Fitz POV

"Wat yur doin? You westleing?" Noah looked at us curiously. I snatched my hand away from Livi's chest. I didn't even hear him approach us. Liv stood to her feet and picked Noah up and walked over to the structure. She was mumbling something to him, that I could not make out. I hope he wouldn't press the issue because I'm sure neither Liv or I knew how to explain to a two year old what we were doing. I walked over to the little play area and watched Livi push Noah on the swings. He was giggling in delight as she pushed him higher and higher. I watched them together and smiled. She was a good mother, she was kind, gentle but firm, and most of all patient.

"Hi , mommie hi!" he screamed at her.

1 hour later

Livi and I were in the kitchen cooking while Noah took a nap. I wanted to have dinner with them before this day was over, because I knew that this most likely would never happen again. I watched her as she cut apples, oranges and pineapples. I could not stop looking at her she was truly beautiful.

"I feel you staring at me" she smiled

" I Can't help it" I said staring deep into her eyes.

"We can't" she said tearing her eyes away from mine.

"We can" I replied moving closer to her. Her shoulders shuttered as I breathed softly on her neck.

"Stop Fitz"

"No" I whispered into her ear. I pushed her against the stove.

"Stop it" she tried again. I was not budging.

"No" I said louder this time. She pushed me off of her with all her might. I stumbled back a little bit. I looked at her she was breathing really hard.

"Our son is 100 feet can't do this anymore Fitz it does not work" she said above a whisper.

"Liv" I said.

"No let me finish. I deserve better Fitz, I know you love me and I do love you, but that's not enough. I don't want to be the second women I deserve to be the first. I don't want me and our son to be your dirty little secret. I can't just show up to the white house unannounced like your wife. I can't hold your hand out in public, we cannot go out on dates like a normal couple, you can't come to my house unless its late at night. I feel dirty Fitz, I am not that women. I deserve better, Noah deserves better. Sometimes love is not enough." she whispered the last part.

I was frozen. I could feel tears coming to my eyes, but I was too strong to let her see me cry. I loved her with all my heart, and I would give up this presidency for her, but she wouldn't allow it. I could not understand why she didn't want to be with my I thought I was the man she dreamed of. I was the man of her dreams, and she was the women of my dreams. I understood her though, and I could not be to upset with her because all of it was true. There was no real future between us until the end of my term. I couldn't wait that long, there had to be some type of way we could make this right. She was the fixer so she had to fix this.

Olivia POV

Fitz was in his own world, his face was blank his eyes lost. I waved my hand in front of his face. No response. I tried calling his name, but still no answer. He had to be in shock. I didn't mean for it to come out like that but it was the truth.

"FITZ" I yelled. He jumped a little.

"Fix it" he whispered.

"Excuse me?" I asked

"You're the fixer, fix this there has to be a way to work us out. I am not giving up on you. You are the most important person in my life. I can't just let you go. Can you?" he asked.

Truth was I couldn't ever really let him go, he would always have a place in my heart. But in reality I could never have him and a little part of me was jealous of Millie. She was able to have him when he didn't even love her.

" I can" I lied. I saw the twinkle in his blue-grey eyes. He was about to cry, he tried to hold them back but I could see past that. The leader of the free world, the most powerful man in the world was about to cry. Who was I kidding I couldn't like to him. I couldn't live without ever seeing him again either. But I couldn't just keep being in the shadows.

"Please don't cry. I'm sorry I lied" I whispered

"What do you mean?" he asked

"I lied when I said I could let you go, I can't let you go I never will be able to. But its not right to do this. I don't want to keep being your mistress. You have a wife, you have kids. It's not fair to them or this country" I said

"I wanted to quit my job, you could have been my wife. But instead you, YOU plotted with Millie to keep me in the white house. All of this would have been over but you choose to put your feelings aside." he ranted.

"Fitz, we had to do the right thing"

"We are the right thing, Livi" he said, as he brushed a stray curl from my face.

"Wwe should get back to cooking, he should be up soon" I stuttered.

For the next 30 minutes we were silent. Fitz made shrimp Fettuccine Alfredo and I made a Caesar salad and cut up some fruit. Just as I finished setting up the table Noah walked into the dinning room rubbing his eyes. Just in time I thought to myself.

"It smell gud" he smiled.

"Are you hungry?" I asked him knowing the answer.

"Yesh vewy" a huge grin spread across his face.

