Santana's POV:
I acted on impulse entirely and I didn't even realise what was happening until it had happened. I told her a bunch of things that I shouldn't and then I kissed her. I kissed her and she kissed me and it was finally happening, but of course I wasn't pleased. How could I be pleased when she was getting married? Heck, I was pleased. So pleased. Her moans and her gasps washed over me and my arms tightened around her waist, holding her to me. I didn't want to let go, not ever. The kiss was hard and soft at the same time and I knew that she wouldn't disappoint, how could she when she was so... her. Of course, she'd have to be so good that I would want to do it over and over, even though I couldn't.. or shouldn't maybe. I didn't know why I stayed, but I just felt like I couldn't leave, like I didn't have the ability to or something. My senses were gone yet there entirely, but they were her. Pure Miss Harper running through my veins and firing me up like nothing else and I couldn't pull away, even if I knew I should.
Her hands moved from my neck around it, playing with the hair at the nape of my neck. She was closer to me now and I could kiss her better for sure, claiming her lips like they were mine to kiss. She didn't seem to mind too much because she returned the kiss feverishly, pushing herself against me and I could feel them full breasts that I'd dreamt about. I wondered about her ass then but decided not to push my luck.
She beat me to the real touchy feely stage, her fingers pushing beneath my shirt and I almost lost it completely. She pushed me up against something, I wasn't sure what, but I could feel the coolness of it against my back as she fondled my breasts, making me gasp against her lips. She giggled and it was the best sound I had ever heard, wanting to hear is over and over again along with other sounds that I was yet to hear like my name falling from her lips when she came. I wanted to hear that one in particular. I wanted this, but I couldn't. I couldn't let myself sleep with her. That meant I'd probably have to stop kissing her soon. I battled with myself and continued with the kiss whilst doing so, only pulling away when she tried to pull my shirt over my head.
"We can't" I frowned, tapping my finger against her ring finger where a rough cut diamond ring usually sat. "We can" she told me but I knew she was acting on lust, desire and I knew that she would regret it afterwards. "We can't, but I want to" I told her, pulling away to see her looking quite understanding. "You're right, we can't" she said but she kissed my lips again and... hugged me. She hugged me, what was this affection all about?
""You're pretty" she told me and I laughed at her, at the change of character. She'd gone from semi-professional and completely out of bounds to the most desirable woman I had ever met before in the space of five minutes, even though I thought I had desired her wholeheartedly before. "You're pretty too, Danielle" I smiled, not wanting to bring up our relationship as student and teacher right now. She seemed to appreciate that because she beamed at me, laying her head on my chest and wrapping her arms around me again. "I'll admit... I've wanted to do that since the first day" she said, giggling to herself. It meant a lot to know that she had been thinking about me the same way I had about her. "Me too" I told her and she did that cute, little girl smile again.
There was a knock on the door and we sprung apart, not wanting to be caught in such a... compromising situation. Back to reality it was then. "Danielle Harper, do you expect me to wait all day or something?" a guy asked, walking through the door with a strut in his step. His eyes landed on her first, not really acknowledging me. "Sorry, Jase" she laughed and I recognised his name from some of the posts on her facebook page. He looked in my direction then and cocked his head towards me. Stereotyping him or otherwise, I assumed that he was gay and eliminated him from being another potential threat. "And who are you?" he asked, walking towards me and judging me I thought. I looked at Dani for a second and gulped, almost intimidated by him. "Santana Lopez" I said, extending my hand for him to shake. His eyes lit up when he heard my name and he took my hand in his own, shaking it slightly. "Well, Santana Lopez" he said, running his finger over my lips and for a second I thought I had misread certain signals. "You have lipstick all around your mouth" he said, shoving me the proof on his fingertips. "And it certainly isn't yours" he said, turning to Dani with a smirk. I didn't know if I should be scared or not, but Dani's reassuring smile told me that I didn't have to be. Had she told someone about me? "Back off of her" Dani said, walking closer and standing next to me again. He laughed and looked me over. "Weeeeell" he said, analysing me again. "Definitely hotter than Lilly, probably a better kisser considering you were eating her face off, way more sex appeal, doesn't look her age, probably a little bit of a whore in bed" he said, listening off his assumptions about me and my eyes widened, my mouth dropping open. "I can definitely see why you want to fuck her" he admitted with a shrug. I looked at Dani for explanation but she just blushed and refused to meet my gaze.
