became heated. My tongue was begging her for entrance, she quickly complied, lacing her fingers through my hair and keeping my mouth on hers. The only sounds in the apartment was her soft music and the occasional moans from us.
I broke the kiss so that we could both breathe, resting my forehead on hers, I smiled before lowering my mouth to her neck, causing her breath to hitch. From her neck I slowly traced my tongue up to the spot behind her ear, then slowly ran it back down, this time stopping at where her neck and shoulder met causing her to let out a breathy moan. At some point she undid the buttons of my shirt, I only noticed because I felt her trembling hands on my bare chest. Shrugging out of the shirt I let my fingers toy with the straps of her dress, stopping when she stopped kissing me back.
"Jon, I can't deal with our first time being on the living room couch. Come with me." She said grabbing my hand and leading me down a short hallway.
The minute we entered her room she turned the lights off and moved to her dresser, leaving me standing in the middle of a dark room. Shortly after she moved away I heard the pop and hiss of a match that was just being lit before a series of candles were lit. I smiled at her, suddenly bashful. After chasing her for weeks, I finally had her. I loved her. And I felt it even more now, with soft candle light glowing on her face, her green eyes luminous.
"There, much better." She smiled at me and moved to stand in front of me, "now. Where were we?"
Lacing her fingers behind my neck she brought my head down to hers. Kissing her was heaven. Again my hands were on the straps of her dress, slowly lowering them down her arms. Her dress pooled at her feet, leaving me to look at her. With a moan I didn't realize was me, I looked at her. Wearing only her panties in front of me. Her breasts unbound by a bra, larger than I thought, but perfect. Heavy with desire.
I brought a hand up and cupped one while kissing my way down to the other. She let out a gasp as I suckled her nipple, my thumb rubbing over the other one. Switching between the two, she scraped her nails over my head, pulling at my ears. Bringing my head up, I kept my hand on her breast, she crushed her lips to mine, now more desprate. Before I knew what happened we landed on the bed in a heap of arms and legs intertwined. With a laugh she scooted back, and leaned against her pillow.
"Jon," she said in a quietly husky voice, "I think you're slightly over dressed. Need some help with that?"
Looking down at myself I realized I was still wearing my jeans and shoes. I nodded and crawled up to her. Smiling when she reached out her hands and undid the button and fly of my pants and started pushing them down my hips. I had to stand up to take those and my shoes and socks off. As soon as they were I was back next to her, kissing and touching like the world was going to end.
She put a tenative hand on my still covered cock, which was getting harder by the second, and was squeezing it. Between that and her kisses, this night was going to be over long before I wanted it to be. I smiled as I gently pushed her hand away and began kissing down her beautiful body. Toying with her clit through her panties, I could tell how wet she already was. Slowly I pulled them off her long legs and kissed my way back up to her slit. I smiled when she ran her fingers through my hair and heard her mumble "you don't have to do that".
Her smell was intoxicating, so I just had to know how she tasted. Spreading her legs a little further apart, I slowly ran my tongue over her womanhood. Her taste overwhelmed me. I couldn't get enough. Next thing I knew she was moaning and gripping my head in place. Her moans getting to be a higher and higher pitch, until she began to tense up, I slowly pulsed my fingers inside her while I continued to lick at her clit. She soon let out a loud shriek and began to convulse around my fingers, her grip in my hair became almost painful, I slowed down my minstrations letting her ride out the waves of her orgasm.
"Holy shit Jon." She let out a breathy laugh, "that was amazing," she beamed at me while she propped herself up on her elbows. I was painfully hard by this point, and she noticed it going by the lust that quickly returned to her gaze. "Let me return the favor."
She rose up on her knees and beckoned for me to lay back. Pulling my boxers down she settled between my legs and slowly took me in her mouth. Bobbing her head, the only thought on my mind was not to come to quickly, but fuck that felt good. "Come on Jon, let go." She said as she took the weeping head of my cock back into her mouth, pumping the base with her small hand. And let go i did, I tried to warn her I was gonna come, but she kept on going. The girl swallowed all that I had to offer and made sure I was done before releasing me with a slightly obscene pop.
"That was pretty amazing too," I said once I could fathom who and where I was. She was lightly running her fingers on my chest with a smile. The look of her laying there, propped up on her side, her hair over her shoulder and smiling at me, I felt my cock come to life again with a slight twitch.
"That for me?" She said with a laugh and a nod at my nether regions.
"Sure is." I smiled back at her.
"Someone's cocky...no pun intended." She laughed at her innuendo and rolled onto her other side, leaving me a nice view of her ass. "Jon, I should have asked this before but, do you have protection? Are you clean?"
"Yes I'm clean, and fuck, no I don't have protection." I said suddenly in a panic.
"Oh, uhm. Shit. Well. The way I see it, we have two options. We have another really important talk, or we have unprotected sex and bear the consequences tomorrow...not that there would be any."
"Okay, lets have that important talk then." I smiled at her when she rolled back over and suddenly looked worried..
"Really? I mean that simple? Well aren't you full of surprises. Jon, if this goes further I want you to know, I'll probably never be able to give you children. There's something wrong with my...shall we call them inner workings. I'm on birth control anyways, so even if there is that small possiblility, I couldn't get pregnant tonight." She sighed sadly and hugged her knees to her chest.
"Maddie, that's okay. We'll talk about it more tomorrow. But as it stands. I love you. And kids? Way future, if ever for us." I smiled at her and moved to sit on my heels in front of her, unlacing her hands from around her knees so I could kiss them. Kids or no, I really wanted this. I really wanted her in my future. She beamed at me. Soon we were kissing again, my hand slowly trailed down to play with her clit, just to make sure she was ready.
When she spread her legs and hooked her feet behind my thighs I slowly slid into her. Her slick, wet, heat nearly undid me. But soon we were chasing after our oblivion. She tensed around me and I was losing rythm. "Come on baby, come for me," I said into her ear while pistoning my hips into her, next thing I knew she was raking her nails down my back, her head thrown back and her eyes clamped shut, mouth open in a silent scream. Milking me towards my own orgasm. Three more thursts and I exploded into her, hips still jerking, riding out our mutual bliss.
Once we could breath again I slowly pulled out of her and rolled over. She snuggled into my chest, her head on my shoulder, and a smile on her face as she looked up at me.
This was perfection.
Holy schnikes! He said it...she said it...They did it. haha. Now I know some people aren't gonna agree with the progression of this chapter. But oh well. Sometimes the physical aspects of a relationship come into play a little sooner than for others. Hit that review button. Lemme know what you think. Did you love it? Hate it? Want to kill me for taking nearly a year to update? Just drop me a line! Thanks all!-Mooney