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Voight rushed to see Erin at the hospital. He knew he shouldn't use his police lights for anything other than official business but this was more important than his job. When he got to the hospital he ran straight to reception.

"Erin Lindsay? Jay Halstead?"

The nurse looked semi-confused but nodded her head, "Third floor room 308 and 309."

Voight nodded his head, "Thank you." Part of him was happy that they were in separate rooms, but he knew he couldn't mention this to Erin. She couldn't upset her anymore than he had before she left. All the guys piled into the elevator and Antonio hit the three as quickly as he could. It lit up but Voight hit it again and again.

"That doesn't work." Olinsky spoke up from the back of the elevator. Voight stopped hitting the button wishing it would move faster. The elevator stopped and the men got out one at a time and ran around the floor looking for the rooms. Voight found where Erin was and Jay's room was right across the hall but when he went into Erin's room they were sitting on the bed together talking. It was strictly platonic but Voight felt a small surge of anger.

Erin felt tears fall from her face when she got up and hugged Voight, "Thank you."

Voight shook his head, "We didn't do anything. You have to tell us names, locations, everything you remember."

Jay shrugged, "I don't think that's necessary."

Voight was confused, "Why not?"

Erin walked back to the bed and motioned for Voight to sit in the chair as the rest of the team crowded around them. "There is an undercover detective working a case on whoever those people were. We cant mess with that. He gave us a code while we were in there, I don't know how many more are involved, but there must be another one at least if not two. He didn't hurt us too bad, he just wanted information."

"Who is this 'he' you are talking about?" Antonio asked.

"His name is Alec, that's all we could get. He works under this man named Jace. That is all we know." Halstead answered for Erin, who was grateful to have Jay with her.

Antonio looked at Voight who looked at Olinsky.

"What?" Erin asked, "I know that pattern of stares is never a good thing. Tell us, please." Voight could hear the real desperation in her voice.

"We worked a case…the case you went undercover for…we wanted to get to Jace, but the case didn't take us to him, we got his right hand man but never Jace. The cartel that Erin took down was the step below Jace, we were hoping to find him but he must have left the country or something, but this was premeditated. You realize that right, Voight?" Antonio explained the situation.

Voight nodded his head, "Yeah." That was all Voight could say, he didn't know what to say, he felt awful that Erin had to go through this.

"We have to talk to the officer on the head of that investigation." Ruzek suggested.

Voight seemed to come out of his daydream, "Good thinking, I will stay here and-"

Erin shook her head, "No way. We can stay here we are okay now. Just go find him, Voight. I know you can better than anyone."

Voight shook his head, "Erin…"

Olinsky pulled Voight's arm, "She's right, let's go." And with that, the boys were gone.

Erin and Jay sat in silence after the rest of the team had left.

"Erin, I don't know what to say." Jay couldn't see the light in her eyes that had once been there. She had no fight left in her.

"Don't say anything." Erin could see that Jay was beating himself up for what had happened, since they were going to his place.

"It's all my fault that we were in that position. I should have protected you." Jay got up and started pacing around the room. Erin knew he did this when he got nervous or worked up.

She stood up and held his arm, "Jay, it wasn't your fault. I shouldn't have gone to Liam's, I'm sorry I put us in this position. I should have called Voight, not you. I did this."

Jay shook his head and held her hand, "I am your partner, I am supposed to be able to protect you. I don't know what else to say. I just- I just feel like I failed you."

Erin led them back to the hospital bed and sat down. Jay followed her lead. Erin shook her head, "How did we get here?"

Jay shrugged, "Well you went to Liam's and then you kissed him and then freaked out and called me-"

"I didn't mean here here. I meant like…I don't know what I meant."

Jay shook his head, "You know what you meant, so just tell me."

Erin shrugged, "I just, you know I have feelings for you. I don't know how to deal with them because of Voight so I just put them in a box and push them back because that's easier than dealing with them and being rejected."

"What are you talking about, Erin? I would never reject you."

Erin looked down and realized they were still holding hands, "I know you wouldn't, but Voight…he would never let this happen."

"Who says he has to know? We have to live our lives, Erin. We can't live the life that Voight sets up for us. Don't you get that?"

"Of course I do, Jay. But Voight isn't the only person involved with this."

Jay nodded his head, "The fireman."

Erin nodded, "Severide."

"Do you love him?" Jay was blunt.

Erin was quite for a minute, "I don't know."

Jay nodded his head, "Look Erin, like I said before, I care for you, I really do, but I am not going to let you take advantage of me-"

"Jay I am not trying to take advantage of you!" Erin felt like screaming.

"You might not be trying to, but let me know when you figure out what you want." He unclasped her hand from his. "I'll be right across the hall for the night."

Erin shook her head. She didn't love Severide but she also didn't really love Jay. She didn't really know what love even was…she didn't think she was taking advantage of Jay or his feelings, but maybe she was. She got into her bed and laid down for the night listening to the sounds around her. She didn't have to have an IV, but a nurse had to come in every hour on the hour to make sure she had a glass of water and drank the whole thing. Erin fell asleep thinking about her problems, which she could never seem to escape.