Marcline's POV chapter 9

I groaned sleeplessly as i tossed and turned through on my bed. I glared daggers at my ceiling, i let out frustrated sigh. Engaged? Bonnibel was ENGAGED?! How could this be? I mean sure I was a sleep for three months but couldn't she wait till I awoke from the my coma?..'if you woke up' i frowned deeply as Bonnie's words resided in my head. I rolled on my left side, facing the night table where A the picture of Bonni and I lay on a hill. I felt the rope tighten around my heart at the image. I can't let this happen! I refuse to let Bonnie just waltz right into this arranged marriage. I need to show her that I'm the one who belongs with her. She needs to know how i truly feel. I sure as hell won't let some water prince get in my way. For glob sake I am the Queen of the vampires glob damn it. Growling slightly as a sudden wave of confidence surged through me. Tossing the blankets aside I hovered off my bed and headed over to my closet. Practically ripping the handles off the door. Narrowing my eyes as i search for some clothes i pulled out a stripped black and red shirt and some skinny jeans. Stripping my clothes off in a flash i pull on the fresh outer wear. Once dressed I hovered down stairs yanked my front door open and shut it behind me. I fly as fast as i can towards the candy kingdom. Just as i was about to reach Bonnie's bed room window. My confidence faltered and my adrenaline rush came to a sudden crash. I bit my lip as I wavered a few feet away from the princess's window.

What am I doing? What am i even going to say to her? 'Tell her you love her!' I shook my head. Even if i did, it would be selfish. I don't even know if Bonnie even likes me the way she did a few months ago. For all i know she really does love Kai. If she does how can I refuse her love? I groaned aloud and rubbed my forehead with my hand. "This was pointless" I grumbled. "What's pointless" A soft voice spoke. My ears perked and i dropped my hand to my side while i whipped my head in the direction to where the sound came from. My eyes softened and my none working heart warmed at the sight of Bonnie. "Bonnie! Uh hey! Umm i didn't think you would be up" i rushed out nervously. I rubbed my arm out of embarrassment. "It's only 8;00 oclock? Why wouldn't I be up?" i swallowed hard and chuckled nervously. "Uh welll umm I don't know." i looked down at my feet, shying away slightly. " Is everything alright Marcy? You seem a little nervous?" Bonnie's voice dripping with concern.

I moved my gaze back up to meet Bonnibel's blue eyes. I mentally face palmed my face and sighed. "Yeah i'm fine. I just came to apologize for earlier. I didn't mean to run off like that. You just kinda caught me off guard and stuff" Well that wasn't a complete lie. It was half true. "Oh" Bonnie smiled weakly. "No it's alright, don't worry about it. I'm really sorry how I just hit you with a bomb like that. I mean't to tell you, i just didn't know how" Bonnie moved her gaze away from mine and stared down at her windowsill. She seemed to be uncomfortable, at our situation. I gave her a soft smile and floated closer towards the window and her. "I understand Bonnie. Really, Don't worry about it okay? I'm glad you told me" i groaned mentally as i spoke. Bonnie nodded and gave me a genuine smile. "Would you like to come in? I mean if you don't want to- "I'd like that" i quickly butted in and made my way inside as Bonnie moved a side to allow me entrance to her room. I floated towards her bed and sat down on the edge. Bonnie followed suit and sat next to me.

We sat in silence for a few moments and i began to shift my weight side to side. The silence was starting to become to thick and intense for me and i was growing even more nervous, afraid that my mouth might just sputter something out ridiculous. Suddenly my gaze landed on something i had never seen before on Bonnie's vanity. I floated over towards it and picked up the silver necklace. It was cool in my hands as i gaze at the silver chain. On the end of the chain there lay a heart, which seemed to be a locket. I opened it up and the rope grew thorns as it wrapped tightly around my heart. There lie a picture of Kai and Bonnie kissing. "Kai gave that to me for our third month anniversary. Bonnie spoke lowly, as she walked up behind me and placed gentle a hand on my shoulder, all the while looking down at the necklace as well. I felt my hand shake slightly but i forced it to still immediately.

"It's lovely" i tried to sound genuine but it was fake and forced and it was plainly obvious it was in my voice. "It is" Bonnie's voice sounded just as stiff and forced but i didn't question it. "why aren't you wearing it? I mean it's such a nice gift and- " i stopped mid way as Bonnie gently took the locket from my hands and placed it back on the vanity. "I didn't want to choke my self while i slept" She said simple but i knew her well enough to know she had another reason behind it. I opened my mouth to respond but closed it shut. "Oh" was all i could manage as i watched Bonnie walk back over to her bed and sit down. "Marceline?" She questioned. "Yes bonnibel?" "Was there another reason why you came here?" immediately my eyes widen and i froze. What in globs name do i say?! Suddenly all my feelings came flooding in and butterfly's began to stir in my stomach. 'Tell her! Just open your mouth and tell her how you feel marceline!' "I-" i stuttered out and i watched as hopeful eyes shine brightly at me. I shut my eyes and let out a deep breath. I'm going to do it! I have to! I opened my mouth and "No. Sorry. I just really wanted to apologize for my behaviour." 'idiot' i kicked my self mentally. I tried not to feel bad when i watched the hope die in Bonnie's eyes once again. "Oh.. okay.. Well umm i should really get to bed. Busy day tomorrow as usual." Bonnie's guard built back up as she shrugged nonchalant as if nothing was wrong. I felt the rope tug tighter. 'well fuck. Way to go marceline and be an asshole' "right okay.. yeah, sorry for keeping you up. I'll just uhh leave now" i said lowly. She was kicking me out.. i knew that. Just as i was about to fly out of her window bonnie said "Wait marceline" i turned around hopeful. "Yeah?" i watched as bonnie mentally struggled with words before saying "Goodnight" i tried not to seem too disappointed but smiled anyways. "Good night" I gave her a wave before flying out of her window and made my way back home.

Hey guys! *cowers behind a table* I'm sorry for not updating in a few month. And i would like to apologize for the really short chapter. I honestly am having a hard time trying to finish this and my Elsanna fanfiction. I don't want to abandon the story because i told my self i would never do that! And i won't! I'm sticking to my word. The only thing is i probably won't update very fanatically as you guys probably were hoping for :( and i'm really sorry for that. So i will be continuing this story just i won't have updates every week ya know? I hope to have one out every month at-least, but college and my life is all a big thing and it's hard to write.. :( So i understand if you guys hate me or don't want to read my story anymore. There are plenty of other amazing stories out there! Better then mine and i'm sure your better off reading theirs anyways. For those who have stuck along with me i am eternally grateful and will always be thankful for your reviews and favourites! Truly i can't thank you guys enough. Until next time everyone.