....i still dont own god fucking NARUTO!.....-sigh-.....
Sakura was bored….
She had just woken up from her sleep an hour before, sitting up in her bed, and there was nothing to do!
She sighed, but ouch, that hurt. She mentally sighed.
This is so boring, some times I just wish I could be num to all of this…
Slowly she started humming a familiar song she had herd play in the club once, she thought it was called 'Wake me up inside, the remix' because they always remix things at clubs, so they can dance to them better.
How can you see into my eyes, Like open doors?
Lading you down into my core, Where I've become so numb…(wink, wink)
Without a soul, My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold,
Until you find it there and lead it back…Home.
Slowly she started singing to her self aloud, but only a murmur, it hurt but it was worth it….(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside.
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside.
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark.
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run.
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone.
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become…
She stopped to hum the instrumental part of the song, unknown to her she was starting to sing louder getting some un wanted attention from the hall way….
Now that I know what I'm without, You can't just leave me.
Breathe into me and make me real.
Bring me to life….The door opened a smudge, to show three little kitten heads pop in, trying to hear the song better.(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside.
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside.
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark.
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run.
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone.
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become.
Bring me to life.
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life.
She began to grow bored of the song, to started to sing something she made up one day after work because it had been music Monday and the personal would all dance on the floor and sometimes sing, and that day had been her turn, she didn't like what she found so she made her own. She started tapping her fingers on the railing for the beet.
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
No sleep
No sleep until I am done with finding the answer
Won't stop
Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel I going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wantedI've been watching
I've been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I've been searching
I've been living
For tomorrows all my life…She grew bored of that song to, she just wasn't really in the mood, she looked around the empty room to give her ideas, till she saw the tree little heads peeking in her door. She smirked, it was Sasori, Deidara, and Kisame, it was pretty easy to tell them apart once you knew they were all basterds are spying on me…this could get fun…
She thought, then racked her head for Ideas…BAM, it hit her. She smirked.
Because I'm a blonde, I don't have to think.
I talk like a baby, and I don't pay for drinks.
Never have to worry 'bout gettin' a man
As long as I keep this blond and I keep this tan,
'Cause I'm a blonde, yeah, yeah, yeah.
'Cause I'm a blonde, yeah, yeah, yeah. (ß ---- deidara joke, tell me if you get it….)
I see people working and it only makes me giggle
'Cause I don't have to work; I just have to jiggle.
I'm a blonde, B-L-O-N-D[-E].
I'm a blonde; don't you wish you were me?
I never learned to read, and I never learned to cook.
Why should I bother when I look like I look?
I know lots of people are smarter than me,
But I have this philosophy:
So what?
I'm a blonde, yeah, yeah, yeah.
I see girls without dates, and I feel so sorry for 'em,
'Cause whenever I'm around, all the men ignore 'em,
'Cause I'm a blonde, nyah, nyah, nyah.
'Cause I'm a blonde, nyah, nyah, nyah.( --- do you get the joke?)
She could hear the hissing from deidara, and the snickering from the others…….can cats snicker?…oh, well…
She began with another song that Sasori, might, find mocking…Teehee…(The Hives - Puppet On A String)Like a puppet on a string
You hold on tight
You hold on tight
Like a puppet on a string,
Like a puppet on a string
You hold on tight
You hold on tight
You hold on tight,
Got your education from just hangin' around
You got your brain from a hole in the ground
You come up, look around, for a will of your own
But you're mine yeahhhhh
Like a puppet on a string [x4]
With porcelain eyes and the mind of a monkey
Rode into town on the back of what looked like a dead donkey
So I do, to you, what a puppet master would do
Can you tell? Yeahhhh!!!
She couldn't see what was going on down there, but she could hear Kisame meow his but off, in kitty laughs. Deidara seamed to be in a better mode because he was laughing fight after him. And she had a feeling that Sasori was scowling…she continued.
I'm blue,
da ba dee da ba daa
da ba dee da ba daa
da ba dee da ba daa
da ba dee da ba daa
da ba dee da ba daa
da ba dee da ba daa
da ba dee da ba daa
I'm blue,
da ba dee da ba daa
da ba dee da ba daa
da ba dee da ba daa
da ba dee da ba daa
da ba dee da ba daa
da ba dee da ba daa
da ba dee da ba daa
have a blue house with a blue window
Blue is the colour of all that I wear
Blue are the streets and all the trees are too
I have a girlfriend and she is so blue
Blue are the people here that walk around
Blue like my Corvette, it's in and outside
Blue are the words I say and what I think
Blue are the feelings that live inside me-She was going to keep going till she herd a loud puff, and smoke filled the room. One after the other, three puffs were herd, and the smoke that complied. She waited for them, still sitting up strait as a board, with hands on her lap. Looking as innocentas possible, she had a blank look on her face, like she had no Idea what was going on. But they knew other wise.
