Ok, today I'm uploading two chapters because I'm really grateful, your reviews are so cute :D

By mistake I had erased this chapter so I had to write it all over again -which made my mum hysterical because it was really late when I realized I had to write it again-...

So if in the few next chapters there's something that doesnt fit or you dont undestand, feel free to ask about it.

Ally's POV.

I tried to arrive to school as late as I could that Friday. I knew Sam wouldn't let go, he would try to ask me out again, he was one of those guys who didn't stop chasing the same girl, even if they looked like idiots, until they got what they wanted; sex, a kiss or a least a chance to show how awesome they were. I regretted promising Jackson I would behave from now on... It was actually for my own good, so that nobody would notice anything weird about me... Well, I was defenitily weird and everybody noticed that, but what I meant is that he didnt thought that calling the attention by defeating a guy who was as tall as a door was a great idea.

I felt stupid almost hiding behind the professor, I entered the class behind him and run to my seat, not even looking in his director, I didn't want to give him the chance to even say hi to me.

"Hi, Ally. Why did you arrive so late?" Jazz asked me as I sat by her side.

"I was hiding from Sam" I said and I felt I sounded incredibly stupid.

"Why?"

"Because he's trying to ask me out, he's so annoying" I said and sighed.

"He's a jerk, don't go out with him"

I looked at her with curiosity. She looked at me and quickly looked away.

"Don't do that to me, don't give me that weird look" she said.

I laughed "What happened with Sam? Did he do something to you?"

"You remind me of Patrick Jane, that character from The Mentalist [author-note: I love that TV show and that character, my mum loves that actor, dont tell my father]… You always know everything, it's kind of annoying, Ally"

"I have no idea who that is… But it's fine, you don't have to tell me if you don't want to"

"Whatever… Do you want to go out tonight? My brother invited to go out with his friends"

"Sure" I said, not really paying attention, I was too distracted in feeling miserable because....

Literature. I've always hated literature. The professor was reading 'Romeo And Juliet' out loud, the most depressing love story in the whole history. I don't know why it was so popular, it was so damn sad. I hope that if there was an emo [or whatever people call them, I dont believe in those silly stereotypes] out there reading that book, someone would stop them before they got to the end of the book…

"Are you ok?" Jazzie whispered to me "You look even more tired than you usually do"

I nodded, which made my head hurt.

I'm like a zombie lately… It's a miracle that I hadn't been run over by a car, I was very distracted all the time, falling asleep as I walked – or as I listened to Romeo talking to Juliet in the Literature class.

Susan, for my disgrace, was still trying different types of food. She wanted me to choose the ones that I liked the most, but she didn't realize that she was killing me slowly… I just wanted food, for God's sake! Meat, pasta, bread, fruits; food, food, please, food! I'll never understand why people is so obsessed with the idea of trying new, weird food all the time... At the end of the meal, it's always going to be the same; just FOOD, PEOPLE, FOOD. [author-note: that acturally really drives me mad... I've writen a lot of me in Ally]

And, well, my nightmares weren't helping either. I missed dreaming so much. I'd had 3 nightmares this week and I couldn't take it anymore. Sleeping was a curse and so was being forced to be awake for long tiring hours. I had no rest, not even once. I didnt believe in God, but I would seriously start praying, I wanted to dream, not have a nightmare, to actually dream so badly... To sleep in peace and without being scare of closing my eyes for just one hour.

Jazzie shook me and I looked at her annoyed.

"Don't to that" I said.

"The class is finished, Ally, go home and get some sleep" she said.

I almost run out of the school, holding my skate, eager to get away, happy Sam didn't get the chance to say a word to me today. Before leaving school, I sat in a bench to take some air, I felt kink of dizzy.

I turned around and see Sam leaving school, staring at me, ready to make a move.

'Damn it, boy' I thought 'If only you knew what I've done, you wouldnt even want to be in my class…'

I stood up, ready to leave in my skate, but the movement was too fast for my weak body, and I almost fell to the ground, but a pair of strong hands caught me.

"Ally, are you ok?" Dougie's voice came to me as if he was far, far away from me.

I nodded and looked around quickly; Sam was now running with a concern look on his face.

"Take me away from here" I asked Dougie, almost begging.

"Wait a minute, maybe you should sit again" he said, sounding worried.

"No!"

"Ally!" Sam's voice said "Let me take her back to school, Dougie"

I felt another pair of hands, but now in my waist. That's it Sammy, dear. I punched in the face – and I swear I heard Dougie laughing— with the little strength I had left, hoping he would really leave me alone after that. I felt nothing under me and closed my eyes as Dougie walked away with me in his arms.

"Are you sure you can leave school?" he asked.

"Yes, I'm sure, Dougie, just go…" I said.

"Are you sure you are ok?"

"I never said I was"

"Sorry… Look, don't worry, you'll be find, you've got me now."