Olivia POV

As soon as I heard the news of Noah being in the hospital, I quickly cancelled on Edison and was escorted to a private plane which would only take 1 hour. The whole ride I could not stop thinking about what would happen to Noah. What if he died? I would never forgive myself. I silently cried as I watched the scenery went by.

1 hour later

We arrived at the hospital and my heart was racing there was a million and one things zooming through my head and it was making me dizzy. I stumbled a little bit into the hospital doors and made my way to the front desk. I looked around the room and saw it was very empty. As I made my way to the front desk I saw about 4 or 5 agents walking through some doors down the hall.

"Hello we are not taking any patients at this time ma'am" the nurse said

"Oh no, my son is here and I need to see him" I panted

"Look there is an emergency here so no one can get in. You can come back tomorrow and check, but I'm sure any child of yours would not be here" she smiled.

I frowned at her and yelled: "LOOK my little boy was brought in here today with-

"Ms. Pope come this way" an agent called to me.

"Miss, she is with us" the agent said to the nurse.

"Oh?" she arched her eyebrow and then laughed.

"I thought that boy looked like a half breed" she spit with venom.

It took everything in my power for me not to jump over the counter attack her. I had to remember the reason I came here was for Noah. I turned to the agent and gave him the best smile I could do at a time like this.

"Thanks" I whispered

"Your Welcome" he said, as he ushered me to a private waiting area where I saw Millie, Jack, Karen, Fitz and Cyrus. A wave of anger washed over my body as soon as I saw Fitz, this was all his fault. He walked over to me with tears in his eyes. "Olivia" he whispered.

"SHUT UP" I screamed, the whole room was dead silent and all eyes were on us.

"What did you do to my baby?! He was fine when I left him here, you said you would take care of him!" I cried.

"Livi please let me speak"

"NO I do not want to hear anything you have to'-

"He's dead" Fitz cut me off. It felt all the blood drained out of my body, I was so weak I couldn't even stand. My body slammed against the hard white floor that's the last thing I remember before everything around me went black.

"Liv, Livi, Livia, OLIVIA" my sister Elizabeth screamed. My body sprung up from the bed. "He's dead, my baby is dead" I screamed and cried at the same time.

"What on earth are you talking about?" my sister questioned.

"I let Noah go to Fitz's house and, and I went to the hospital and he wa- shoot I must have passed out and they brought me here" I rambled

"Um Liv Noah is sleep in the other room, and who is Fitz?" she asked

"What?!" I screamed. I ran into the room down the hall to the baby's room and saw Noah sleeping peacefully. A huge sigh escaped my mouth as I watched my two year old baby slightly shift in his sleep. It was all a dream. THANK GOD I thought to myself. But it all felt so real, how could this have possible been a dream. Every detail was real. I pinched my self to make sure I wasn't dreaming again.

I walked over to him and brushed a stray curl from his face and kissed his cheek. I walked out the room back to my room where my sister was standing, looking at me like I was insane.

"Livi, what was that about" she asked

"Sorry Lizzie I had a nightmare that someone was following me and somehow Fitz found out about Noah, and I let him take him to his ranch where Noah got sick and died" I said breathlessly.

"First, wow Second who is Fitz? Third that's a scary ass dream" she laughed.

"Fitz is um" I stuttered

"Livi your supposed to tell me everything!" she whined.

"He's Noah's father, Fitzgerald Grant." I sighed

"Wait you mean to tell me that the fucking president of the united states is my nephew's father?" she asked

"Yeah"

"Liv how could you keep something like this from all of us" she questioned

"I told mom" I laughed.

"Oh I see how it is, you tell her everything now, and we supposed to be sisters" she hit me on the arm playfully.

"Sorry only a few people know, so please do not go around telling your friends about this" I pleaded.

"Does he know?" she asked.

"No, that's why I left the campaign, he can't know it would ruin his presidency and I worked so hard to get him there" I sighed.

"Well who does Noah think is his dad?"

" I told him the truth. One day I had the TV on and Fitz was making a speech and Noah was glued to the screen, it was like he was connected to him. Every time Fitz would speak a smile would come to his little face so I told him. I also told him that one day he would meet him. It breaks my heart though living with this secret because he calls here almost every night, and every night I don't answer because I can't tell him the truth and I feel guilty" I said.

"Damn Livi, you should just tell him, especially after that dream you just told me about"

"I know but how do I tell him something like that?" I asked.

"I don't know that's on you Livi but when he calls you better be the one to tell him rather someone else do" she huffed before she walked into the living room. She was right I needed to be Olivia Pope the strong minded, strong, beautiful smart, ambitious women I was. I would wait till he called me, because he called like clock work every night around 11 pm.

11 pm

Fitz POV

Every night I called her, and every night she didn't answer. Ever since she resigned from my office 2 1/2 years ago, I have not been able to get her out of my mind. The first several months she answered then one day she stopped taking my calls and she has not answered since then. I contemplated on whether I should call her or not I did not like being rejected by her, but something in me told me to give her a call.

The phone rang 5 times before I heard her angelic voice:

"Hello" she breathed

"Livi" I chocked out the word. She was silent so I decided to break the silence.

"You answered, how are you? I miss you, why haven't you taken my calls? I babbled

She sighed heavily over the phone.

"Fitz can we meet I need to talk to you about something" she blurted.

"Um, yeah sure, tomorrow around 12 pm?" I asked.

"Yes" was all she said.

"It's good to hear your voice Livi, I have missed seeing, hearing and feeling you"

"I should go Mr. President, see you tomorrow" she said before hanging up.

"Good night Sweet-Baby" I said long after she hung up.

She wanted to see me, I knew she couldn't have lost her feelings for me. We had a connection, we were soul mates. I even was willing to resign for her, but she had to have made that deal with the devil, Millie. My Livi, my sweet, sweet Livi would finally be mine again. I sat back in my chair and fantasized what our lives would look like if we were together, our home, our marriage and our kids. That's the life I always dreamed of.