When the smoke cleared, had had the urge to punch them in the face more then usual, they were naked……uh, ewww….
Not long after Kisame spoke, completely ignoring that fact that he was naked and spoke. "Now, now, pinky, you don't have to be mean." he smirked.
Sakura couldn't hold back the urge to yell at them, but since that hurt like hell, she grabbed the pillow from behind her and threw it Kisame's head because he was the closest one, Sasori and deidara seamed to be more aware of her discomfort, and grabbed the blanket at the end of the bed and were sharing the overage, side by side, at the end of her bed.
"Put some god damn cloths on Capitan Planet!" she said loudly with venom, but being partnered with Itachi didn't just do nothing, he was pretty much desensitized to all of this.
Kisame just dogged the pillow, and grinned. "You know you like it." he laughed.
But quickly tuned and left, with Sasori and Deidara fallowing. Deidara meant turn to glare at her for calling him a dumb blond, but what he saw made him stop in his tracks.
The emotionless Sakura was now laying down on the razed up bed with her head turned to the side in a dog like madder, completely asleep. He could tell that she never really had a good night sleep because of the bags under her eyes, and the droopy mood changes. she tried to hide them from the others, but from the first minute he touched her fatigued body, he could tell that she had never really had a good 8 hours of sleep for months. And at first he felt a sharp pain of sympathy for the poor girl, there was a girl not even a year younger then him, and yet, a missing nin of the Akatsuki had better off then she did. Karma's a bitch…
But the thing is that she looked absolutely stunning, even in this dark, dirty room she still lit it up, even if she was in a bad mood, he could still here the songs she song echoing in the back of his mind on repeat, No sleep, No sleep until I am done with finding the answer, Won't stop, Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer…He somehow thought it matched her well, even if he didn't know her, he could tell that she related to this song on a deeper level, but yet didn't yet hit the bull's-eye. Her song would probably be deeper, softer, and stronger. The kind that made you want to cry, because he could tell just from her eyes, the windows for the soul, that her past was the kind of thing you wanted to cry about.
The sadness, anger, and disappointment, all together in one large thick bomb built over the years. The way she walked away from people instead of facing them head on so she wouldn't get hurt, how she pushed people away from her. How she wiggled out of trouble with skill, and a cool attitude. It reminded him of Itachi, but so much worse. Itachi hade things work for him, but she would just be get the worst of everything. How the world turned agents her, shun her for things she didn't even do. Yes, it hurt her on many levels. How many tears she had spilled, the emotional scars that had there own story that would tare your hart in two.
And yet she had suppressed it enough to get this far, but it took their toll. The constant blow of sadness that would be thrown at her like the gods target. Hitting bull's eye, each and every time. Those cold eyes only ghost should have, looking over the living, jealous of the way they threw away there life. How hard they were, like cold grave stone on a snowy day. And yet she had the body of a goddess, and a voce of an angle. All hidden from the world. Every fake smile, laughter, it hurt her deeply. But yet she still tried. It was pathetic to watch, but he could do nothing about it. He doubted that anyone could.
He would tell that she blamed her self for everything, every scar would hurt her even worse. The memories, he doubted that she even had any memories that were happy left, they were all filled up with crying, morning for every one. They way she was so happy with her team mates the first time he saw her, her eyes filled with life. Trusting, thankful, kind, truthful, in other words weak. But now that she had power, was it worth it? …no, he didn't think so… But yet if you were strong you could deal with it, but everyone had there breaking point. And she just moved it inch by inch, every second, minute, hour, day, week, mouth, year. It was out of sight now, it was inhuman, and this scared him.
Even he, Deidara of the Akatsuki, had his times were he would just…cry. Yes, even he would sometimes let out everything in his water works. But, he didn't hold it inside. He would tell that every Akatsuki would just cry at some point, some more then others. But they didn't keep it inside, they knew it would be even worse then getting caught crying by the other members. And they respected that.
But yet, she would just wouldn't let the other people see her crystal tears, people would naturally try to help, but this was an internal conflict. Some people could help more then others. But still, it was up to the person to let out their pain. But yet she held it in, her sadness was showering in on her and she was drowning. And yet, it wasn't over flowing. The glass had cracks, so many cracks but yet it didn't shatter. The darkness had consumed her, and there was no light to be found. No hope in this endless war.
And she did nothing…
hehe, i think i did a good job on that, hart felt momment....I TRYED!....
i think that was longer....that or it's just the songs...heh, oh well....