"Hey Fitz, can I use some of those pillows from the couch to put in his chair?" I asked.

He nodded and I grabbed 3 pillows. I put them in the middle chair and picked Noah up and set him down in the chair. I poured some apple juice in his sippy cup, and put a little pasta on his plate and a little salad and some fruit. Fitz went to the bathroom, so I fixed his plate and mine. I knew he had a big appetite so I gave him a lot of pasta and salad. I was about to put a spoonful of food in my mouth when Noah said "Mommie no we wait fuh daddie".
"Oh I'm sorry I didn't know" I laughed.

"It's Otay" he smiled.

"Mommie" he said seriously.

"Yes?" I asked.

"Is we gonna liv hewe wit daddie now?" he asked

"Are we going to live here with daddy" I corrected him and he nodded.

"No honey we have to go back home with auntie Lizzie." I said.

"Oh" he said looking down.

Millie POV

I had just got back from a trip with my old girlfriends the kids were in Santa Barbara, which meant Fitz and I would be alone. I bought something sexy for the night that I planned. The resident was very quiet, too quiet. I greeted some of the body guards that were in the hallway. "Excuse me but have you seen my husband?" I asked them with my famous fake smile. "He is taking care of some business, but he is set to return within the hour ma'am" he said. "Are Tom and Hal with him?" I asked. "Yes Ma'am".

If he was up to something Hal would tell me. Ever since the first time Hal saw Olivia and Fitz together he told me, and in return I did him some favors. It was our regular thing until Olivia left, then there was nothing to tell, but I didn't stop doing him favors. I walked into our bedroom slipped off my clothes and immediately jumped into the shower. 30 minutes later I stepped out put on my new gift for Fitz and wait excitedly for his arrival.

Noah POV

We had a good dinner but the men in black came back and said it was time for us to leave. I didn't want to go because this house had a huge pool with a little pond. But I did miss my auntie, she was my favorite auntie. We always made videos and put pictures up of ourselves. She said we were to pretty for anyone not to see us. Mommie and Daddie were in the back room talking about something so I decided to go outside. I saw how daddie locked the door earlier so I thinked I remember how to do it. I unlocked it and walked outside, there were 4 big mans in black standing outside a big huge stretched black car. I wanted to play with their shiny things in their ears. It looked fun.

"Cue me, Cue me I wanna pway wit yur ting in eaw" I said.

"It's not a toy"

"Why?" I asked.

"Because it's not, you should go back inside its too cold for you to be out here without a jacket" one said.

"No, let me pway wit it" I said a little louder.

"I'm sorry little man but you can't" another one said. Then all of the sudden one of them was picking me up.

"SOP, SOP IT! ME DWN! ME DWN!" I screamed and kicked. I didn't like when strangers picked me up. They walked to the door and opened it.

"MOMMIEEE!, YET GOO! YET GOO!" I screamed again. Mommie and Daddie came running into the room.

"What's wrong?" Mommie asked as the man set me down. I ran over to her and wrapped my arms around her legs.

"He was outside with no jacket on ma'am and he wanted to play, but we brought him back in" the man said.

"Noah" Mommie scolded me. So I had to cry, it always worked.

"Nooo Mommie, dey mean" I cried.

"Okay Shh" She said picking me up. I laid my head on her shoulder still crying but smiling on the inside.

"Thank you" she whispered to the man.

Fitz POV

Noah was screaming loud for a little boy he was sure loud. "Does he usually scream like that?" I asked Livi.

"Um yea, when he's mad or scared" she said trying to calm the little boy down.

"Oh my" I laughed. I would have to get used to that

"I guess this is goodbye" I said looking Livi in the eyes.

"Until next time" she smiled softly. I tried to bite my bottom lip so I wouldn't have the urge to kiss her but I couldn't resist. I tilted her head up and bent mine and kissed her before she could object. To my surprise she kissed me back but only for a second. Then she pulled away.

"aha, yu kisted" Noah clapped his hands. Olivia's cheeks turned red.

"Say bye to daddy" she smiled.

"bye bye" he said and gave a small little wave and then reached for me.

"fun" he said before he gave me a big wet sloppy kiss. I smiled and then passed him back to Olivia.

"I'll call you" I said as she walked out of the house and into the limo. I walked out after them and got into my limo thinking about my day and thinking about how I would have to see the ice queen when I got home.