Olivia POV

"Hi" he said cooly, I almost fell over when I opened the door and saw him there

"H hi" I stuttered He was looking around the room, like there was someone he was expecting to see

"W-what are y-you looking for?" I asked

"How could YOU lie to me!" he yelled. Lie what was he talking about? I thought

"Don't you ever come to my house and yell at me about lying, I have no idea what your talking about, but you can leave with all that" I said coldly. He slammed down a folder and I picked it up looked at the pictures and all the blood drained out of my body and at that moment I lost control of my body, mind and spirit for the first time in life.

I thought the day couldn't get any worse but then I heard Noah crying through the baby monitor. Fitz's head snapped around so fast it looked like he turned into a different man, a man I had never seen before. He came closer to me his masculine smell intoxicated my mind. For a second I forgot about what was happening and imagined us on the beach looking at the sun set. I was suddenly jerked out of that thought when his big hands gripped my arm very hard.

"HOW COULD YOU KEEP HIM FROM ME?" Fitz roared. He was really hurting my arm and I winced in pain

"Fitz please stop your hurting me" I pleaded softly he loosened his grip but still held on tightly

"ANSWER ME!" he yelled again. It scared me, I never seen him like this before

" I-I-I I'm Sorry" I cried " I did it to protect you, and him!, I knew this would ruin you and I couldn't let that happen. I also didn't want my son to grow up in the press it would scare him, I had good reasons Fitz!" I Screamed. The tears fell freely from my face I was a wreck, then I remembered Noah was still crying and it didn't help that we were yelling at each other.

"Let me go get him" I sighed softly. Fitz held me a little longer before he finally let me go. I ran to get Noah he had been crying for the last 5 minutes

I saw him standing in his crib with his blanket in his hands, as soon as he saw me he stopped crying a smile came to his little face. I was relived that all he was crying for was for me to come pick him up and not because he heard me and Fitz.

"Hi Poots did you miss mommy?" I cooed to him

"Yea" he said rubbing his eyes. could I do this? I worked so hard to keep him away from Fitz and now he was here standing in my living room waiting to meet his son. I thought to myself. I changed Noah's t shirt and put a clean one on him and some socks because he would surely want to run around the house. I picked him up and walked out of his room into the living room where Fitz was pacing.

"uhhm" I cleared my throat he turned around.

Fitz POV

I was nervous about meeting him, what if he didn't like me. I was never nervous about anything even giving my speeches to the whole world but I was a wreck because I was meeting my son with Olivia Pope the women I truly loved for the first time. I wondered what he was like more like Olivia or me or was he his own person completely different from the both of us.

"Uhhm" I heard her clear her throat I turned around to see her holding the boy from the pictures, my son. He eyed me up and down and looked back at Olivia before letting out a small giggle and a wave. "Hi" he said

"Hey" I waved back at him

"Who you?" he asked curiously. I laughed at his grammar

"I'm Your Da- Fitzgerald" I stuttered Olivia looked at me and shifted nervously she put the boy on the ground and he slowly walked up to me.

" Man on Tv? Why here?" he asked. It was funny hearing him talk because his sentences were not full.

"Your mom and I are good friends. She never told you about me?" I asked eyeing her she shot darts my way.

"uhuh wanna play?"

"Sure go get your toys and let me talk to your mom"

"Otay" he laughed and took off down the hall

He didn't know me at all. He was clueless about this whole thing. What had she told him about his dad? How could the women I love do this to me I thought. "you didn't tell him about his me"? I questioned

"I did, I told him that his dad was a very busy man and he loved him but he couldn't be here at this moment" she sighed. I looked at her like she was crazy

"ill go tell him now" she took off down the hall.

Livi POV

How do I tell him that his daddy is out there. He always asked when he could see him but I could never give an answer.

"Poots come here" I said softly

"Yesh mommy?"

"You know that man out there from the tv?" I sighed

"Yesh why?"

"That's your daddy" I said just above a whisper

"Daddy?" he looked confused. My heart broke

"Yeah member I told you he was a busy man because he is the president, and he is always away but today he came to meet you." I told him

"Oh? Daddy? He here!" he laughed and ran out the room

Fitz POV

"Daddy, Daddy!" the boy ran towards me I smiled

"You here, you go bye bye soon?" He asked. I picked him up

"No I'm going to stay here all night with you and mommy" I smiled and then looked over to Olivia who had tears in her eyes.

"Yay" he screamed

"Mommy say you da resident, das whyuontv" he slurred Resident? whyuontv? What did that mean? I thought Oh president of course I luaghed

"Oh you mean President huh?"

"Yesh, Play, play" he smiled

"Of Course" I smiled

4 hours later

We were all on the couch watching Finding Nemo, Noah was rubbing his eyes indicating he was getting tired so I picked him up and walked down the hall. There were 4 rooms and I wasn't sure which on was his I opened up 2 before I found the correct room. It was painted a light creamy blue. It was very neat toys in their exact spot, there was a rocking chair, a bookshelf, two closets a bathroom, and on the other side of the room there was a crib. Right above the crib in big white letters it read NOAH. I gently placed him in his crib, I couldn't help but see how peaceful he looked sleeping. His lips were slightly open and curled up, his breaths were slow but deep as a light snore escaped from his mouth. I had always imagined my kids with Olivia but I imagined them looking a little different a more honey caramel color with big brown eyes, he was a much lighter color with blue/grey eyes but he was perfect. I shut the door slowly and made my way back out to the couch.