"Do you want a ride home or do you want to stay here overnight? Making love to your bit on the side here?" he asked and that made me feel guilty, but she reached over and squeezed my hand and I thought that there must be something that I've missed. "I want a ride" she said, pulling away from me to collect her things. I got mine too, knowing that she would lock up after herself.. She walked back towards me and her friend and I smiled a silent goodbye, but she leaned up and kissed me again. "I'll see you tomorrow" she mumbled against my lips, letting me return the kiss as I said a small "You will.". Jase walked towards us, stepping between us and breaking us apart. "Okay, lets go" he said, dragging Dani by her hand. I just waved and took off towards the parking lot, wanting to rush home and think about everything that had happened.
"Miss Harper's POV:
I was walking ten feet off the ground it felt like and I almost didn't care who knew it. Finally, I got something that I wanted and I knew now that I wanted it again. I did want it again, and I'd do anything to feel her lips again tomorrow and the day after that. Yes, I felt guilty because I was cheating on my fiancé, but she made it hard for me to feel bad when I knew that when she finally got around to talking to me, we'd be done. I'd make sure of it. I didn't want it any more, even if I couldn't have Santana instead. I couldn't live being unhappy when I knew what happiness I could experience with someone else. Jase was laughing at me and I simply swatted him out of the way, just wanting to think about everything. "Head over heels" he teased and I hit him again, no I was not.
We got home and I collapsed into a heap on the couch, grinning up at the ceiling. I was overwhelmed and almost completely high on what had happened. My thought processes, every one of my cognitions were her. Santana Lopez. The kiss was everything I had wanted and almost expected it to be and one thousand times more and I knew that I was truly fucked if I thought she would leave my mind at all for as least a couple weeks. Jase slapped me playfully around the face and I glared at him. "What?" I asked, wanting him to hurry so I could get back to playing it all over in my mind. "You need to get laid soooooo bad, this is so uncomfortable" he said, shivering. I glared again. "Does it not bother you that she's probably under age and your student?" he asked and I thought of a proper answer. "It bothers me, but I'm not really thinking about it" she admitted, he nodded and left her to it.
Santana Lopez:
I wanted it to be time for school right now, I wanted to see her pretty face and kiss them soft lips. God, why didn't I feel guilty at all? I went home and ate with my parents who were back in town before excusing myself to do 'work' in my bedroom which really came down to thinking about her and the last time I saw her and eventually the next time I saw her. I was anxious for it, thinking that we might actually end up.. doing it soon if things continued as they had been going over the past couple of hours. If she wanted to kiss me again, perhaps I'd find myself in her bed or hers in mine before the week was out. Maybe I was being presumptuous again, but I was hopeful.
"I took a shower and went to bed, hoping that if I slept, I wouldn't noticed how slow time seemed to be going, but wanting to feel them pretty little lips again.
Miss Harper's POV:
I walked into homeroom as disorganised as my first day and laughed to myself when my eyes found Santana's straight away. Sometimes it was funny how time repeated itself. Sitting down, I did roll call and noticed more than ever how sensual her name sounded when it fell from my lips. It was like I couldn't help myself. I wished that I could get up and walk over to her so that I could kiss her mouth and caress her tongue and take her home. It was all I could think about, all I wanted. Her eyes didn't leave me for a second as she tried to discreetly check me out, but it was obvious to me what she was doing and I was back to feeling good about myself.
Sometimes I wondered what that brief spell of avoidance had been about, but I tried to just forget about it, content that things were much different now. We had kissed and it had been amazing.
I wanted to command her attention in homeroom, slide on over to her and sit on that lap, make out with her and it took all of my self-control to not do so. Study hall was much the same though I could talk to her, sending her these weird little 'I want to kiss you', 'I want to fuck you', 'I want you. Period' looks and she smirked at me in return, making my resolve that much weaker. I needed to hold it together and wait until the end of the day, after Calculus again I hoped for. I couldn't wait to experience it again, missing the feeling of pure euphoria when she wrapped her arms around me and pressed our lips against each other's. Just a couple more hours.
Author's Note:
Thank you for all of the reviews. Just a heads up that my updates may not be as regular not that I'm back at school. Also, sorry this chapter is kind of short, but I didn't have much time and wanted to put something up. Hope you enjoyed it.
Sorry about that awful formatting error, all fixed :)
