I shook my head remembering that I was just a girl from the Seam. Cato is my lifeline I cant survive here without him. He is my anchor the only thing that keeps me from floating away from this horrible world.
I decided to go blow off some steam at the archery station. I shot for an hour then decided that I needed to go for a run. There was a a track around the building. I guess if I wanted to be the best I had to have stamina and speed on my side.
I started off with a slow jog and gradually sped up with each lap. I felt so alive just running not running towards or away from something but just running. My shirt was soaked with sweat but I had to keep running I couldn't stop I had to keep going for Prim and Cato.
After a few minutes I felt a presence beside me. "do you needa break you've been running for an two hours straight." asked a female trainer.
" I'm almost done actually but thanks for asking." I replied
I ran for another ten minutes before I grabed some water and headed over to the lifting station. I put seventy pounds on the bar hoping that I could lift it and I didn't have a spot so I had to be able to lift finger wrapped around the black bar. I slowly pushed the bar back and brought down. I repeated this for the next twenty minutes until could feel my musclesto ache.
I toweled off and ran up to the next floor to use the punchingbag. I decided not use gloves since the real careers probably didn't use them either. With each punch I through I doubted my self even more. How could I ever be a career. punch. I'm weak. punch. I wil never be as good as everyone else. punch
I couldn't hold it in anymore I sat down in the corner and cried. I cried for everything that was wrong in the world. My tears turned to sobs and those eventually turned into nothing. the nothing that I felt. The nothing that had replaced the fire inside of me.
I'm sorry if this isn't very good but I haven'tbeen writing much lately and I know that this isn't how Katniss is supposed to act but she wont be depressed like this forever. Please review and I should update in a couple of days. Sorry If the grammar is terrible I didn't have time to check it but I know that that isn't an excuse